When I was sixteen years old, my classmates discussed the university together, but my dream was very unsuccessful, that is, to marry Gao Xiaoliang as soon as I graduated.
Gao Xiaoliang's family sells pastries in our city, the business is very good, opened several branches, when we did not know each other, I often went to their house to buy pastries. But I had never seen him, Gao Xiaoliang was very surprised by this, obviously he was so handsome, how could I ignore him?
"Have you really not seen me?" I often helped my mom in the shop. Gao Xiaoliang asked doubtfully. At this point, I shook my head in confusion.
Gao Xiaoliang is indeed good-looking, one meter eight tall, the back is as tall as poplar pine, the girls who chase him are naturally not in the minority, other girls go to his store to buy desserts, all have ulterior motives, and I am so blind, it really makes him puzzled.
That day, he lined up my shoulder from behind: "How about Li Lulu being my girlfriend, and our family's desserts will be eaten casually in the future." "I thought to myself, this little thing you're like buying me, don't.
But the moment I turned my head, his long arms wrapped me in his arms, and my heart beat faster, and my face suddenly turned red, and under the attack of his pink bubbles, I fell in his love.
Classmates are hiding their love affairs, but we are flaunting, eager to let everyone know that he is my boyfriend and she is my girlfriend.
Not surprisingly, the news quickly reached the mouths of teachers and parents, who were worried about it, after all, we had just entered high school, and there was nothing more important in their eyes than academics.
Fortunately, however, even if we were in love, it did not affect our studies, so they did not say much.
Later, we were admitted to a college in our provincial capital together, my dream is still very simple, after graduation, we immediately went to log in to get a license, I want to be a bi-marital family, I want to become Mrs. Gao.
But after being in love with a person for a long time, they will also become disgusted with each other, and on the last New Year's Day of college, the girls are busy going to the New Year's Eve, and I am not involved in it, and they also think that it is right for me and Gao Xiaoliang not to go. This is a paradise for single men and women to play crazy, I naturally do not include it, but that day the little romance in my heart flipped, I sent a message to Gao Xiaoliang to let him accompany me around.
I was waiting for him downstairs in the boys' dormitory, the winter in the north was cold, the cold wind of Xiao Ser whistled through the ears, waited for a long time, Gao Xiaoliang did not hurry to come down from the stairs, the expression was somewhat reluctant.
My little face was frozen red, and Gao Xiaoliang didn't ask me if I was cold, and when I was about to walk to the school gate, he asked me: "Do you have to go out for a walk?" So many people outside. ”
"It's because there are so many people that it's interesting." I finished speaking loudly, a little angry and quickened my pace to the front, at that time I hoped that Gao Xiaoliang could tease me, or tell a joke, so as to ease the awkward atmosphere.
But everything was different from what I thought, we both walked to the bus stop one after the other, after sitting on the bus, we were squeezed to the sides by the crowd, I stood in the carriage, with the ups and downs of the body swaying, through the glass looking at the window giggling and playing couples, felt that this time I and Gao Xiaoliang came out to play, it seems that I begged him, from the beginning to the end he showed a lack of interest.
My eyes swept to Gao Xiaoliang, he just pulled out his mobile phone and continued his game, and I missed the time when we were riding together in the car together, no matter how crowded it was, he would use his own strength to circle a small world for me, such a thing seemed to have happened yesterday, but it became so far away.
After going to college, our differences became more and more, I was refined in my studies and wanted to find a good job after graduation, but he was addicted to the game world, and nothing made him happy than the game going up one level after another.
Because of my excellent studies, I was booked by a large company in Beijing before I graduated, but Gao Xiaoliang did give the game all the time for the past few years, and mixed up a graduation certificate. His family had already arranged a job for him, and he wanted to go back to his hometown, but I wanted to go out into the world to see it.
"Is it bad to go back to Weinan?" In that way, we are close to home, and it is convenient to go home, or we can take care of it. "Gao Xiaoliang persuaded me to stay, but I have secretly made up my mind, I want to go to Beijing, I am going to study computer science, going to Beijing will have better development, staying in our third-tier town I don't know what I can do, at most it is to be a junior high school teacher, and the professional knowledge I have worked hard to learn in recent years is wasted, I am obsessed with love when I am young, and I want to cling to my career when I am older."
Later, Gao Xiaoliang returned to his hometown, his parents arranged a job in a state-owned enterprise for him, and I went to Beijing without hesitation, when I was young, I thought that Gao Xiaoliang was my only one, and one day in the future we could smile and say to each other, I only loved one person in this life.
But I don't know when, we are on the same road but not synchronized, gradually drifting apart. I became no longer in love with the brain, after work overtime more, busy, Gao Xiaosong sent a message at noon, I may not see it at night, there is a reply without a word, so unconsciously alienated from each other.
Later, we didn't have a later, our relationship was like a game, after the full level, the thrill of upgrading faded, a little tired, a little tired.
Maybe when God ordered the Mandarin Duck Score, the two of us were only temporarily divided into groups, and we could only walk together for a short journey.
We are also just a ray of light from each other's young lives, nothing more.