I used to fly alone
When I just graduated from college and went to work, I shared a house with alumni, a boy and a girl, and the girl had a boyfriend and rented a house alone outside. It was really inconvenient for us to share a room with a widow and a widow, and his girlfriend returned to their hometown to settle down together after staying with us for a while. I was left alone to guard more than fifty square meters of large singles, or the first floor of the street, the window did not have a guardrail, the rent was like 650 yuan a month, at that time my internship salary was more than 800 a month, comprehensive analysis, go for the best policy. After consulting with the landlord, I also understood me very well and did not ask for liquidated damages. In principle, if the contract is signed, the lease period is not satisfactory and the lease is temporarily withdrawn, and the money is deducted.
Sometimes I feel that life is too difficult, from another point of view, God is fair to everyone, as long as we don't close the door ourselves, what you are missing, God will definitely make up for you.
Later on the Internet found a girl to recruit a shared apartment, the house has two bedrooms, there is no living room, she lives in a large, rent a small, very bright and quiet, there is no kung fu to pick again, immediately settled. After a few bus trips, all the belongings were moved to Liso, and my heart finally fell to the ground.
The girl worked in the electronics factory, and twice she invited companions to party, and the noise did not stop in the middle of the night, although I did not like it, I did not say anything. Originally, the shared house is that the people in the north and south of the sky are gathered, and the living habits will be very different, so let's take care of each other. I had very little intersection, I was on the day shift, she was in middle, she was sleeping when I went to work, she was out of the house when I got off work and got home around 11 p.m. Occasionally on weekends, she also went out in a hurry and hardly stayed at home. It just so happens that I am ashamed of my quiet personality, I don't know how to talk to people, and I am also quiet.
When I was two days old and a month apart from sharing a room with her, I received a call from her after work one day, telling me that she had moved away and leaving me the landlord's phone. My mind was confused "Mm-hmm" and I promised to admit it. Pushing open the door of her room, it was indeed empty, and only the mattress on the bed was looking at me alone, the closet was open, and there was an empty hanger hanging. I sat down slowly by the bed, brushed my thoughts, and I was left alone, she left so suddenly, without any warning before... No, a month's rent, she is 450, I am 400, she should take out this month's room rate. I hurried to call her, she said very sincerely, in a few days will come to me, temporarily something can not get out of the body, her classmates urgently need her company...
I waited for her to come to me, but there was no news, and I dialed the phone, which was empty. Soon I waited for the landlord's call, and the landlord said that the girl confessed that all the follow-up matters of renting the house were handed over to me... Lucky will not always be cared for, this time the landlord is not so reasonable, I paid the rent of two people, and then renewed the next month's room rate, a total of 1700 yuan, almost two months of my salary. For the next month, I lived alone here, looking for other shared listings.
The road ahead, I do not squint, with my head held high and striding forward, a small pit or protrusion, will trip me up, if it is you, you will fall to the ground or continue to move forward, I think our choice is the same, continue to walk the unfinished road. The heart suddenly panicked, as if the waves when the water dripped into the sea were not alarmed, the sea would not panic, it was still magnificent.
For many years, I have been studying outside, and I have lived in the school's collective dormitory, and it is the first time that I have lived alone. Every day after arriving home, every space and even the corners of the horn are checked, always afraid that a person will suddenly pop out, and the lights in all rooms are lit until dawn. Sometimes I feel that the room is like a big black hole, quietly releasing lonely ghosts, all-pervasively attacking me, and I have to be covered with a quilt to fall asleep.
One weekend evening, I saw the first-floor terrace opposite me, a person was climbing, he climbed down the pipe to the second floor, pushed the windows of several households without pushing open, and then climbed to the third floor, estimated to be a thief, but also too arrogant, I was afraid to hold the mobile phone, thinking about whether to call the police, when hesitating, I don't know which building someone shouted: What to do? The thief was frightened and hurried down, it was easy to go up the hill and it was difficult to go down the mountain, about seven or eight minutes, the police car arrived, the person had not yet come down, and the residents noisily watched the thief climb down and enter the police car. Although the stupid thief is hateful, I have residual palpitations, I can't sleep at night, I always feel that someone by the window is going to climb in, listening to the movement, and I feel that someone is picking the window, the sound of the wind or the sound of the window I can't tell, groggy, I don't know when to sleep, I wake up is also tired. This kind of day lasted for more than half a month, the lease period still has ten days to expire, only look forward to finding the next home as soon as possible, otherwise it will really be depressed and insomnia. After finding another place to share, he hurried away from here.
Life, always think that the setbacks encountered at that time are greater than the sky, in fact, there are more difficult things waiting for us on the road, do not cry for the difficulties in front of us, and now recall, some of the sad past, is only the strict caress of heaven, the harsh caresses of the years, unconsciously, we have become richer, the soul is full and strong, and we can soar alone in the world.