I don't have a mother-in-law

The person on the picture is my husband's mother, I don't have a mother-in-law, why do I say so, our family this, a set before the person, a set behind, when I just married my husband, she said, his son is a college student, I can marry her son, it is my blessing, at every turn to say that she is strong, cultivate college students, always take diplomas to say things. When I gave birth to my first child, her first words were to ask the boy and girl, are you ridiculous, said the girl, there was no smile on her face. When I was confinement, I didn't help me hold my baby once. Every night is not pretending to sleep, that is to say waist pain, giving birth to her own belt, saying that she has also come this way before, saying that her mother-in-law has not helped her with anything, it is obvious that she has suffered herself, to let me eat again, at that time I was almost crazy at home, my husband went out to work in the field, leaving me alone with my children to live in my mother-in-law's house, every day in the face of my mother-in-law's sneer, several times I asked my husband to take me out to rent a house together, but my husband always said: "Endure it, now the salary is low, down will increase his burden", Just like this for a month, two months and three months, a year, two years, the husband always because of this sentence to prevaricate in the past, and then I quarreled with my mother-in-law, she shouted loudly in the village that I was not good, I felt that the heart was hollowed out in an instant, the heart that wanted to die at that time was there, and then I came down to live with my husband, and then I did not give birth to a boy, Geng Geng, after I was pregnant, gave birth to a son, the mother-in-law said, it was she who knelt down three times and prayed to ask for it very hard, I listened to it and felt very strange, my own son, don't you ask, I can't give birth to it, and I like boys and girls. When the second child was confined, I said that I did not have to do study, I could come by myself, and my husband scolded me, saying that he wanted her mother to come down and give me a confinement, so that others would not say that her mother would not be a person. Or the same as a child, pretend to sleep, when the child cries, pretend to sleep, well, with the insight of a child, I am also used to it, and then I look for a job, although the salary is not very high, but I really feel very good, good to say evil, but she resolutely said not to help bring, said that the children and grandchildren have their own children and grandchildren, because the child is not brought, I am not working. I think this is the worst thing in my life.