My mother
The author | Zhao Rui
Watching the TV series "Daddy Is Home", the mother cried, because of empathy, not so much the plot in the TV series touched the mother, but rather the mother pitied her own life. Although I tried to comfort my mother, I was not afraid, with me, I will take care of you when you are old, but my mother still choked up. The mother said, you have two sons, when the time comes, it will not be for this family to see the children or for the family, where is the time to take care of me! When my mother said this, I woke up like a dream, yes, although I have established a family, my mother in her sixties still has to leave the family to show me the child, and when I reach the age of my mother, why wouldn't I go to see my grandson like a mother? So how do I take care of my mother, she seems to see her future, lonely and lonely, and can't help but cry bitterly.
My mother's life was sad, tired, and did not enjoy a single day of happiness. In the year of my grandmother's divorce, my mother was only seven years old, and in the current family, the seven-year-old girl is the treasure of the family, and how many people love her. And the mother is already an adult, the grandfather is lazy to earn work, so he fostered the mother in the old woman's house, the old woman because of the marriage for many years without children adopted the mother. However, in the second year of her mother's visit to her mother's house, the old woman welcomed her son, and since then the mother has lived as a maid. An eight-year-old child, who was woken up at five o'clock every morning, carried corn on his back to mill the noodles, and when he came back, he had to cook breakfast and wash his diapers before he could go to school, so his mother was often late, and at first he was often reprimanded by the teacher, and gradually, after the teachers learned about the mother's situation, they allowed the mother to come back after finishing the family's work. After coming home from school, it was cooking, feeding pigs, taking soles, and the work arranged by the old lady was one after another, and there was no time to do homework. But the smart mother's grades are still not bad. It's just that in that era, going to school and looking for a job was not based on grades, but on recommendations. So my mother, who didn't have the opportunity to go to school, did her best to provide me with education.
I often asked my mother, how did you endure the days of sending people under the fence, and suffer so much that you never cried? My mother always smiled faintly, and she could cry. A simple single sentence explains the mother's entire childhood, and the day-to-day work has cultivated a strong heart of the mother. I used to hate my grandmother so much when I was young, but in my grandfather's dying days, my mother was still waiting by her side, and after my grandfather's death, my mother still cried so sadly. I remember once accompanying my mother to my grandfather's grave, and my mother cried her liver and intestines, telling the pain in her heart. I realized that my mother's heart was so bitter, hiding so many things, but she never mentioned it in front of us, and what could she do when she brought it up, maybe she could only pour out the pain and tiredness in her heart when she went to the grave for her grandfather.
The mother did not grow up with the grandmother, until the second aunt fell ill and was hospitalized, the grandmother had to go to the grandfather, when the mother was eighteen years old, the childhood memory is especially about the appearance of the grandmother, the mother has long been blurred. That time, the grown-up mother met her grandmother for the first time, and after many years, the mother and daughter who approached again slowly diluted the strangeness caused by the long separation in the gradual relationship. When I was a child, I always hated my grandmother and did not let my mother buy things for my grandmother, and now that my grandmother is more than eighty years old, my grandmother likes to live in my house and chat with my mother, always listening to her say that she has eight children who manage her, how good, now young people are not willing to have children, see what you can do when you are old. What made Grandma especially proud was that her mother was still very close to her. When I was a child, I always hugged my mother, and my grandmother did not raise you, why are you still so good to my grandmother, and my mother, who has experienced the pain of life, always laughs and says that my grandmother is her own mother after all, and she is also forced to make a helpless choice, I know that my mother has long forgiven my grandmother. Watching the children in the TV series are at work, the father still cooks every morning, wakes up and can't afford to get up, the mother said, the current children are really not like words, saying that when they were young, they made a fire to cook, grind noodles, and feed pigs. I know that mothers are actually very envious of children who have the love of their parents, so they are so content and happy for the ordinary days of not worrying about eating and drinking now.
After marriage, the mother thought that she had found happiness, the father had only one child in the father's family, and the grandfather had a job, and the mother thought that the grandmother would treat her as a girl. But I didn't expect that Grandma was a person who cared for her relatives and ignored her. People say that grandma is old and confused, in fact, grandma is not confused at all, when the mother is at home, grandma will not cook, when the mother is ready, serve to grandma. Mom is no longer at home, and Grandma still has to make food for Dad and wait for Dad to come back to eat.
The mother's life is old and young, and the mother hurts the children the most, precisely because the mother did not enjoy the mother's love when she was a child, so she always wants to give us all her love, and because of this, the mother is more and more tired, and we are more and more dependent. It wasn't until I had a child that I truly understood the difficulty of my mother, and I could deeply understand my mother's love for us. My mother gave her life for us, and when we should have repaid our mother, she also took care of the children for us. I thanked my mother from the bottom of my heart, and I loved my mother, in the face of my mother's fear of being old and unattended, I could not let my mother rest assured, and I could not help but feel guilty.
Yes, the mother's worry is not unreasonable, when the mother is dying of old age, my child is also married, if my child also wants me to take care of his child, how do I choose? How to raise me, accompany me to grow up, provide me with schooling, let me have good living conditions, serve my confinement in my most difficult time, and help my mother with my children to eat a reassuring pill? Although I must say that as long as my mother is here, I will take care of you and accompany you, but my mother still does not believe it.
I was in tears, and remembering the path my mother had traveled was like watching a TV series.
About the Author
Zhao Rui is a member of the Yushe County Writers Association. He loves literature, likes to express his mood, and loves nature.
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