If you want to achieve something, you will get a loneliness!
Have you ever found that anyone who has achieved success in certain fields must be lonely in some way? Even if you are a cultivator, you have to retreat in a cave to cultivate, this process is relatively lonely, no wonder the ancients said that "the high places are not cold."
Graduation work to now nearly 10 years, this decade, will only blindly work, ten years seems to be no ideals, no life planning, no effort, confused life.
In particular, after passing several civil service examinations and failing the interview, I began to become "Buddhist".
At first, I thought that even if I completed my study tasks after graduating from undergraduate, I could lie flat after I worked, I could sit back and relax when I married my wife, and I could do whatever I wanted when I had children... Now I know that the test of life has just begun.
The cruelty of reality forced me to re-examine my past decade, that confused decade. How should I live in the future? After careful consideration and analysis, I came to some conclusions: it is obvious that the existing conditions are very unfavorable to me, and I can only find the way out of life from the existing conditions.
There were a few moments when I thought about escaping. But in the end I don't think I should run away from this question, especially at an embarrassing age like I am about to run for four, I should think about how to spend the next decade, I really don't want to repeat the same mistakes.
Take practicing calligraphy! I have also practiced before, but I have not been able to stick to it, until this time I have the heart to lift the pen to practice, the font of the practice is mainly Yan body and Zhao Mengfu's italics.
The difference between Yan Ti and Zhao Mengfu is still very large, one is plump and thick like Yang Guifei, and the other is Qingxiu noodles like Zhao Feiyan. If the font is easier to write, I think the body is easier to write, but it is difficult to write well, and it is always worse to write. Zhao Mengfu's is difficult to write, but it still feels smoother to write more. It's just that none of them don't need to practice much, many strokes need to pay attention to brushwork at all times when they are just written, and when they are not skilled, their hands are very shaky and awkward.
As far as I am concerned, I have practiced to a certain extent, and I am too lazy to pay attention to what brushwork, and when I write more, I find that many times many strokes are written naturally, which is a bit like an allusion to the oil seller who said, "I can pour oil into the air of a coin without dripping out, not that I am bullish, but that I pour more oil." ”