Text/Circle Poison Sister
In 2016, Xu Ting did not wait for her 26th birthday.
With an endless attachment to the world, she ended her short and painful life with 26 days to go before her birthday.
In 1990, Xu Ting was born in Anhui Province to a patriarchal family.
She is the third girl in the family, and in the eyes of her parents, she naturally becomes the superfluous person, and her gender seems to be doomed to a tragic and bumpy life.
In order to give birth to a boy, Xu Ting's parents kept creating people, but they gave birth to three daughters in succession, but this did not make them give up, but let them "more and more frustrated and courageous".
Finally, in the 7th birth, Xu Ting had a younger brother.
From childhood to adulthood, Xu Ting did not get much love from her parents, especially after having a younger brother, her parents gave all their love to her brother, so that Xu Ting's childhood had almost no happiness and happiness to speak of.
Although she is a transparent person on the edge at home and is not welcomed by her parents, Xu Ting, who is strong and optimistic, still grows up day by day.
She witnessed her parents' eccentricity since she was a child, and it was at that time that she secretly made up her mind that she must let her parents see her excellence.
When Xu Ting was 19 years old, with her own efforts and sweet appearance, she was admitted to the Acting Department of Sichuan Media College with high scores.
Of course, this is a happy thing, but the poor family conditions let her know that her parents will not provide any financial support for her, and if she wants to continue to go to school, everything can only be on her own.
So in the college time, when other students are eating, drinking and having fun, Xu Ting has found a lot of part-time jobs.
Although the days were hard and busy, for more than a year, she did not ask her family for tuition, even if it was a penny, and she was completely self-reliant.
In her sophomore year, her father, who was doing business, not only could not continue the business because of poor management, but also lost a lot of money, and creditors came to collect debts every day.
Her parents hope that she can work to earn money and help the family pay off debts, which means that Xu Ting is likely to drop out of school.
Although her parents did not spend some thought on this daughter since childhood, Xu Ting was a filial child.
She knew that her family had encountered difficulties, and even though her heart was full of infinite desire to study, she finally chose to enter the society early and help her family pay off her father's debts.
In the days of North Drift, Xu Ting became a group actor.
Although she has good looks and acting skills, she has no academic qualifications, and it is almost difficult for her to get a good role.
For a long time, Xu Ting could only live in the cheapest basement and live frugally every day.
Xu Ting treats every role with great care, even if it is a dragon set, she can also perform her own style.
This hard work and dedication finally made her wait for an opportunity of her own.
In 2010, Xu Ting and Di Li Reba, Gulinaza, who have long established a foothold in the entertainment industry, participated in the casting of Yu Ji in "The King's Feast".
Although she was not able to play this role in the end, she entered the top 20 in the Chengdu Division in the clouds of masters, which was naturally a big encouragement for her at that time.
After that, Xu Ting became more and more confident in herself, and also participated in the casting activities of some other film and television works, and the road in the show business circle became smoother and smoother.
Because she was carrying her father's debts and the family's life, young Xu Ting simply could not live a carefree life like other girls of the same age.
She filmed hard, and even soaked in the water in the winter, so that she suffered from lumbar disc herniation.
But her parents never cared about her once, and every time they called, they asked her for money, as if her existence were a cash cow, and there was no point in anything else.
In 2012, Xu Ting, who has been unknown, had her own close-up on the screen for the first time.
At that time, she played the friend of the protagonist Yang Zi in "Daddy Comes Home", which made her famous for a while, and the film and television resources gradually improved.
After that, Xu Ting's role in film and television dramas became heavier and heavier, and her popularity naturally increased.
But she still didn't have a star shelf as before, and almost all of the remuneration she earned, except for some of her basic living expenses, was sent home.
Xu Ting soon single-handedly made all her family members live a good life, from her parents to her younger siblings, everyone was stained with her light.
I thought that my efforts could get a little care from my parents, but I didn't expect that my parents still didn't have a trace of gratitude for her, but put forward more non-point requirements.
They don't care how their debts are paid off or how their son's tuition is paid.
Because in their view, it is easy to make money in the entertainment industry, but in fact, these money have taken Xu Ting's life step by step.
Sunrise and rest, Xu Ting's daily sleep time is seriously insufficient, coupled with high workload, Xu Ting inadvertently overdrafted her body a little bit, completely unaware of what awaits her.
Xu Ting bought the first house in her life, but instead of living by herself, she was a gift to her parents.
She used all her strength to be good to her parents and her family, no matter how hard life was, she was always positive and optimistic, and never complained.
Maybe Xu Ting was too good for them, and the Xu family all scrambled to nibble at her like parasites.
The marriage asked her for a dowry, and went into the entertainment industry to find her as a springboard.
They thought that they had been able to rely on Xu Ting to open their mouths and stretch out their hands by eating, but they did not think of their longing, and their pace was disrupted by Xu Ting's sudden illness.
After getting the new house, Xu Ting and her family could not wait to live in it, when the formaldehyde in the room was not completely dispersed, resulting in Xu Ting and her family being poisoned by formaldehyde into the hospital, of which Xu Ting's symptoms were the most obvious.
I thought it was just a small thing, but I didn't expect Xu Ting to be found to have lymphoma.
The moment she got the inspection report, she was so relieved, maybe she had her own arrangements in the dark, even God couldn't bear to see her working so hard, being exploited and squeezed by her family layer by layer, so she found a reason to let her rest.
Xu Ting's parents insisted that she receive TCM treatment, thinking that Western medical treatment such as radiotherapy and chemotherapy was too radical, but in fact, their real thoughts in their hearts were that the cost of chemotherapy was too high and TCM was cheaper.
During Xu Ting's illness, the family should eat and drink, as if everything had nothing to do with them.
Although In the end, Xu Ting still chose chemotherapy, but it was too late, and she had not yet fully bloomed at the age of flowers, and she had gradually withered.
Xu Ting, who has always been full of positive energy, shared her pain with netizens for the first time, but soon she returned to her former cheerfulness.
Kind, she strives to do the last public welfare in her life, hoping that everyone can pay more attention to the patient group and help them as much as possible.
Xu Ting's state was getting worse and worse, her internal organs began to be infected, her body also ulcerated, and the whole person was so thin that it was painful.
In September 2016, Xu Ting left the world that made her love and hate.
Sadly, she never enjoyed the slightest tenderness of her family after she left.
The mother's cry at her funeral was more like a cry about the loss of this cash cow than the loss of her precious daughter, because they soon coveted her daughter's inheritance...
Xu Ting is not afraid of death, not because she is great, after all, she is just an ordinary girl, in the best youth of her life, her career is rising, how can she be willing to leave like this?
But she sees death very clearly, because she finally no longer has to be burdened by the family and becomes a money-making tool for her parents and siblings.
She has spent 25 years constantly proving herself, just hoping to exchange for the love of her parents.
Unfortunately, until the last moment in her life, Xu Ting did not really feel the warmth of her family.
The beautiful images she often shared on Weibo were more like an excuse for her to deceive herself and let herself have a happy family.
Perhaps Xu Ting, who is in another world, can finally be the most authentic self.
In her life, even if she really lived for herself one day, she would not be in vain.
It's just that this poor girl, until death, did not wait for this day, which made people sigh.