I want to make myself stronger and liberate my desire to fight, and for this I have to find an outlet.
On January 2, after the New Year, I started my 20th round against Bournemouth as a bench player. I thought, whether it's 20 minutes or 10 minutes, I have to get a chance to play. So, when the coach was going to replace me in the 65th minute, I was very happy. There are still 25 minutes left for me to show my ambition, and I must try to express myself and contribute to the team. In fact, this has changed a lot from my previous mentality, and this is the result of my thoughts a while ago.
In this game, I gave full play to my possessiveness on the pitch as a striker player.
I burst into the penalty area, but the deliberate deceleration left me missing out on the chance to work with my teammates. Or use fake moves to shake off the opposing team's defense and fight the opposing defender for 300 rounds. The scene kept going on and on for the 25 minutes I played, but the opportunity I wanted never came. One of the best chances was that after Mahrez broke through from the right side of the road, I managed to get out of the defence by inserting my ribs into the penalty area, but Mahrez suddenly forced his foot to hit the goal from within range, which was easily defused by the opponent.
Annoyed, I raised my hand and asked loudly, "Why?!!" Why don't you give me a pass?! ”
I was also very unhappy with some of The Linkwater's moves. I tried to dip into the penalty area and managed to get away from the opponent's stare, but the drinking brother did not pass the ball. What the hell is this? clams? At this point, I couldn't help it, and I got angry at the drinking brother. He was obviously startled by my rampage, and I could feel his apology beyond the look of confusion.
The reason why I was able to communicate with my teammates in such a "hot" way was because that trip to Copenhagen made us more familiar with each other, and our relationship was not limited to our teammates, but also our friends in life. In order to be able to score, I had to be hungrier and more expressive, and I couldn't twist and turn. Although everyone has a good relationship off the field, there is still a competitive relationship on the field. This is a matter of fact, does not mean that I am a thorn, I am still sure in this regard. In fact, foreign players have always done a good job in this regard, even if the quarrels on the field are fierce, everyone is still at peace off the field, which is worth learning from me.
When playing in the Bundesliga, I couldn't do that. I always thought, forget it, it's not a big deal. However, I can be so "bold" not only because of my own awakening, but also because Leicester City's teammates are very friendly, and they don't worry about me because of these trifles on the field.
In the 74th minute of the game, I finished my own shot. I didn't choose to stop the ball, but shot straight up with my feet. After completing this series of actions, I felt in a good mood. My goal was to score goals, and that's why I stood on the pitch.
In the end, the match ended 0-0. After 20 rounds, Leicester City's points reached 40 points, ahead of schedule for the 40 points that Ranieri set at the beginning of the season.
This article was compiled by Zhang Yangyuan from Shinji Misaki's book "Not arriving at the Year of Kitsuki", which was published in 2016.