Ten years of covenant, I do not regret

Time has taken away my shining youth, the gift is ten years of life experience, along the way I do not regret the original choice, but also thanks to the ten years of tempering for me, just one thing is enough for me to write the diary called "Ten Years". Friend, do you have one thing to keep you going for ten years, I have. I have a book that can comfort acacia, because acacia can transcend dreams, can break the yin and yang.

In 2011, I separated from him for the first time, he went south and I went north. Before leaving, he gave me a copy of the Ten Year Diary, and said that if it was possible, I hoped that when we met again in ten years, it was already full of your words, so I took the diary and ran away from him.

However, on July 23 of that year, there was a major accident on the D301 train from Beijing to Fuzhou, and he was on the list of 40 people, and this parting became a farewell. I opened the first part of my diary, and on that very day, I don't know how many words were used to record my mood at that time, and I don't know how many tears were used to drown out the scrawled words, but my mood was sad all year.

In 2012, I became a backpacker, starting from Dandong, Liaoning, the starting point of China's coast, all the way south along the coast, recording the customs and customs of China's coastal cities, feeling the different cultures in different cities, the original world is very beautiful, you can go to see, this year, my diary in the urban and rural atmosphere of all parts of the country can be seen everywhere.

In 2013, through a whole year of travel, I realized the importance of knowledge, no matter how many photographs and paintings can only make what I see in front of me become frozen, lack of a soul called artistic conception, many scenes give me shock but I can not express it in words, which makes me once again full of thirst for knowledge, I decided to settle down and arm my mind with knowledge. This year my diary was filled with the aroma of knowledge.

In 2014, I fell behind in the exam, many parties to find a teacher, the original my thesis is too pale, lack of a truth, I instantly feel the importance of theory and practice, can not rely on paper alone, I want to use what I have learned before to experience, to further study, to investigate, to feel. I held the paper in my hand and dissected it again, intending to start with public welfare, start with dedication and love, and start with little things. This year, I received my fifth blood donation certificate and received the Bronze Medal of Blood Donation Honor. This year, the most common word in my diary was volunteerism.

In 2015, my thesis was praised by the teacher and won the municipal honor, so I got the opportunity to work in the institutional unit, I wrote this joy in my ten-year diary, and told myself that this is just the beginning, the road of life is long, I must go further on the road I chose. I said goodbye to the floating clouds of the Internet, left a lot of tie-bars and forums, and changed the original novels published on the Internet to published books, until this year, a total of three books were released. My key word in this year's diary is harvest.

In 2016, China's "13th Five-Year Plan" began. I have become a participant again, from the improvement of the cityscape to the transformation of the old environmental sanitation community, we have built a new and beautiful new home through wind and rain. This year, my diary is full of sweat, tears, blood, those who have shed tears in the process of creating the city, sweat, and injuries that I have suffered are unprecedented in my life, I do not regret half a point, because this is an unattainable experience for me, I want to do not only do it seriously, but also cherish it.

In 2017, I was seriously ill and still insisted on the post, working 15 hours a day continuously, and finally let me faint on the desk where I often stayed up late, this time I felt the burden of age on me, and I felt that I was really no longer young, [medicine] This thing, it seems to be rolling with the disease, because I have never been kind, resulting in my inability to resist now. This year, half of my diary was half working cases.

In 2018, I went from the brink of life and death to various tests, in exchange for the transformation of identity and the promotion of positions, but I know that too many people pay attention to how high I fly, but no one cares about whether I am tired of flying. The last word my father gave me this year was to pay attention to the body, because he had a heart attack, and he completed the glorious life of a soldier and an excellent party member, and I gave a military salute in front of my father's sickbed, and you are the pride of my life!

In 2019, the "Learning to Strengthen the Nation" learning platform was launched nationwide. My daily life has one more, that is, landing and learning, a small APP to view the national events, throughout the world, you can feel the convenience of handheld learning, you can also appreciate the big and small news of all walks of life. This year, I had another honor in my diary, ranking in the top ten in the points group, and getting a national limited edition commemorative water cup.

In 2020, the COVID-19 pandemic is unforgettable, and even more memorable for us, the staff, is the seventh census. Although I did not go to Wuhan, although I did not wear a white coat, I was honored to be able to guard our family members in our own way, to guard the homes where we live, and to guard the first line of defense for the city's epidemic prevention. This year my diary recorded the honors of the rows.

2021, a new year and a new hope, I recorded my new year's gifts with a small video on New Year's Eve, because this year is the first decade I stipulated with him, I did not live up to his expectations, the ten years of experience were recorded, I did not break my promise, what I did attested to my growth, but this diary has reached its final journey, but at the end of the day I can not see you.

Ten years later, I have grown from the young ignorance that depended on you to a position of shouldering a heavy burden, how I hope that I can have your company along the way, how much I hope that you can have your protection every time I fall in my life, every time I am injured. In these ten years, I have hidden all my unhappiness, survived all the thorns, survived all the pain, those experienced in me! And where are you?