I turned the coin in my hand, trying to predict my fortune, or the fate that lay next, but the coin had stopped spinning, and my mind had not stopped, to be precise, I was very entangled, even trembling.
From the end of 2019, when the new crown epidemic began to rage, from a certain city in China began to sweep the country, and even the world, of course, my hometown of Chang'an, Shaanxi, can not be stable alone.
This epidemic is like AIDS, more like leprosy, but also like the outbreak of mental illness, I think of Zhang Ailing's lover Hu Lancheng's "Love in the City", when China's Hong Kong fell, Japanese soldiers occupied Hong Kong, it is a difficult thing to return to the motherland of Shanghai, because no one gives you a pass you can not go home.
And now Chang'an, Shaanxi Province, is also like infected with infectious diseases all night can not be peaceful, many people are in a state of panic and uneasiness.
Because of the epidemic, we have to face endless nucleic acid tests every day, sometimes during the day, sometimes in the evening, sometimes in the middle of the night.
However, the people around me, including me, do not seem to have too much fear, more is to fight together, to fight the epidemic together, but what the new crown virus is, we do not know, only know that this way of detecting interpersonal relationships is a bit laughable, it is this nucleic acid test, found many loopholes in family relations and even family relations.
How did I make love come home?
Several of my father's brothers studied Chinese medicine under the leadership of my grandfather, however, my father's clinic was tied to the fourth elder because it still had the task of the village clinic, and the Guo Du Health Center let my father abdicate and let the fourth elder continue to work from the clinic.
Isn't that just forcing an abdication?!
My father gladly accepted, on the one hand, he didn't want to worry too much, and it was convenient for him until he was older, 65 years old, what else to fight?!
This move made our family not fall apart because of this small matter, but because my father's attitude became more calm, and a big family was happy and harmonious at least very harmonious.
The other thing is me, between me and my brother.
Because I returned to my mother's house, my parents were old, running to 70-year-old people, arguing all day for dinner, it seemed that I could never finish arguing, I kept mediating in the middle, because I didn't talk about seeing my brothers and daughters-in-law, my parents didn't like to see children, I would rather see a doctor every day to earn more money to help them than to see children, but I wanted to move to live with my son in the city, and I just refused to be rejected by my daughter-in-law.
The current pension problem came out, I was Dink, I picked up the burden of pension delivery, because my parents were still in good health, I did not pay too much, but completed the past desire to accompany my parents, although my mother did not want to do this, but after all, they are old.
In the matter of the family heir, my brother began to talk about this matter early in conjunction with other relatives of the family, including my uncles and aunts, as well as relatives on my father's side, relatives of the direct collateral family, they all spoke for my brother, and finally, my brother directly spoke, if my parents were not there I had to move away, after all, my brother-in-law had already moved in, and the things that belonged to them on the coffee table had moved in, and I was always unaccustomed to my brother-in-law. I always think that her heart inherits the calculation and shrewdness of her mother Ichijing, and I do not care about it, which my father and his brother have confirmed, and that day was the day my father took the resignation exam to register.
Today is the cold on January 20, not far from the New Year of 2022, and the 31st of this month is the Chinese New Year's Eve.
For the reunion of the family, this is the concession and payment we make, and we silently pay for the "love" to go home.