The preface to The Golden Age reads: "He who loves is as happy as a glutton." The weary one shook his head. The person who has always loved and abandoned himself feels that the chess is high and yesterday is not today. Readers of Wang Er, there is no intermediate state."
Thinking about it, Wang Xiaobo's readers have basically mixed opinions and criticisms of him, but after reading his works, everyone seems to be able to sit down and chat with others.
Hello everyone, today brings you Wang Xiaobo's darling - "Golden Age".
The story takes place in the days when Wang Er was sent to Yunnan, when Wang Er was 21 years old. Chen Qingyang is 26 years old.
When Wang Er was in the queue, Chen Qingyang was a doctor in the place where Wang Er was in the queue, Wang Er was in the fourteen teams under the mountain, and Chen Qingyang was in the fifteen teams on the mountain.
Supposedly, there shouldn't be any deep intersection between two different teams, but it wasn't long before the two men met to form a "great friendship" between them.
At that time, Wang Er's team was busy with farming, but the captain did not let him plow the field, but let him plant seedlings, and when planting seedlings, he always had to bend over, which led to the recurrence of old wounds on Wang Er's waist.
At night, he could only sleep by sealing, but what made him uncomfortable was that their team infirmary could not distinguish between needles and hook needles, often hooking the flesh off his waist, and later, his waist was like a shotgun, and the wounds did not fade for a long time.
At this time, Wang Er remembered Chen Qingyang, the team doctor of the fifteenth team, who was a doctor who graduated from beijing medical university and must be able to distinguish between needles and hook needles.
Who knows, this time, Chen Qingyang found him.
Wang Er had just left the fifteen team's infirmary, and Chen Qingyang chased him into his room and asked Wang Er to help her prove that she was not a broken shoe.
Everyone in the village said she was a broken shoe, but she thought she wasn't, because she hadn't stolen a man because a broken shoe had stolen a man. Even when her husband went to prison, she never stole it.
And the reason why she asked Wang Er to help her prove it was because the men who went to the infirmary to see a doctor were pretending to be sick, and only Wang Er really went to see a doctor.
Wang Er's heart did not actually want to comfort her, and if he wanted to comfort her, he logically proved that she was not a broken shoe:
If Chen Qingyang is a broken shoe, that is, Chen Qingyang steals Han, and the Han she steals must have a fixed person, and now no one can point out this person, Chen Qingyang stealing Han cannot be established.
However, Wang Er did not want to help Chen Qingyang prove it, because he was going to break into Chen Qingyang's life and break the fact that Chen Qingyang was not a broken shoe.
On Wang Er's 21st birthday, he planned to seduce Chen Qingyang at night, because Chen Qingyang was his friend, so he wanted to have a cloud and rain party with Chen Qingyang.
In order for Chen Qingyang to agree to him, Wang Er explained to Chen Qingyang his "righteous spirit" for a long time, and then gave the example of the Water Margin People's Haojie bowing down to The Rain Song Jiang, and said that they were to believe in each other's "great friendship".
Then he added: "My words are half-true, but I am always ready to honor my words, even if the landslides and cracks." ”
After chen Qingyang listened, he was greatly moved, accepted the great friendship between them, and planned to return the great friendship to Wang Er with a greater friendship, even if Wang Er was a despicable villain.
Seeing that Chen Qingyang believed, Wang Er used the name of great friendship to ask Chen Qingyang to do men and women affairs with himself.
From this time on, Chen Qingyang's heart began to have some doubts about Wang Er, and she couldn't understand whether the great friendship that Wang Er was talking about was here to deceive her.
However, she was obsessed with what Wang Er said, and in her opinion, as long as they could maintain their relationship, even if they lost everything for this, they would not feel remorse.
Therefore, Chen Qingyang agreed to Wang Er's request, but she slapped Wang Er and her after they had married her.
Wang Er left with some anger, but at this time, Chen Qingyang left Wang Er behind with great friendship. She told Wang Er what she thought and thought, and also said that she was afraid that the great friendship that Wang Er said was false.
Wang Er, who was pulled back by Chen Qingyang, seemed to be a little angry, and after listening to Chen Qingyang's words, he said:
"Since I'm fake, why do you believe me?" If we are not happy, we can say it earlier, and it is not interesting to start. ”
Later, Chen Qingyang laughed for a while, and seemed to believe the great friendship that Wang Er said.
The next morning, after Wang Er and Chen Qingyang were separated, they went down the mountain to herd cattle, but because they met an unreasonable person, they were beaten into the hospital that night, and Chen Qingyang was called by his captain to see a doctor.
After a while, Chen Qingyang ran to Wang Er's side with his eyelids red and swollen, and the first sentence of the split head said:
"Don't be afraid. If you are paralyzed, I will take care of you for the rest of your life. ”
That night, Chen Qingyang had been accompanying Wang Er to check his body, and after knowing that Wang Er's injuries were not serious, he left the hospital. And everyone in the village also knew that Chen Qingyang really got rid of broken shoes.
Unexpectedly, when Chen Qingyang tried to explain that she had not broken her shoes, everyone called her to break her shoes, and when she really had broken shoes, everyone began to be silent.
Perhaps, Chen Qingyang thoroughly understood the matter between her and Wang Er. After this, the two had a second mating in a small grass hut on the back hill.
Later, under the command of the captain, Wang Er began to feed the pigs. During the day, Wang Er fed the pigs in the team, and at night, he went to the hut in the back mountain to find Chen Qingyang.
After some time, all the Zhiqing in Wang Er's team were transferred away, leaving Wang Er alone. At this time, Chen Qingyang was remembered by a farm military representative.
According to Chen Qingyang, the military deputies are not a good thing. It turned out that Chen Qingyang had worked in the hospital, and the military representative flirted with her at that time, Chen Qingyang was not convinced, and beat the military representative with a mouth, which was transferred to the fifteen team as a team doctor.
Wang Er thought to himself, if he really met the military representative, then he would run away from his mother directly. Who knows, the next day, Wang Er was "educated" by the military deputies.
He was imprisoned by the military deputies and forced to write about his confession to Chen Qingyang about breaking his shoes. At first, Wang Er only wrote a sentence on the material: "I have an improper relationship with Chen Qingyang. That's all", but the military representative said that it was too simple to write, and asked him to rewrite it.
This matter was really boring and tight, and coupled with the fact that the military deputies had been around Wang Er all day saying that he was very bad and needed ideological reform, and that he and Chen Qingyang, the "stinky bitch," would have a hard time in the future, Wang Er was very annoyed, so he packed up his bags and prepared to escape.
Halfway through his escape, he remembered that Chen Qingyang was his friend and needed to say goodbye to her. Unexpectedly, Chen Qingyang even escaped with Wang Er for the "great friendship" between them.
They ran together to the mountains, this run. It ran for half a year.
On the first night of entering the deep mountains, Chen Qingyang was a little excited, she wanted to do that with Wang Er without wearing Naraush, she wanted to give Wang Er a litter of cubs.
Wang Er felt that if Chen Qingyang gave birth to a child for himself, his body might be stretched, so he refused Chen Qingyang's request.
Not long after the first night, Wang Er suddenly seemed to have figured out something, and he felt that it was good to have a child, so he talked to Chen Qingyang about it.
Chen Qingyang rejected Wang Er, and in Chen Qingyang's eyes, Wang Er said that he wanted to have a child, in fact, he was doing that thing with her.
When the drought season was opened, there was a hot wind everywhere, and the two of them rested in the field, Chen Qingyang covered his face with a bucket hat, opened the neckline of his shirt, and fell asleep.
Wang Er did not hold back, put his hand inside, unbuttoned a few buttons, and then gently kissed Chen Qingyang's navel,
At this time, Chen Qingyang was actually not asleep, and at the moment when Wang Er kissed her navel, her heart could not sustain herself, and later when she and Wang Er recalled this incident, they said to Wang Er:
"So dangerous, almost in love with you."
Wang Er and Chen Qingyang can actually go back to the village without going down the mountain, so that they will not be reported by the villagers in the special era to write account materials.
It's just that Chen Qingyang really fell in love with Wang Er because of one thing, which made her feel guilty, and she went down the mountain to accept all the devastation in the world.
Because Wang Er insisted on the great friendship between them, he also followed Chen Qingyang down the mountain.
At that time, the dry season had not yet passed, Chen Qingyang made himself a tube skirt, wanted to wear it disguised as an old Dai, and went to Qingping to catch the street. But she couldn't even walk when she put it on.
On the way to Qingping, Chen Qingyang can still insist on walking by herself, and when she comes back to climb the slope, she can't walk at all.
When Wang Er saw her like this, he carried her uphill, and Wang Er had a hard time walking on her back, and if he was not careful, he almost slid into the ravine, fortunately, Wang Er had a gun in his hand and took the gun to the ground.
But at this time, Chen Qingyang fluttered on Wang Er's back and asked him to let her go. In order not to let Chen Qingyang move, Wang Er slapped her ass twice.
Chen Qingyang suddenly became very obedient, did not say a word, no one ever thought, Chen Qingyang fell in love with Wang Er at this moment.
Chen Qingyang regards falling in love with Wang Er as a destruction of the great friendship between them, and she feels that she is really guilty. Chose to accept his own sins.
After coming out of the mountain, it had been half a year, and I didn't think about it, but a month after going down the mountain, I encountered a special period and became a person who committed the most heinous crimes, and the two of them were tortured to the end, and wrote down their confession materials together in the hut.
Later, both of them left the village, Wang Er went to Beijing, and Chen Qingyang went to work in the hospital.
In the 1990s, Chen Qingyang went to Beijing on a business trip, met Wang Er by chance, and the two of them were in the hotel, recalling their lives in the villages of Yunnan, and still doing men's and women's things for the sake of great friendship.
The next day, Chen Qingyang got on the train and left Beijing, and before that, she told Wang Er about her love for Wang Er.
She equated her love for Wang Er with her own sins, so he confessed all this in front of Wang Er.
In Chen Qingyang's view,
Simply breaking shoes with Wang Er can be the reason for the great friendship, but if you break the shoes with Wang Er for the sake of "love", it is not just a betrayal of the "great friendship", but you have become a complete bad person.
Chen Qingyang said that people live in the world in order to endure destruction until they die.
To understand this, everything can be handled calmly. Therefore, she accepted her love for Wang Er, that is, she accepted her ugliness.
She finished speaking to Wang Er and left. They haven't seen each other since.