It is not easy to say, after many years of staying in coastal cities, I am fortunate to be comfortable and accustomed, and I feel uncomfortable when I am slightly different. Until many years later, without saying a word, desperately betting, resolutely, like a tiger out of the mountains, tossing and turning to move elsewhere, you will find that everything is not as you expected it to be. Some of the jobs that may seem tempting are not as satisfying as you might think. It was also the first time that I had tasted a little bit of life's suffering, and finally I was thrown to the ground by reality, so embarrassed that I could only hide it in my heart, but I had nothing to say.
Unexpectedly, as long as the weather cools down, everything is boring. It will be the same as the climate at home, rainy for several days, coupled with ice and snow, it is really cold, there are muddy puddles everywhere, and there is no trace of warmth in the cool air. It wasn't until this morning, when the sun lazily revealed its face, illuminating the entire dormitory particularly brightly, that the eyebrows were unfurled. Say goodbye to all the gloomy and dark days, and clap all the bright and beautiful days.
I don't know, whether such a hasty departure will leave some regrets, but it will always make people feel a little guilty. In particular, the time spent with the family decreases year by year, often very little. I remember watching the news yesterday, there is such a saying "can not let the elderly still have to chop firewood to cook", at first glance, the heart is shocked, it is really realistic! How many empty nesters are in the voice of the elderly? No, at the moment when I am about to go out, the heart of attachment often does not know how to settle down, always thinking about something and worrying about something. Until the village Guo Tianshe was lost in the vast line of sight, until the Eastern And southern Stranger quickly forgot about it, until the father, the elder and the young were standing in front of the door of their hometown with tearful eyes... Also brush video, see that scene, after the New Year, the adults drove away, the children squatted in the village mouth in pain, the world of left-behind children, and it was a lonely and sad world.
I just feel that life is so helpless, giving people a kind of shackles that cannot be shaken off. As Rousseau said, "Man is born free, but he is always in chains." In the past, I always longed for a free life, but I never really was free for a moment. Childhood is free, but there is no moment to escape the control of parents; the reading period is free, but all the time to pass the exam; into the workplace is free, but still trained by the boss to obey; after becoming a family seems to be free, but also by the chicken skin and garlic hair; after getting old, I secretly think that I can be free, but not necessarily, but also have to exert my residual heat and devote myself to the future of my children... Man has been in this way all his life, always in the reality of the net, seeking the exit of freedom. Such a toss, there will never be a peaceful day.
I only hope that there is a state of entering the world and that I can live a little more down-to-earth. The most unbearable fact of life is that at the age when he should have been working hard to make money, he chose to enjoy comfort and enjoyment, and did not get any money; at the age when he should have polished his eyes and started a family, he was sloppy and unladylike; at the age when he should have planned his life, he was dazed and overwhelmed. Today, it is not self-help, but it is often man-made. The future is hard to say, but the future is also prosperous and decaying, completely in their own present creation. What a person can live like is not the advantage or disadvantage of the situation, but more from the understanding of his life.
I only hope that I can seize the time to do something decent while I am not fully old, and seek a little foothold and the basis of survival, instead of blindly pursuing so-called poetry and far away. After all, those poems and distant romances cannot withstand the reality of chai rice oil and salt. To be able to live your life safely is a winner in life, but you don't need to be proud, at the same time, if you can make the people around you prosperous, maybe it is the great ability to walk the world. In life, we must have a skill, and do our best to carry it forward. Those, seemingly inconspicuous day after day, will suddenly let you see the meaning of persistence one day in the future. Only by digging the well tirelessly in the first half of life can there be a steady stream of glycol in the second half of life!
How much time is not treated? Half a lifetime has passed.
Only this end of the world and Xu Xing, rushing to the mountains and seas can not be peaceful.