Novella: Goku

Goku

1

In the memory, my father and mother said to him one after another: Your name is Stone.

Then he said to him: Your name did not come out of thin air, but during the full moon, you wanted to worship Gan Laozi, but you did not meet anyone, and finally, you worshiped a stone next to your mother's old house as Gan Laozi, and named you "Stone".

Hearing this, the stone was suspicious and went to the place where his parents said, and went to see the stone.

That place, three or four miles from the village.

Walk out of the village, follow a small road, follow it, follow the foot of the mountain, turn a few corners. Jumping stones from the small river, crossing a few rivers, you have reached that place.

All the way, the mountains on both sides are close together, the inside of the path, is the mountain, outside, is the flowing river, the opposite side of the river, is the opposite of the mountain roots. When we got to that place, the mountains on both sides retreated slightly to both sides, and by the small river, between the foot of the mountain, there appeared a small Ping Dam, and in the Ping Dam, it was a gentle slope. It is a sandy and gravel field, but it grows corn, potatoes, soybeans, and wheat.

Mother Stone's hometown is at the top of this Ping Dam, clinging to the mountain and facing the small river. The fields in pingba are nestled in houses.

However, Stone's mother's mother's family was no longer in this place. Stone's mother's parents are dead, and there is no one in the mother's family.

In this pingba, there are other people living in thatched houses.

The stone found the place, and after asking, he saw the stone that he worshiped, and when he was Lao Tzu.

It was a stone across the river, next to the old house yard of the stone mother's house. The stone, which was particularly huge, was rooted at the bottom of the small river, and the top was leaning obliquely against the hillside, and between the stones and the hillside, there was a narrow gap that could be drilled through.

The stone was a huge, long strip of stone, like a giant.

Because of its age, the stone is covered with moss and some grass. The stone is black and brown, and it looks like it has gone through vicissitudes.

The stone looked at the stone he worshiped, his dry old man, and in his heart he not only did not feel insulted, but felt a sense of pride, pride.

After he came back, in the mind of the stone, he printed his dry laozi, the boulder, and said to himself in his heart, my name is stone, my dry laozi, good Wei'an.

2

The stone grew day by day, and his relatives called him the stone. The people in the village also called him a stone, and he was very proud, proud, and happy to agree.

Just then, Stone followed his father, along with many people in the village, to the village to watch TV.

There is no electricity in the village, the township uses diesel engines to generate electricity, and at night, tv is played. It's a tiny TV, it's color. Put in a big room, people went, bought tickets for five cents, and went in to see.

Stone followed his father, who paid five cents and bought him a ticket. Stone followed his father, along with the people of the village, into the house to watch TV.

The TV was placed against the wall, and in the room, there were rows of board chairs, and the black pressure was full of people. Stone and father, together with the people in the village, found a place to sit.

It was the first time Stone had watched TV, curious, and watched with his eyes wide open.

At first it was news, then it was advertising, people didn't have the heart to watch, while talking, there was a glance, not a glance at the TV, some were still smoking, the house, smoke.

From people's words, The Stone knew that there was a good TV for a while, called "Journey to the West", which was particularly good-looking. It is also said that in the Journey to the West, there are Tang monks, Sun Wukong, pig eight precepts, and sand monks.

It was in the noise, waiting for a long time, and finally it was time for the long-awaited TV to start. The people immediately fell silent and watched TV with their eyes wide open.

Stone had not yet gone to school and did not know words, but, from the words of the people, he knew that Journey to the West was about to begin.

Sure enough, with a burst of good and strange music, "Journey to the West" began to perform. In the picture, a stone appeared, and under the wash of the sea, the stone suddenly cracked, and from the stone, a monkey jumped out, jumped into the sky, and soared into the clouds.

People say that this person is Sun Wukong.

After watching "Journey to the West", the stone's mind is that picture, the stone cracks, and Sun Wukong jumps out of the stone.

The stone thought of the stone he worshipped, and thought of his dry old man. I also wondered if he was like Sun Wukong, jumping out of that stone!

Thinking about it, the stone became more and more proud, and felt proud. I also wondered if he was like Sun Wukong and would be a wonderful person in the future.

3

Every day, Shi Shi looked forward to this dark day, and then, following his father, together with the people in the village, went to the township to watch TV and watch "Journey to the West".

Stone and his father, like the people in the village, reveled in "Journey to the West" and were fascinated.

In Shi Shi's mind, he remembered many characters: Tang Monk, Sun Wukong, Pig Eight Precepts, and Sand Monk. And some other demons and ghosts. However, the most memorable is Sun Wukong, who also likes Sun Wukong.

Because the stone knows that Sun Wukong came from the stone. He worshipped stones, his dry old man was stone, and he may have come from stones.

Stone likes Sun Wukong's monkey-like, clever look. I was even more attracted by Sun Wukong, who has seventy-two changes, can soar through the clouds, drive the fog, and drill into the sea.

Later, I finished reading "Journey to the West". In the heart of the stone, he left the shadow of Sun Wukong, and he also knew that Sun Wukong was a person who was jealous and hateful and held uneven.

In the heart of the young stone, pure and white paper, he thought that he must be a person like Sun Wukong in the future. To learn the skills of Sun Wukong, we must also be like Sun Wukong, holding uneven fights, jealousy and hatred, focusing on fighting evil people and protecting good people.

The stone thought so, and began to do so.

In the village, there are many partners who are about the same age as the stone. Among the companions, the stone is not the tallest, the burliest. However, since Shi Shi watched "Journey to the West", he has Sun Wukong in his heart. Shi Shi thought in his heart, to be a person like Sun Wukong, not only to behave like, but also to be like Sun Wukong.

Stone and partner together, the most favorite game to play, is to play monkeys.

Gradually, the partners all felt that the monkey dressed as a stone was really very similar, behaving and acting, just like Sun Wukong.

Therefore, those tall, burly partners also envied the stone dressed as a monkey, worshiped the monkey, and let the stone be the monkey king, just like Sun Wukong in Huaguo Mountain.

In the heart of the stone, there is Sun Wukong, and without prevarication, he plays the game of being the monkey king. The stone was pushed by the partners, sitting on a high place, and the heart of the stone was particularly proud and proud. Also like Sun Wukong, scratching his ears and scratching his cheeks, and then, like all his friends shouting: Children!

Those companions, imitating the young man, screamed at the stone, looking up at the stone.

Shi Shi's eyes were sharp, and he looked at his partners, and his heart felt as if he was Sun Wukong, so magical, so proud, so proud.

4

However, because the stone is not tall and thin, among the partners, he is not the tallest, not burly, and has little strength. In addition to playing the monkey game, he was elected as the monkey king, and gained a moment of pride and pride. In ordinary times, among the many partners, the doll head, or the head of the partners, is not a stone. Stone is nothing more than, a very humble character. Commanded and sent by the tall, burly, powerful man who was invisibly in the hearts of his companions, who thought he was the king and the leader.

This man's name is Lin Zi.

Before watching "Journey to the West" and not knowing Sun Wukong, The stone's heart did not gush with such a feeling of pride and pride. Like many partners, I spontaneously believed in my heart that Lin Zi was the leader, that he was the king, that he wanted to listen to Lin Zi, and willingly let Lin Zi command and dispatch, and that he was happy to do it. After having good food, delicious food, and also willing to give to the forest.

However, after watching "Journey to the West" and knowing Sun Wukong, the stone felt that the dry Lao Tzu he worshipped was the stone. He may be like Sun Wukong, jumping out of the stone, he may not be a mortal, but like Sun Wukong, he will be a person with great supernatural powers in the future, a person who fights injustice and is jealous and hateful. Therefore, when facing Lin Zi, when being sent and instructed by Lin Zi, sometimes, although listening to Hou Linzi's instructions and dispatches, I felt unfair in my heart. With good food, good drink, do not give to the forest, the forest will not give. I also felt that other partners should not listen to Lin Zi's dispatches and instructions, nor should they give Lin Zi what they ate and drank.

The stone carried the forest on his back, and when he was playing with other partners, he said what he thought in his heart, saying that he should not listen to the forest's dispatches and instructions anymore. Don't give your own food and drink to the forest. Also said that the forest is a lot of not, not good.

Some of these partners were silent, and some of them were said by the stone, and they also echoed it, saying that the forest was not good, and they also said that they would not listen to the forest in the future, and they would not give it to the forest when they had food and drink.

However, these partners, saying this in their mouths, when they encounter linzi again and play with linzi, they still listen to linzi, have food and drink, and still give it to linzi.

Others, secretly, carried stones on their backs and told him bad things about the forest.

Lin Zi's heart no longer liked stones and hated stones.

After an incident, the contradiction between the forest and the stone finally broke out, and the forest hit the stone.

On that day, Stone and many of his friends, together with the forest, went to play in the mountains, and when they reached a mountain forest, they saw wild chestnuts falling on the ground, and the forest and the shouting partners picked chestnuts together. The partners listened to Lin Zi's words and began to pick chestnuts, and before long, each partner picked some chestnuts, and Lin Zi asked everyone to give them all chestnuts, and then he gave them to everyone. The companions gave the chestnuts to the forest, and the stone did not listen to the forest, did not give the forest. He also told his friends that the chestnuts they had picked were eaten by each of them.

Lin Zi got angry, rushed to the stone, punched the stone a few times, kicked the stone, and yelled at the stone: Roll! Don't fit in, don't play with me in the future.

At this moment, the stone thought that he was Sun Wukong, holding a golden hoop stick in his hand, and beating Lin Zi fiercely.

However, looking at Lin Zi's tall, burly appearance, and vicious eyes at him, he knew that he was not Sun Wukong, and although he hated Lin Zi in his heart and cursed Lin Zi, he did not dare to provoke Lin Zi, shed tears, and ran away.

Far away, the stone tears in his eyes, looking back to see that the partners gave chestnuts to the forest, the forest picked the biggest, the best, picked the rest, and gave them to the partners.

Stone's heart said fiercely, I am not Sun Wukong, there is no Seventy-two changes of Sun Wukong, there is no great ability and strength of Sun Wukong. However, when I grow up, have the strength, and learn the skills of one body, I must be like Sun Wukong.

Stone sighed, "Who called me Stone?" Being able to become a person like Sun Wukong is a dream in my heart and fate.

5

Stone grows up day by day, and as soon as childhood flickers, it passes, and Stone is going to say goodbye to the village and go to school.

After going to school, the teacher talked about the vast world outside the mountains, the people and things there, and said: In the future, if you want to have a career, you must go out of the ravines of your hometown and go to that vast place. And to be able to fly out of the ravine like a bird, to a big place, to be a person with a good reputation, is to study well, otherwise there is no way out.

Listened to the world outside the mountain described by the teacher, listened to the teacher's words, and flew out of the ravine. In Shi Shi's heart, he thought about the "Journey to the West" he had seen, thought of Sun Wukong, and also thought of the dreams hidden in his heart, when a person like Sun Wukong had the ability, had great powers, punished evil and promoted good, and was jealous of evil like a vendetta.

The stone is in the heart, secretly thinking of determination, I must read good books, just like Sun Wukong went to the teacher to learn art, learn knowledge and skills, in the future can fly high, go far, realize the dream in my heart, and be a person like Sun Wukong. Because, he worshipped stones, which was his dream and fate.

Stone with dreams, determined, put the heart to study, the book actually read in, learn well, let the teacher praise, let the parents feel surprised, happy.

The stone was proud and felt that he was on the road of his dreams.

The teacher told his father that he was a good reader for the stone, and he was a seedling who read books, and he might not be a character in the future.

Father said happily, as long as he can read, wherever he reads, I will provide wherever, even if I borrow, smash pots and sell iron.

This strengthens the confidence of the stone, to read well, to read the book, to learn knowledge, to learn skills, and to be a person like Sun Wukong in the future.

Stone books are read well, and they are farther and farther away from their hometown villages. From the village of my hometown, I read to the township, from the township to the town, and from the town, I was admitted to the school in the city.

Father never reneged on his word, and wherever the stone read, he offered it. The family saved money for frugality, and the money was not enough, so they went to borrow from other people's homes and always provided stones for reading. The stone book read well, the more I read, the farther away from my hometown, although my father was tired, he was more and more happy and proud of things. On a wrinkled face, Happy blossomed. The gaze in the eyes becomes bright. Although the clothes are tattered, the people are extra spirited.

Step by step, the stone walked into his dream, bringing hope to his life. And the home, therefore, seems to be full of hope. His parents talked about him everywhere they went, smiling. The people in the village, full of envy and praise.

When Shi Shi went to the city to study, the people in the village came to congratulate him. There are those who send money, those who send eggs, and those who come with big roosters. Say compliments, say to the stones, there will be a future, but don't forget them.

The stone said, no, no. Thinking of his dream in his heart, he secretly made up his mind that when he really had a job in the future, he had the ability, and if he could learn the same thing as Sun Wukong, he would definitely not forget the people in his hometown village and would definitely help them.

Father made a banquet to greet everyone. Firecrackers were set off, and the door was a red couplet. Listening to people's compliments, looking at people's smiling faces, in the fragrance of wine and meat, the home is like a happy event.

6

For many years of studying, Stone has buried the dream of becoming a person like Sun Wukong in his heart.

Because, no matter where he studied, Shi Shi found that in the class, that is, in the school, he was the tallest and thinnest person, and he felt a little weak and couldn't help the wind. In addition to studying well, he often gets praise from teachers, classmates envy, and dreams lurk in his heart, making him feel strong, in the body, facing the tall and burly of others, his thinness and shortness, he feels that he is so weak and small.

Therefore, the stone does not reveal his inner dream, and buries it deep in his heart. Seeing some dissatisfied things, I didn't dare to say it, nor did I dare to take care of it. In the face of those tall and burly classmates, they did not dare to provoke them, they wanted to send, instruct him, and ask him to do something, although his heart was uneven, he could only do it silently, not daring to confront them, but afraid that they would beat him.

The stone did not forget that lin zi beat him, knowing that if they resisted them, they would beat him like lin zi. At this time, like Sun Wukong, who had not yet learned his skills, he was just an ordinary, thin person. In Shi Shi's heart, he thought, study hard, learn knowledge and skills, and at that time, he would show his dream and be a person like Sun Wukong.

Studying in that city, Shi Shi did learn a lot of knowledge, and this knowledge supported Shi Shi's dream, and also supported his heart, making him feel like he had learned the seventy-two changes of Sun Wukong, becoming strong.

At that time, the heart of the stone was no longer nostalgic for the carefree, simple life under the high walls, in the school. Nor do you linger on the bustle, excitement and bustle of the city. Instead, he yearns for the life outside the high walls of the school, the vast world, and also yearns for the life outside the city, which can allow him to take root and fly, to show his revenge, talent, and realize the life of his inner dream.

The stone eagerly awaited graduation, and then let his dream fall on the ground of reality, to the place where his dream could take root, sprout, and take root.

Stone because he had his dream in his heart, in the school in this city, in the years of school, he had never fallen in love with anyone, although some girls had liked him, but he felt that he had big dreams, in dreams, there was his love, and the career he wanted, how could he like these earthly women who made him feel worldly, and hindered his dreams. Stone was in his dream, proud and proud, and he did not have a good relationship with any classmate and play well. Therefore, before graduation, when other students, clinging to each other, or hurting for the sake of emotion, the stone is relaxed, there is no emotional bondage, and the attachment to whom, can be so heroic and free to leave, the heart instead despises, laughing at those who fall into the emotion, or have attachment. In Stone's heart, he only thinks about the campus, outside the city, the wider world, where there are places where his dreams, lives, and ambitions are displayed.

Stone took his dream with him, finally graduated, walked out of that campus, flew out of that city, and reached the place where he could take root and sprout.

The place where the stone landed, the place where he felt that his dreams could take root and sprout, was the unit of a village near his hometown.

That village was the most remote, poor, and backward place in the county. To get to that place, there was only a potholed dirt road, in which to climb over a small mountain beam. The potholed dirt road leads to the village and comes to an end. There are generally no cars on the road, and occasionally there are some diesel three-wheeled bungee bungee bungee trucks that do business, and trucks that steal wood, and they encounter and can take a ride along the road. Sitting in the car, the car was bumping with the dirt road, and the people were dancing in the carriage. There are no more cars on the way, only walking.

The village is surrounded by mountains, which are overgrown with various trees that change color depending on the season. In the middle of the mountain, there is a small Ping Dam, and the small river flows through the middle of the Ping Dam, and on both sides of the small river, there are bumps and bumps of fields.

The unit where the stone works is in this dam. The unit has a row of stone houses, the others are all houses with black tiles. The houses are surrounded by a small yard.

Next to the unit, there are several other units.

Near the unit, there are some sparse homes, all of which are black tile houses with earthen walls. People came out with the sun and began the day, hunched over the land, the sun set, returned home, ate food, and perched. There is nothing to do, and generally do not come to the unit.

In the village, every day, it was silent, only the sound of chickens and dogs barking. Occasionally, there are business cars coming, trucks pulling wood, and in the sound of machines, the dead silence is broken, which makes people feel a little vitality. It is refreshing to see unfamiliar faces.

In the unit, the colleagues who work are all older, there are grandfathers, there are uncles, the youngest, all married, have children. Moreover, they are all men.

In the face of this dead silence, in the face of those colleagues who are older than themselves, unable to communicate in their hearts, and have no common language, let the stone suddenly feel cold in his heart, and disappointment rushes into his heart.

However, the stone thought about his dreams, thought about the knowledge he had learned, and this was really a place to show his talents and chase his dreams. Because there is a dream to decorate the heart of the stone, let the heart of the stone gain comfort, and stay in this remote, isolated, poor place.

7

In the first years, Stone did find the feeling he wanted, exerted his talents, and felt that he was on the road to chasing his dreams.

Stone is in the unit, the youngest, and has read in the city, in the unit, is the most educated person. Therefore, the unit leaders, those elderly, old colleagues, have great respect for the stone. The leader of the unit reuses the stone, puts some important work, rest assured, and lets the stone do it. The stone can also do well, do well, and get praise from the unit leaders and colleagues. The stone was in the unit, and soon became the backbone, and in the unit, it was the person who picked the girder. In the unit, gradually, as long as the work done by the stone, the leaders support it, and the leaders will do what the stone says.

This allowed the stone to find a sense of accomplishment that was respected, and the feeling of pride and pride in his heart came out of nowhere. The dream of Sun Wukong lurking in his heart began to awaken.

Shi Shi felt that he was not just like Sun Wukong, learning some skills, being able to show his fists and feet, and his talent? Is it also possible to be like Sun Wukong after learning the seventy-two changes, can he go down to the demons and exorcise demons, punish evil and promote good?

Therefore, in the unit, when encountering some unfair and fair things, the stone will say, sometimes say colleagues, sometimes say leaders. Speaking of colleagues, those elderly, older colleagues, also laughed at this, a kind look, listening to his words, should be with his words, saying that he was right. The leader of the unit, although he was a little unhappy in his heart, still had a smile on his face, saying that the stone was right, and did as he said.

The stone in the unit, gradually, becomes the most capable, the most righteous, the most calculating person. The young stone, in the hearts of the people, the prestige even exceeds the leader.

This made the stone feel a fluttering feeling, and in this feeling, he felt as if he had walked on the path of his dreams, and he was Sun Wukong.

The stone also felt as if he really wasn't an ordinary person, not a mortal, he was like Sun Wukong, he came from the stone, with some kind of will, and mission.

Just, at the end of a year's work. The score of the stone assessment is on the last side. In the unit, everything else, related to the name, related to the interests, has nothing to do with him. But it belongs to those who are old, belong to the leaders of the unit, and belong to the people who usually walk close to the leaders, smile, nod their heads and waists.

Shi Shi, just like before, with the same arrogance as Sun Wukong, stood up and said that this matter was unfair, the leaders in the unit were not right, and some colleagues were wrong.

However, at this time, the stone saw that after he had said it, no one had paid attention to him, the leader of the unit, with a somber face and a look in his eyes, like an arrow, could shoot him. The face of the colleague in the unit, gloomy like the bottom of the pot, the eyes, full of angry eyes. Let the stone feel chilled, and no longer dare to speak.

In the end, these things related to fame and fortune in the unit were not done according to what the stone said, but were done according to the methods proposed by the leaders. Stone felt for the first time the unit leader, and colleagues did not listen to him, and after he had spoken, looked at his gloomy face and cold gaze.

Stone thought of his talents, the work he did. Turning it backwards, it ended up like this. My heart was cold and depressed. However, there is no place to talk and vent.

The meeting was over, and everything was decided. The unit ate, got the dish, and the unit colleagues gathered for dinner.

The leaders of the unit, and those colleagues who have benefited, all have a smile, soft eyes, sweet words, invite everyone to eat vegetables, accompany everyone to drink.

At the beginning, the stone drank silently.

At the end of the drink, the stone felt that the leaders of the unit, and those colleagues who had benefited, were so despicable and hateful. With nowhere to vent, he let go of the drink.

Finally, the stone was drunk. Just like Sun Wukong in the Heavenly Palace, scolding in the unit, scolding the leaders, scolding those colleagues who have gained profits, scolding so fiercely, so vicious. Finally, feeling still unrepentant, he overturned the table and smashed things, which made him feel addicted, dizzy, and went back to sleep.

The next day, Shi Jiu woke up, got up, and the leaders and colleagues in the unit had left long ago because they had entered the holiday. The unit was empty, as if nothing had happened.

The stone suddenly felt a strange pain in his head, and his heart was inexplicably empty. I also silently packed up my things and went home for the holiday.

8

Stone home, in a village.

The village has dozens of families, spread over both sides of the river. And another ditch, the small river that flows out, meets behind the village, and then flows slowly away.

The village people are also all black tile houses with earthen walls. Next to the village, there are bumps and bumps in the fields. On the small river, there are jumping stones, and people on both sides of the river are free to come and go. Between each family, there are also small roads connecting, and people live leisurely and come and go naturally.

The village is also in a small Pingba, which is surrounded by mountains that are connected to each other, and the mountains are full of various trees, which change color with the seasons.

The connection between the village and the outside is also a potholed dirt road, driving out of the ravine, over the mountain beams, you can go to the town, from the town, you can go to the world outside the mountain.

People in the village, in a place far away from the hustle and bustle, live in harmony with nature and leisurely. And with the world, there is a slight connection.

The people in the village, relying on their hands, labor on the land, work at sunrise, perch at sunset, and are full of yearning for life in a happiness full of hardships and a little drop.

Father and mother, like everyone else in the village, went to work in silence every day, hunched over in the fields, creating a life with their hands. It's just that the father and mother seem to be older. Father had white hair all over his head, his back hunched over, and his waist bent. The mother's face was full of wrinkles, and her hands were full of cocoons. They don't let the stones work, they let the stones look at home at home and play. Say to the stones, they can do it for a day, they can do it for a day. Helping is not his job, and the future, marriage events, family affairs, do not have to worry, come back, just play with peace of mind.

In the love given by the parents, and the warmth of the home, the stone was soothed in the unit, and at the last moment, suffered from the snub, and the suffocation. I don't think about work or things in the unit. However, he still believes in his talent and ability, and has not forgotten his dreams, and is still full of dreams and pride for the future. Longing, the end of the holiday, back to the unit, and then show his talent, still do a good job, get the honor he once had, that kind of treatment, I believe that in the end will always get the evaluation he craves, get the benefits he wants. In the unit, he is still respected, praised, and praised; what he says is still weighty, and the leaders of the unit and the elderly colleagues listen.

Stone also likes to live in his hometown village, which is leisurely. Every day I slept until I was very comfortable before I got up, and when I got up, the sun had already set all over the village, and my mother left the rice in the pot, washed it, ate the meal, and sometimes, the stone stayed in the house. Quietly looking at the sky above you, the mountains around you, the fields, rivers, and villages in the mountains, facing everything familiar, your heart is so warm and down-to-earth. Also looking at the old house, the brain, full of memories, memories of childhood carefree. After following his father and going to the countryside to read "Journey to the West", after knowing Sun Wukong, the dream that surged in his heart.

At home, staying bored, the stone went to the village, no purpose. Wherever you meet, go wherever you want. Together, the people of the village, very enthusiastic about him, inquired about his work, envied that he now had a job and a future. Then, they told the stone about their respective family affairs, the hardships of life, the hardships of labor, and listened, and the stones were filled with sympathy. Then, they also talk about things in the village, about the cadres in the village, about the corrupt and perverted the law, about the unfairness of what they did, and that their own interests had been inexplicably deprived. It is also said that in the village, which people are bullying, in the village, running amok, and taking advantage of what should belong to them.

Listening, the heart of the stone, gushed with anger. He thought of Sun Wukong, thought of his dreams, pursuits, and wanted to be like Sun Wukong. I also think that when he went to school, the people in the village went to their homes to congratulate him, and gave them money full of their blood and sweat, eggs, and native chickens. Thinking about their compliments to him, and what they expected of him. Stone thought, to help these people in the village, to take care of these things.

The stone carried anger, and a cavity of pride. He felt that he had learned a lot of knowledge and was talented, just like Sun Wukong had learned the seventy-two changes, could go down to demons and exorcise demons, and could take care of the people in the village and say these things to him. In the end, just as Sun Wukong surrendered to those demons, surrender these people in the village, and return the people in the village, a fair and understanding, let the good people get what they deserve.

Mother is a kind, honest person, who will only silently do housework, work in the fields, and do other things, but ask, can not take care of. My father was a bit cultured and knew some words. Although he was silent like his mother and worked silently, when he heard that the stone wanted to help the people in the village and take care of some things, he blocked the stone and said to the stone, do your own job well, and manage so many things for others!

The stone said: I am the stone, I am Sun Wukong, the people in the village, who once helped me like that, and now, I can't help them.

Father said: You are nothing, you are you. To be nosy is to suffer losses.

The stone said: If you suffer a loss, you will suffer a loss, and I am not afraid.

Father could not stop the stone. With his pride and anger, Shi Shi went to the village cadres and cursed them like the leaders of the unit. He also went to the village, the domineering people, spoke to them, warned them.

In the face of the stone's anger and pride, the village cadres, and those domineering people, actually had a smile on their faces and promised in a loud voice: to change, to change, to do as you say.

The stone was satisfied, and in the heroism, he returned triumphantly.

Those in the village get the benefits they deserve. Those who oppressed others were momentarily silent and relented.

Listening to people's praise words and looking at people's smiling faces, Stone felt that he was really Sun Wukong.

9

The stone was in such a heroic feeling, and it was the end of the holiday in a flash.

At the end of the holiday, the stone greeted many things.

Stone's work unit changed, from the already remote, poor, isolated village to a more remote, isolated, poor village.

In that place, there was not even a potholed dirt road, only a sheep's gut path that led to the ditch. He was the only one in that unit. The unit is a house with earthen walls and black tiles. Like the houses in the village, the difference is that the walls of the houses are white inside and out. The windows are glass windows, not wooden lattice windows. There is a large yard in front of the door. Inside the house, the ground was dirt, uneven, and there were rat holes everywhere in the corners. The corners of the walls are full of cobwebs. On the roof, there are also big holes, small holes, hung with spider webs, giving people a dilapidated look.

Around the unit, there were only a few sparse families, every day when they got up, after eating, they hunched over in the fields to work, it was dark, they went back to sleep, and they did not come to the unit.

All around, there are high mountains, and above that, is a narrow sky. The stone felt as if it had returned to the primitive era, and the distance from the human world was suddenly cut off.

In Shi Shi's heart, he suddenly felt so desolate, disappointed and uneven. However, the sky above his head is quiet, the mountains are quiet, the small villages in the mountains are also quiet, even the sound of chickens and dogs barking is gone, no one knows his desolation, his inner unevenness. Birds, in the free chirping, in front of the unit, the flow of the stream, the lively flow, do not understand the desolate, disappointed heart of the stone.

The disappointment and pain in Stone's heart were not told.

The family is far away, can not talk to their relatives, and shi also knows that his parents are ordinary village people, even after listening to him, there is only one disappointment, sadness, and can not help him. On the contrary, he will also persuade him that he is not right and has not done a good job, so that he has ended up in such a situation. He would also tell him that wherever the loess soil is raised, it is the same everywhere he goes.

If the stone were to tell them again, in his heart, there had always been a dream lurking. They will not understand dreams, do not know the heart of the stone, but feel that people are alive, have a mouth to eat easily, have a place to live at night, and are not suffering from wind and rain, which is happiness. Then, guard your own happiness and don't care about other people's affairs.

Shi Hao wanted to find the unit leader, confide in them, and ask them why. Or find a colleague in the unit, talk to them, and ask why.

However, the stone knew that this was also more dazed, but it would make him more snubbed, and there would be no words of comfort.

Stone vividly remembered that when he went to the unit where he had worked and went to report for work, he was informed that his job had been transferred and transferred to the remote village. Stone did not believe it, and later knew that this was true, and his heart was very angry and desolate, and he went to the leader, and the leader had a somber face, was indifferent, and ignored him. After Shi Shi said a few words, the leader said to him: I am busy, you go to the side to say, you are big, strong ability, everywhere is not the same, a person, no one to control, not to do the work better. Do whatever you want, and no one cares about you.

Stone went to talk to those former colleagues, and the colleagues all smiled, but no one should talk to him, listened to him, talked to him, pushed and said busy, and left.

Stone knew that no one listened to him, and no one told him why. In the end, it can only dissipate a little bit in anger, and in the desolation, I pack up my things, leave my former unit, and go to that village. Stone knew that he had only empty anger, desolation, and no one to pay attention to him and help him. He also soberly understood that without this unit, he was nothing, not Sun Wukong, empty with knowledge of the stomach, with physical talent, in the face of the unit leaders, those scheming colleagues, they are so hard, strong, he is so small, weak.

Shi Shi's heart, after anger and desolation, calmed down, and after thinking about it, he understood that he was driven out of his former unit, went to this remote village, and fell into this step of the field, because he scolded the leader and the unit colleagues before the holiday.

Although falling into this step of the field, the stone feels disappointed, desolate, and painful. However, because he faced the injustice in the unit, he felt that he was scolding right, scolding comfortably and heroically. At least, at that moment, he walked into his former dream and became Sun Wukong once.

Shi Shi knew that after he had been Sun Wukong for a while, gained a moment of heroism and comfort, and found the feeling of dreams, he had to meet and face that he wanted to start his work and life in this more remote, isolated, poor, backward and primitive society-like place.

In the heart of the stone, thinking about the scene of going to school in the city, thinking about that kind of life, thinking about the knowledge learned, the dream in his heart, at this time, falling into such a field. Every day, we are faced with a dead and silent village, a narrow sky above our heads, and there is not even a person who speaks the words of the heart. Beside him, there was not even a companion. This made the stone feel so lonely, as if it had fallen into the abyss, and there was no light in sight. Every day, only in the face of this narrow sky, the mountains in a daze.

Work, too, is monotonous and simple, and the knowledge he learned in the city has no place to use it at all, and his inner dreams suddenly have no soil to take root. He's like a guy who has a kung fu but doesn't have a stage. Let the stone feel suffocated, tormented, disappointed.

Stone wants to give up this work, to flee far away, to the village, beyond the mountains, to find the dream. However, Shi Shi also felt that it was not easy for his parents to provide for himself to study. I also think that it is not easy for me to study. In my heart, I also asked myself, if I give up this work, in the face of the vast world, the vast earth, where is the place to settle down, take root, and let the dream take root and sprout. The stone did not know, the heart was dazed after the heroism, after the anger.

And what my father said has always echoed in my ears, we are the children of farmers, we can escape from the land, a life that is not hunched over on the land for a lifetime, wind and frost, rain and snow are not afraid, can have a relaxed meal to eat, there is a place to sleep at night, it is happiness. Don't think so high, so far, otherwise, the fall will be heavy, the fall will be crippled. Don't take care of other people's business, you have such a leisurely life, it is happiness.

The stone could not put down the job.

In the heart of the stone, then there is chagrin and regret. You should not confront the leader, nor should you scold the leader and colleagues after drinking. In Shi Shi's heart, he thought that he would have the opportunity to apologize to the leader in the future. I also thought that in this village, I would settle down, do a good job, get the approval of the leadership, and then leave the village and go to a better place. Continue to search for dreams, and as he grows older, he also craves the comfort of love.

Before the stone could do so, an unexpected thing came again. In his hometown village, someone reported him to the county. The county authorities came, investigated him, and then, giving him the results, clearly told him that in this village, stay well, work well, for many years, can not be transferred.

The stone was signed. Watching the leader go away, suddenly, tears fell.

Stone knew that this must have been during the holiday, and went back to scold the village cadres, those who were fighting, they wrote something and sued him.

Suddenly, the stone was nostalgic for the life of studying, especially in that city, the life of reading. It is so simple, the heart is full of dreams, all the same youth, full of vitality, there are dreams in the heart, and not like society, such a complex.

Stone didn't know what was wrong with his dream of being a person like Sun Wukong.

Shi Shi suddenly thought of the plot in "Journey to the West", and felt as if he was like Sun Wukong making a big fuss in the Heavenly Palace, being pressed under the Five Finger Mountain by Rulai, and he was pressed into this village that was far away from the world and the primitive society.

Shi Shi knew that Sun Wukong finally met the Tang monk who took the scriptures from the Western Heavens, and only then did he proudly come out from under the Five Finger Mountain, follow the Tang monks, exorcise demons, punish evil and promote good, and only then did he proudly display his talents and realize his inner dream.

Stone thought, who can he meet! Who can rescue him and let him realize his inner ambitions and dreams!

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Although the stone has to face this cold reality, it will stay for many years in this village that is far away from the world, wonderful, and lively, in this remote, isolated like a primitive society. However, in the heart of the stone, there is still a longing.

Stone longs to change himself, improve the relationship with the leaders of the unit and the leaders of the county, let them re-understand themselves, evaluate themselves, see his talents and abilities, and understand his heart, the dream full of pride Goku, this dream contains fairness and justice. And change their understanding of him, and can terminate the agreement, let him leave this remote and isolated place like a primitive society in advance, and go to a place where he can exert his talents, show his abilities, so that he can show his ambitions and realize his dreams.

Therefore, although the place is remote and isolated, and the work in the unit, although monotonous and mechanical, is idle to nothing, the stone is still full of spirit, full of dreams and hopes in his heart, and works seriously, just like in the unit where he stayed, the work is done seriously and carefully, and he does his best to exert his talents and abilities.

Outside of work, he also restrains himself, does not drink, does not play cards, does not participate in the affairs of people in the village, is in the unit, reads, or does some work-related things, to pin his heart, and the future, still full of yearning.

However, after some days, Shi Shi felt that no matter what he did and how he changed, he could not change the opinion of the unit leaders and the county leaders. They were cold to him and ignored him. Moreover, in the unit, in the mouths of all colleagues, a public opinion has been formed for him, saying that he is arrogant, that he is a drunkard, drunk, cursing, and smashing things.

In the village, whether it is the village of his hometown or the village of work, the evaluation of him is not good. In his hometown village, he was also said to be drunkard, arrogant, and arrogant. The people in the village where he work did not see his seriousness and carefulness in his work, nor did they see his strong spirit and the dreams of the future in his heart. Although he did not say that he was a drunkard, he was equally proud and unsociable. Indifferent, selfish, does not care about the affairs of the people in the village, and does not associate with the people in the village.

Listening, the heart of the stone felt cold, desolate. The dreams and hopes in my heart are extinguished little by little.

The only consolation for the stone was to go back on weekends or vacations, and his father said to him: Work well, use your heart on work, don't think high, think far. There is food to eat during the day and a place to sleep at night. Winter can't freeze, hot days can't be sunburned. Not being afraid of wind, frost, snow and rain is happiness. His father also told him not to pay attention to what others said. Do a good job, don't be nosy, live in your own way, just do it.

However, at this moment, my father was unexpectedly ill. At first, he thought it was a minor illness, and he himself saw it in the hospital in the village and the township. I took a lot of medicine and many injections, but I didn't get better, but I got sicker and sicker. Shi Shi accompanied his father to the hospital in the big city for examination, and it was found that his father had cancer, which was already advanced and there were not many days.

When she got this news, my mother was very distressed and shed tears every day. The stone felt his head grow bigger and his heart pale.

He began to hide the news from his father, saying only that he was ill and that he had taken some medicine, and his illness gradually became better. Behind his back, he was secretly making a coffin for his father, preparing for the aftermath.

My father's illness was severe day by day, and taking medicine did not work. In the end, I couldn't eat it, and I couldn't pull it down after eating. People are emaciated day by day, their eyes are sunken enough to lay down eggs, their hands are like dead branches, and their faces are like skeletons. At this time, the father also understood that the family was hiding from him, did not blame them, and also knew that he was going to go, the days were short, he was in tears all the time, he could not rest assured of the family, and in the end, the most reassuring thing was the stone. It is said that The stone has just embarked on the job, and the work is not smooth. Also said stone, has not found a daughter-in-law, no family. Inside, there are endless worries. Finally, he took the hand of the stone and said to the stone with tears, on the road of life in the future, we must learn to be strong, no matter what things we encounter, where we stay, we must be full of hope, and if we can live strongly, there is hope. He also said to the stone, don't trust others too much, what hope is pinned on others, what people can believe most is only themselves, only they can create hope for themselves. He also said to the stone that he must save himself, as long as he has food to eat, a place to live, and a life that is not afraid of wind, frost, snow and rain, it is happiness, don't care about other people's affairs, be angry, and finally suffer losses yourself. Father finally said with a long sigh, you are just an ordinary stone. You are not a stone that can jump out of Monkey King. Make an ordinary stone. Finally, the father said, "Hello, do yourself!" With a long sigh, out of the cold air, he gradually closed his eyes.

The home was full of the cries of mothers and loved ones. In Stone's heart, thinking back to his father's words, his heart was strangely empty, silently weeping.

In Stone's heart, it was all his father's memories, but his father could never come back.

After my father's death, the home was empty and shrouded in desolation. The stone also became a child without a father, no one spoke to him in his heart, no one helped him anymore, he wanted to walk alone on the road of life, to meet the storms of life, and all kinds of people and things.

After the death of his father, The heart of the stone was shrouded in pain, in addition to serious work, it was to remember his father and miss his father. In my heart, I don't have the heart to think about "Journey to the West", Sun Wukong. I don't have the heart to think that I am a stone, and I dreamed of Goku. Many dreams in his heart have been put aside, including the hope that the leaders of the unit and the county will leave this remote and isolated village and go to a place where his strengths and talents can be brought into play.

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Stone broke away from the pain of his father's death little by little, and when he could see the sunshine and live a strong life, it was already a few years later.

Mothers, too, can cheer up from the pain and support the life of the family.

The stone came out of the pain, at this time, no longer thinking about the inner dream, or thinking about getting the approval of the unit leaders, the appreciation of the county authorities, leaving this remote, isolated, poor village like a primitive society, but thinking about emotional things.

Waking up from the pain and perking up, the stone clearly knew that his age, facing the people in the village, was not small, and he was an older youth. In the village, a man of his age had long been married and had children. Women, who have long been looking for men, have had children. There were no girls his age. The stone was in danger of hitting the bare sticks, just like the boys in the village.

When he woke up from his dream, perked up from the pain, opened his eyes, and saw the reality clearly, the heart of the stone, suddenly, there was anxiety.

The stone let go of the dream, and the pain in his heart, and thought about the emotional things, thinking about finding a woman, and having a family.

When thinking about things, longing for love and marriage, Stone knew that in school, he was in his dreams, arrogantly rejecting the girls who liked him, and at this time, in this primitive village, or in the village of his hometown, love and marriage were so luxurious and distant for him.

It's not just that there are no girls of the right age. Even if there are girls of the right age, they do not like him and are willing to marry him. Because, his reputation in the unit, in the village, was stinked like by the leaders of the unit, colleagues, and people in the village. Say he's a drunkard. Say he's arrogant and looks down on people. Say he's selfish and unsociable. In the end, it is summed up that who follows a man like him is doomed to suffer.

Stone knew that love and marriage had suddenly become so luxurious and distant for him.

Goku's dream did not come to fruition, his father died unexpectedly, and at this time he ended up with such a reputation, which made Stone feel so desperate and unwilling.

When soberly facing such a reality, Shi Shi suddenly did not think about his inner dreams, nor did he want the pain of his father's death, the only thing he thought in his heart was that no matter what, he wanted to find a woman and have a family.

For this wish in his heart, Shi Shi endured for many years and experienced too much pain and twists before it was finally realized.

The stone fulfilled this wish, went through a long time, stayed in many places, experienced many twists and turns, endured many pains, and finally realized.

The leaders of the units have changed, and the leaders of the competent units in the county have also changed. Although the new leader knows about the stone from the mouths of others, he has no good impression of the stone, guards against the stone, does not appreciate it, and reuses the stone. However, he did not suppress him and suppress him like the leaders he had once been. Shi shi let go of his inner dream, but also learned to conform, obey, obey the leadership, and has always been serious about his work, becoming an ordinary person without dreams, the leader of the unit, not very much hate him, rectify him. Shi Shi wanted to find a partner and solve personal problems, and submitted a transfer application to the unit, and the above was approved.

Therefore, the stone was transferred away from the remote, isolated village and stayed in many places. Because there are many places to stay, I have the opportunity to meet some girls.

Stone and a girl fell in love, Stone felt that the girl, that is, the girl he dreamed of in his heart, loved so true, so pure, gave the most innocent, fiery emotion in his heart to the girl. However, just when the stone was fully engaged and fell into emotion, the girl left the stone and went to a distant place.

This coming love also brought good luck to the stone. Stone let go of Goku's dream, only thinking of pursuing the love he wanted and having a complete family. Be obedient and respectful to the leader. He is also serious about his work, gives full play to his talents, and does a good job. This made the new leader, and the colleagues of the unit, the leaders of the county, all praised him, and gradually, people forgot that he had once confronted the leader, scolded the leader after drinking, and smashed things. It also makes people forget that he is in the village, scolding the village cadres, those who are fighting, and people gradually forget his bad and those bad evaluations. Shi Shi was transferred to the town sub-unit, and also assigned a position, in which he played an important role.

However, after this dream of love was shattered, after the girl left, the stone fell into pain and could not extricate itself. As if without this love, life and future are all dark and hopeless.

Although Stone no longer dreams of Goku, he is caught up in emotional pain, and he begins to play cards and drink heavily. When playing cards, because of winning or losing, argue with people, fight with people. After drinking, he had conflicts with the leaders, scolded the unit leaders, and colleagues. For work, it is difficult to devote oneself to the work and dedication, and the work is also a mess.

Although people all know that the stone has lost love, there is no human taste of the pain and disappointment in the heart of the stone. In the face of the sudden state of the stone, the bad evaluation of the stone came like water again. Say that stone does not work well, say that stone is a drunkard, a gambler.

With these evaluations, it was not long before the stones were distributed to a village again.

Although the village, access to roads, also electricity, water, conditions are better. However, in this village, whether it is in love, career, and future, the stone has been sentenced to punishment, so that he cannot see the future and hope. In the village, there are no girls of the same age for a long time, and with those bad evaluations, there is still no love. Career-oriented, like the remote, isolated, poor village where he stayed, people without inner resonance are monotonous, mechanical, and idle at work. Near the unit, there were villages, sparse families, like the villages where he had stayed, there was no communication with those people, and they resonated with each other. Working, that is, to spend every day, hopelessly, and then get a salary. Man is like a pig, without dreams, a future, a living of the walking dead.

In the village, the stone is still trapped in that emotion, and the heart is full of memories and nostalgia for the girl, and then, what remains in the heart is deep pain.

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The stone came out of this pain, saw the light of life, the hope, and could live strongly, many years later.

And many years later, at his age, in the village, he became an older youth, destined to beat a single stick.

Stone thinks about his Goku dream, thinks about the time of school, the pride, the vitality, the nostalgia for the school years, and the days full of pride and vitality. At this time, it was such a situation that Goku dreamed and did not succeed. Careers are bleak. And even love, marriage, and family have become extravagant dreams, and they have to beat bare sticks, thinking, the heart of the stone is full of sadness, and people are depressed. Feeling that life was a satire for him, taunting him and joking with him.

In the heart of the stone, he was thinking that if his parents did not worship him to that stone, did not let the stone be a dry man, and did not call him a stone. He doesn't read "Journey to the West", doesn't know Sun Wukong, doesn't worship Sun Wukong, doesn't have the dream of being Sun Wukong, so what will his life look like now?

The stone did not know. I felt a little resentment toward my father and mother.

However, at this time, my father was forever buried in the dirt, no longer caring about the affairs of the world, and no longer caring about him. His mother was in pain, she could barely cheer herself up, she could live, and she couldn't control him.

However, The Stone is also wondering what is wrong with Sun Wukong. Goku Dream, what's wrong?

The stone did not know. In the heart of the stone, he was also released, and he did not blame his parents like that.

In the heart of the stone, he gradually acknowledged the reality, accepted the reality, and did a good job of extinguishing all dreams, including the only dreams of love, marriage, and family at this time, so he beat a single stick, like many young men in the village, when a single stick, there is no dream, there is no dream, there is no dream, just live the life, live the life.

At this time, the unit sent stones to the county for training. During training, Stone met a girl. The girl looked like the girl he had once loved, deeply immersed in the vortex of emotion.

Between the trainings that day, Stone stood in the courtyard downstairs, looked up at the third floor, the door of the training classroom, and at this moment, saw a girl standing in the doorway corridor, and the girl looked like the girl he had loved. Dark hair, round face, dark eyes, straight nose bridge, small mouth, slightly fat body, very rich look. The sun was pouring down from the top of the mountain and falling on the girls. Stone's heart fluttered, and he felt a warm current surging around him, making him unable to help himself. For a long time, a long time, the stone did not feel like this.

Stone felt that the girl was like a fairy in his heart, and he seemed to have walked into a dream and found the happiness in his memory.

In the days that followed, the stone was as bold as in a dream, and invited the girls to the movies, walks, and meals. Although the girl was a little shy and shy, she agreed.

Stone, silently, poured out his inner emotions to the girl, saying that the girl was like the girl in his dream.

The girl's face turned slightly red, and she said shyly, "Isn't it?"

The stone said, yes.

The stone is like a girl pouring out her love. The girl listened quietly, and finally said, if this is the case, then why refuse!

Stone and the girl fell in love. At the end of the training, the stone and the girl were already in the heat, and the heart of the stone was a girl, deeply, in love with the girl. The girl fell in love with him too.

This love, like nectar, nourished the heart of the stone, so that the stone quickly forgot the love it had once been, bringing him pain and despair. People are suddenly full of vitality, just like dead wood grows new shoots and blossoms. The stone is full of spirit and vitality, and it is full of hope for the future.

And in the excitement, excitement of the stone, has been this sudden love, washed away, like a person on the edge of the cliff, grasped the straw of life, do not think about reality, retreat, and desperate.

In order to love the girl, the stone entrusted the person, resolutely left his hometown, a familiar place, and chased to the village where the girl worked.

That village, far from the stone's hometown village. The stone was very strange to that place and had never been there. There, the only person he knew, the one he knew, was the girl he felt, it was the girl in his dream, and the stone put his inner love, hope, all on the girl.

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After the stone fanatically loved the girl for a year or two, he found that the girl not only did not bring him into the dream of love, sweetness and happiness, but also did not save him from the edge of the cliff, but instead brought him into the abyss of pain, the mire, pushed him to the cliff, fell into the boundless abyss.

This girl, the stone and her love, in reality, attach too many conditions. These conditions make it impossible for the stone to support. Moreover, when the stone and she fell in love, fell into her bosom, the stone and her love and marriage, like a person who stayed out of the matter, no matter what the stone poured out, said, or envisioned, she remained silent, as if the stone said something that had nothing to do with her, as if it were something that had nothing to do with her, something to do with outsiders, and treated it with silence. Later, impatiently, she said this, and went to tell her father and mother that she could not decide everything.

Later, because Shi shi could not meet the conditions of the girls' parents, the girls actually got along with the people in the small county town under the arrangement of their parents, and soon married others, and their jobs were also transferred to the small county town.

Just like the former girl, betraying and fleeing from the stone, this girl, when the stone fell into her bosom, emotions, and pinned all the emotions and hopes in her heart on her, she also chose to flee and betray.

Suddenly, from the height of dreams and happiness, the stone suddenly fell into the boundless abyss, and the pain came more intensely and deeply, so that the stone could not see the light, and the road ahead, in the darkness, felt desperate.

In desperation, when Stone didn't know how to work and live, a girl unexpectedly came to the unit.

The girl came to the unit, and the leader asked the stone to help move things, and then told the girl that there were difficulties in the work and could consult the stone.

Then, when the girl encounters something at work, she goes to ask the stone. In the face of the girl's smile and enthusiasm, the stone is not easy to refuse, so he tells the girl to help the girl do some work.

The girls would cook and eat for the stones and wash their clothes in return.

In the free time of work, as soon as the girl has time, she will work in the name of work and put stones together.

Stone is trapped in pain, does not expect emotion, and does not have an emotional desire for girls.

However, the enthusiasm of the girls, the smile on their faces. The company of the girls, the clean clothes washed for the stone, and the fragrant rice made warmed the heart of the stone. Let the heart of the stone feel the warmth, the pain of the heart, feel the sunshine. You can see the blue sky, the white clouds. You can see the bright sunlight.

A little warmth from the girl, fused with the coldness and pain in the heart of the stone.

And one weekend, stone and girl, after going for a walk in the mountains, came back, made a meal, and the girl crossed the bottom line, and at night, with the girl, did not leave. Therefore, he was associated with the girl.

Although there is no love between me and girls, there is no love or no love, everything is developing too quickly. However, the girl's silent companionship, cooking, and washing clothes still warmed the heart of the stone and brought hope to the stone. The pain that remained in the heart, and the despair that fell into the abyss, dissipated little by little. The emotional wounds that had been experienced gradually faded, and those girls were also blurred in their hearts.

The stone pinned its hopes and emotions on this girl.

The stone and the girl continued to be so intimate and hot together. I followed the girl and went to the girl's house. The girl's parents are very enthusiastic, and they have no opinion on the love between the stone and the girl, but are very supportive. Saying that as long as they love each other and are willing, they have no opinions, conditions, and support them. They are free to fall in love, and they feel that love, marriage is a thing.

The heart of the stone, incomparably warm, felt a strong sense of hope.

In stone's house, where the father is not there, and the mother is in pain, he cannot worry about his work, and the things of love and marriage, everything he can decide for himself.

Stone felt that in love, marriage, in the face of his age, and reality, he had no way out, and any room for choice, someone to accompany, willing to live with him, and living with him, it was already happiness and should be satisfied.

So, not long after, during the holidays, Stone and the girl went to pull the marriage certificate, and then, invited all the relatives and friends of the girl, ate a meal, even if they were married.

After getting married, the stone led the girls back to their hometown ravine, the village's hometown.

No matter what, when I finally got married, it was my daughter-in-law who brought me back. The mother was surprised and pleased. The people in the village, who were equally surprised, congratulated the stone.

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Stone and the girl got married, and in the first days, it was very happy and sweet.

Stone got married and had a family. The wish in my heart for many years has come true, and I feel solid in my heart. In this steadfastness, the stone felt safe and composed.

Women are very good to the stone, still like before marriage, silently accompany the stone, cook for the stone, wash clothes, let the stone in a peaceful life, feel the happiness from the heart.

In my heart, the desire to start a family and get married has come true, and my heart is safe and steady. Enjoying the silent companionship and care of women, the heart of the stone, the pain, gradually smoothed out, people rejuvenated their youth, spirit, and sunshine. Suddenly, pride, desire welled up in my heart.

The stone felt as if it were a dream lurking in his heart, and it began to revive again. It's about wanting to show your talents at work, and you're eager to be recognized. It is also like imagining Sun Wukong, who can go to heaven and earth, punish evil and promote good, and uphold justice.

However, this dream of the stone has not yet germinated in his heart, and he has not yet found a way to exert his talents, to be recognized, and then like Sun Wukong, the things in the family wake him up from his dreams, and once again fall from that pride and dream to the ground of reality. His radiant youth and vitality suddenly drifted like a cloud, and people suddenly seemed to fall into the abyss, facing darkness and disappointment, leaving behind pain.

The woman was sick.

At this time, Shi soberly knew that in the pain after the loss of love, in the enthusiasm, companionship, and care given by the girls, he lost his eyes, did not open his eyes, soberly saw the girl clearly, did not know that this was with him, had married him, and became his woman, and was a sick person.

When the woman was sick and sent to the hospital, the stone understood completely. The girl was sick before she followed him. And the disease cannot be cured, although there is no danger to life, but it is always necessary to take medicine.

Stone also understood why the girls from love, to marriage, all the way, are so smooth, no one objected, obstructed.

Also thinking, the woman has been silent, attentive companionship, doing all the housework, perhaps sick, after taking medicine all the time, like a wooden man's instinct, not love.

The stone fell into the abyss of pain in an instant, from the height of dreams, from the peak of happiness.

It's just that he's married to a woman, and the woman is his wife, and he's the man of the woman, who has been shackled and can no longer escape, and has to take responsibility.

Although the stone was disappointed and painful, he had to accompany the woman and send the woman to see a doctor.

Fortunately, the woman's illness, after being sent to the hospital, was treated for some time, and her condition was stable and she could be discharged. However, the doctor advised that women need to insist on taking medicine all the time, and the medicine cannot be stopped. He also said to the stone that in ordinary life, we must take good care of women and do not provoke women to be angry, otherwise, the disease will recur.

Stone listened to the doctor. There is a woman's disease control, has been taking medicine, can live like a normal person, accompany him as before, cook for him, wash clothes, and there is a kind of deception, or although there are so beautiful dreams and pride in the heart, but it is not willing to find such a sick woman.

For a long, long time, the heart of the stone has been in such a contradiction. Both enjoy the happiness of the woman after taking the medicine, the illness is controlled, accompanying him, cooking for him, and taking care of his happiness. There are also women who are unwilling to face a patient.

The stone lives in such a contradiction, and suddenly, man becomes about life, just like in the face of his love and marriage, there is no love, no love, no dream, no dream. Every day is so calm, working, living, like a farmer in the village, working at sunrise and perching at sunset. In my head, it was chaotic, and I seemed to think about everything and not think about anything. People don't care about spirit, they don't care about spirit, they are not full of vitality, pride, nor are they so depressed, withered, just like a person who has penetrated life and the world, in his heart, he has put down everything, looked down, penetrated, nirvana, and does not care about pain and happiness. There is no such thing as dreams and desires, but those who are so peaceful, like gods and Buddhas, live peacefully and calmly.

The stone lived in such a state of mind and spirit for several more years. The woman has also been silently accompanying him, doing housework, and giving birth to a child, a boy.

The birth of a child is like a shot in the heart for the stone, so that the stone is rejuvenated again, people become spiritual, inner, and gushing with pride, and the hidden dreams and desires seem to be revived.

However, family affairs also followed. The woman's health is not good, and she cannot take care of the child, and the child has to be cared for by the mother. Moreover, children are often sick and need to worry about stones and give money. The woman's body, therefore, also comes and goes. When it is good, I can accompany him, do housework, and take on work. In bad times, he also sat in a daze, did not accompany him, did not do housework, and even worked hard to do well.

And everything needs stones to support, to meet and deal with.

On a day, the stone is cold, soberly knowing that for those who have experienced so many ups and downs and setbacks, they can find a woman, have the companionship and care of women who do not abandon, and give birth to children, which is happiness and should be satisfied. At this time, being able to work smoothly with women, get a salary, support the days of the family, have food to eat during the day, have a place to sleep at night, and bring up the child, is the biggest dream, happiness, others, do not have to think, are dreams, is in vain. He did not have the seventy-two transformation skills of Sun Wukong. He was not a stone that could jump out of Sun Wukong, just an ordinary boulder in the mountains. He can't become Sun Wukong.

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After experiencing too many worldly events, ups and downs, and pain, the stone finally understood itself, that is, an ordinary stone in the mountains. He can't become Sun Wukong, he can only be an ordinary, and ordinary person, like when his father was alive, expected, longed for, to be an ordinary, and ordinary person, satisfied with his own life at this time, there is food to eat during the day, there is a place to sleep at night, the wind, frost, snow and rain are not afraid, can live in peace and quiet, bring up the child, is happiness. Don't care about other people's affairs, and integrate into the world.

The stone understood everything, realized everything, and also thought back to his father's words, ready to be such an ordinary person, no pride, no dreams, just for the safety of the family, with the family, living a peaceful life, feeling the happiness hidden in it, a little bit of happiness.

After having such a desire, the stone has such a soberness, after the epiphany, being a person and doing things, suddenly become cautious and cautious, face the leader, become obedient, and be as humble as other colleagues, in addition to doing their own work, never mix with the work of the unit, ask about the things of the unit leader, and do not talk about the right and wrong in the unit. To colleagues, I also become polite and respectful. Back in my hometown village, I don't want to make that bustle, don't care about things in the village, and don't talk about right and wrong. At most, I just like to stay at home, with my family and children, and enjoy the happiness that lies in the peace.

After the stone has such a change, some people say that the stone has no ability, and some people say that the stone has become useless, and there is no longer the pride and courage that it once had.

Hearing people talk, the stone just smiled silently, let others talk, the heart was calm, not moved, and enjoyed this pure, leisurely life outside the world.

Stone cherishes such a life extraordinarily. Only then did I deeply understand my father's words. I also deeply realized that such a life is so real and happy. Thinking back to the dream when he was young, thinking back to the arrogance and recklessness when he first came out of society, goku's dream, I feel so childish and ridiculous.

Just when the stone is escaping from the world in this way, in his own life, enjoying the purity, leisureliness, and happiness, this life is broken little by little.

In the unit, no matter how the stone changes, obey and respect the leader. Be polite and courteous to your colleagues. However, I don't know whether it is out of jealousy of their safe, leisurely, and happy time, or whether the leaders of the unit and colleagues have their unspeakable thoughts and purposes in their hearts. Some colleagues in the unit often carry them behind their backs and say bad things about stones in front of the leaders. The leader of the unit, on the surface, smiled at the stone, and looked kind and kind. However, that gaze, exceptionally sharp, could shoot and kill, peering at the stones. I don't know whether it was the colleague who said bad things about the stone behind his back, or the leader of the unit, under the superficial enthusiasm, in fact, hid the hostility to the stone. Gradually, they don't like the stone, and what the stone does not mean will become the topic or handle. Coupled with the wife's often poor health, the work sometimes seems inadequate, can become an excuse, let the unit leader, at the meeting to criticize. When evaluating in the unit, the score is always in the back. In the unit, anything about fame and fortune has nothing to do with stone and wife.

This made the stone feel a little disappointed, but the stone was already satisfied with work, had a bite to eat, had a place to sleep at night, the people in the family were safe, the life was smooth and calm, a happy life, and buried in the heart this disappointment, or anger, did not think about it, mind these things.

However, the leaders of the units were not satisfied with these things, and they used all kinds of unnecessary things and excuses to reflect the stones to the county. Therefore, the stone is also like being driven by people, frequently moving, from this village to that village, making it difficult for the stone to settle down, like a prodigal son.

And back in the village, at home, although he avoids people and things in the world, things find him one by one.

At home, the brothers grew up and lived with their mothers, and everything the mother did was towards the brothers. Stone went back, and after the initial enthusiasm, the brother and mother, who were very indifferent to Stone and his wife, often drank wine, and were with their mother, shouting that the family's fields, mountains, and houses were all his. The oil and salt at home have eaten too much, the cost of food to eat, to stay well, not to stay well.

The people in the village, although the stones are far away from them and do not participate in anything from them, they are often peeping at the stones, often saying to their mother that the stones are not good, and the mother is a person who loves to run in the village, nagging, the people in the village, adding salt and vinegar to say some things. He also said what the stone said inadvertently and casually, adding salt and vinegar, and then he said this to the leader of the stone unit.

Therefore, the mother and brothers, often muttering in one piece, were indifferent to the stone and his wife, and after the brother drank, he pointed to the scolding stone of the mulberry locust.

The leader of the unit listened to the words of the people in the village who added salt and vinegar and made things up, and then he was jealous in his heart, and after the stone went to work in the unit, he found all kinds of excuses, made all kinds of stumbling blocks, and rectified the stone and his wife.

The stone has always been relentful and endured. Obey the leadership, let the work be transferred, wherever it is, without the slightest resistance, go immediately. At home, no matter how his mother, brothers, and people in the village treat him, he remained silent, tolerant, ignored, and only wanted to live what he longed for, escape from the world, and live a simple, leisurely, calm, and happy life.

And one day, the life of the stone has become a luxury, difficult to achieve, and broken.

The leader of the unit made a bigger excuse to suspend him.

Brothers and mothers, who had clearly shown their intentions, wanted the stones and wives, and the children to roll.

I don't know why, soft as a sheep, he has given up goku dream, and he no longer wants to be Sun Wukong, and he is suddenly provoked. Although he did not drink alcohol, he found the leader of the unit, scolded all his inner dissatisfaction and anger, and then told the leader of the unit that if he continued like this, he would not rule out finding a superior organization or using legal procedures to seek justice.

Back at home, he scolded his brother fiercely, and cursed at the village in the most vicious language. Looking at the stone's anger, the brother and the mother, neither made a sound, and the people in the village, too, were silent. They could not imagine, in their eyes, of little use, that the already weak sheep-like stone had suddenly become so angry.

After the stone was angry, the leader of the unit no longer dared to listen to his post, but transferred him to a very remote and isolated village, the stone was like before, there was no resistance, prevarication, very willing to go, his heart, has liked to stay away from the lively, wonderful, just like the village, away from the bustle, wonderful that quiet, peaceful life.

At home, through anger, I finally fought to a place where I could live and live. From then on, you can live far away from your brothers and the people of the village, and in the familiar landscape of your hometown, as if you have escaped from the world.

Shi Shi did not think that after he gave up any dreams, did not want "Journey to the West", did not want Sun Wukong, only wanted to live a simple, leisurely and peaceful life, and like Sun Wukong, like when he first came out of society, when he was young, he was angry and vented.

Afterwards, the stone calmed down and thought about it, and at this time he was already too old to be confused.

In the year of confusion, when the heart was calm and quiet, it was suddenly angry.

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After The stone became angry and vented, his work was stable and smooth. Life has also become simple, idle, and quiet after it has been far away from the world.

Shi Shi and his wife accompanied him, living a peaceful life, feeling the happiness contained in it. Stone loves it very much, cherishes such a life, and is afraid of being destroyed. In the heart of the stone, there is also a deep, intense, unspoken love for his wife. The stone felt that whether there was love or not, he and his wife had been with him for so many years, and he had walked hand in hand all the way, and he had already had love, and that love had melted in the blood and bone marrow, and it was difficult to separate from then on. Stone feels that love, in fact, is not a bold word, but does not abandon, silently stay together, accompany. The heart of the stone, grateful to God, met his wife.

Children are growing up healthily, walking on the road of studying and chasing dreams.

Although his wife has been taking medicine, she is in a stable condition and can silently accompany him, enjoy with him, cook for him, and wash clothes as she did at the beginning.

After the stone worked smoothly and life was calm, there was a lot of safe and leisurely time.

Although there is no dream in The Stone's heart, whether it is for work or life, there is no dream of Sun Wukong that has only been done after watching "Journey to the West". Rather, it is so safe and leisurely, living quietly in the world, outside the world, outside the world. However, Shi Shi was suddenly full of curiosity about his dreams, "Journey to the West", and full of curiosity about Sun Wukong. However, at this time, he did not like to be noisy and no longer watched the TV of "Journey to the West". Instead, I looked for the book "Journey to the West", and in silence, I read it.

Although while watching, I was thrilled that Sun Wukong had learned the seventy-two changes and the ability to go to heaven and earth. He was also proud, proud, and excited about Sun Wukong's disobedience to exorcise demons, punish evil and promote good, and support Justice. However, when it is understood, no matter how capable Sun Wukong is, he is so small, pitiful, and humble in the face of Rulai. The seventy-two changes he was proud of were nothing to Rulai. The muscles he was so proud of could not even turn over rulai's palms. I also understood that the demons that Sun Wukong fought were all descended from the heavenly court. Sometimes, even though he has seventy-two changes, it is difficult to get by, and he has to ask the bodhisattva, or the master of these demons. These monsters that make people do nothing evil, make people chaotic, make people hate, and also make Sun Wukong hate, once the bodhisattva or the master comes, let them change into prototypes, and the evil they do will not be solved, and Sun Wukong will be helpless. And when he was descending demons and exorcising demons, in the face of the naked-eyed mortal Tang Monk, he suffered many misunderstandings, was driven away by Tang Monk, and was read by Tang Monk to tighten the mantra, rolling on the ground in pain. In the end, after experiencing 9981 difficulties along the way, he finally sent Tang Monk to the Western Heavens to learn the scriptures. In the end, it can also be regarded as a positive result, but, if you look closely, give the sealed Sandalwood merit and blessing. Sun Wukong was sealed with the Defeat buddha. Although he was born into death, went to heaven and earth, descended demons and exorcised demons, and went through hardships, although he finally became a Buddha, he was only a humble character, and he could be ignored in the face of Rulai.

The stone also felt, perhaps, that his parents initially worshipped him to the stone, and let the stone be his dry old man, and named him the stone. But it's casual, without any meaning. Perhaps, it is the desire for him to be as calm as a stone, to be far away from the world, and to be at peace. There was no desire for him to become a stone that jumped out of Sun Wukong, nor did he think of letting him become a person like Sun Wukong. However, after he watched "Journey to the West" and knew Sun Wukong, his young heart was seduced and he had Goku Dream. For this dream, I did it silly for a long time. Because of this dream, his life, as soon as he walked out of society, encountered disasters and ups and downs. Let him finally endure so much pain and hardship. If it were not for Goku's dream, Stone wondered, would his life be different, at least as his father longed for, in the absence of worldly affairs, self-preservation, from the very beginning, in the world, living happily.

After middle age, after reading "Journey to the West" again, Shi Shi also understood that in the young heart, perhaps Sun Wukong was the most powerful, great man, going to heaven and earth, riding the clouds and driving the fog, descending demons and exorcising demons, and not being afraid of anything. After not being confused in the old age, I have already experienced life and understood life, and only then did I know that Sun Wukong is actually the same humble and small. Especially when facing Rulai, even when facing those demons and ghosts. I also know that even if Sun Wukong learns a skill, there are seventy-two changes, if he wants to play his talents, specialties, he still needs people to discover him, guide him, he becomes an assistant, in order to let his skills, have a place to show, but also to achieve justice and positive results.

Shi Shi did not know whether he had learned the skills of Sun Wukong, or whether he was like Sun Wukong, he was pressed under the Five Finger Mountain, and he had never met anyone who found him, led him, and needed his assistance, so he also ended up so lonely and desolate on the road of life later.

The stone felt, anyway, that everything was in the past. After years of confusion, I understand life, life, and life. I also looked down on the world, fame and fortune, people's youth and vitality, and long ago accompanied by the gradual aging of life, far away, after understanding life, life, and society, there was no dream. Just seek such a calm, peaceful, leisurely, taste the happiness of life until you get old. He didn't dream of being Sun Wukong, nor did he long for someone to find him and lead him, he went to assist others. Because, in the face of the complex earthly world and people's hearts, the stone felt that he was also as weak and small, he could not lower any demon, could not preside over any justice, the only thing was to protect himself, to hold his own peace and happiness. Perhaps, when such a peaceful and happy life is broken, it can be as angry as Sun Wukong.

Stone suddenly felt that although he could not become Sun Wukong, he did not make Goku dream. However, at this time, he who sees through everything and understands everything has become: Goku.

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