Before marriage, I secretly said goodbye to my ex-boyfriend, and my husband did not return all night on the wedding night

Now that I think about it, I'm a fool.

I broke up with my ex-boyfriend Xiaowei for the simple reason that Xiaowei was not a suitable partner in the traditional sense, my family could not accept it, and sometimes I was very dissatisfied with Xiaowei's performance.

Xiao Wei chased me when I was in college, at that time I was in love, there was no ability to distinguish, watching Xiao Wei pestering me every day, often sending me some small gifts, small snacks, I held a playful mentality to join the ranks of love.

After graduating from college, I smoothly entered a company, and Xiao Wei was too heavy-hearted, and even got his college diploma, and then re-studied for a year before he got his diploma and went to society, and he never found a suitable job.

Xiao Wei has no sense of responsibility, after graduation, relying on the support of his family to fool around in the society for a day, especially after I have an income after working, Xiao Wei will come to me at both ends of three days, live in my dormitory, all the expenses are mine, only occasionally take the family's money to buy me a bouquet of flowers and watch a movie.

But I foolishly think that this is love, willingly pay for Xiao Wei, like a little daughter-in-law to serve him, he will come to my company every day to pick me up, accompany me to dinner, although I spend money, but in the eyes of my colleagues, Xiao Wei is a qualified boyfriend.

After a long time, my parents urged me to get married and have children. I took Xiao Wei home, but after some interrogation by my parents, I was dumbfounded, and my parents resolutely disagreed with me marrying Xiao Wei, saying that Xiao Wei had no enterprising spirit and no sense of responsibility, and if I married him, I would suffer for the rest of my life.

When I think about it, I think that my parents' words are not wrong at all, Xiao Wei seems to be very good to me, but when arguing, he is really selfish, never admits his mistakes, or counts me down, or pulls away the topic and never responds positively. After I made up my mind, I slowly distanced myself from Xiao Wei, but Xiao Wei was like a piece of brown candy, and it couldn't be removed from sticking to his body.

Soon, my parents introduced me to my current husband, who was 5 years older than me at that time, mature and stable, had a fixed job, a strong sense of responsibility, and although his appearance was not as good as Xiao Wei,he was not very bad.

When I first met my husband, I was attracted by his conversation and steady and honest personality, and my husband also had a good impression of me, so our love began. But I hid Xiao Wei's matter.

When I fell in love with my husband, I felt very sweet, during which I and Xiao Wei proposed to break up, although I was a little reluctant in my heart, but I knew that Xiao Wei could not give me the happiness I wanted, xiao Wei was stalking for a few days, and then he accepted the fact of breaking up.

My husband and I went from love to marriage in less than a year, which is relatively fast, the two families have booked a date, prepared everything, and waited for marriage.

A week before the wedding, I was preparing for the wedding in a tight tension, Xiao Wei found me, I was very surprised at the time, it was almost a year, I had not contacted Xiao Wei, nor had I met, this time he found me.

Xiao Wei asked me to go to dinner that day, and I was going to refuse, but Xiao Wei said that he had never forgotten me, knew that I was getting married, and wanted to meet one last time, have a meal, and say goodbye to everything in the past. So, I remembered that when I was with Xiao Wei before, my heart softened, so I went to my husband. Since my husband was also in a hurry to prepare for the wedding in those days, he didn't say much.

When eating, Xiao Wei seems to be very active, very enthusiastic, very intimate, order is what I like to eat, I have never seen him like this before, that meal I was nervous in my heart, I was afraid that my husband knew, but I was immersed in Xiao Wei's enthusiasm and could not extricate myself, that day I accompanied Xiao Wei to eat, drink, Xiao Wei finally got drunk and confused, and my mouth was nagging at our previous thoughts, and I was very unhappy in my heart. That day, I did not go home, but I said goodbye to my previous relationship.

In the next few days, I was in a good mood, and I thought in my heart that my feelings for Xiaowei were completely over, and I could really be with my husband, live a good life, and build a happy family. But the strange thing is that my husband was very busy and talked coldly in those days, and I thought he was busy and dizzy, and didn't pay much attention.

On the day of the wedding, many people came, and the relatives and friends of the two families witnessed my marriage with my husband, who looked as usual that day and drank a lot of wine in the end.

In the wedding room, I sent the guests away and quietly waited for my husband's arrival, but that night, he did not return. I called and looked for anyone but couldn't find him, saying that he had drunk too much and didn't know where he went.

Until it was almost dawn, the husband came back, full of alcohol, a gaunt face, I did not care about this, angrily at him, asked him where he went, what was the matter with leaving the bride on the wedding night.

My husband's face changed, and he was angry with me, and I knew that the last time I met Xiao Wei was known to him.

It turned out that when I was eating with Xiao Wei, a friend of my husband was also there, saw me and Xiao Wei eating, and saw that we went to the hotel, so I told my husband everything.

I don't understand what my husband thinks, since I know, why didn't I say it at that time, and still insist on getting married, if he didn't care, and why didn't he return all night on the wedding night, and when he came back, he lost his temper.

I knew I was ashamed, so I didn't say anything, and waited like a prisoner for my husband to fall.

After my husband finished speaking, he glared at me fiercely and left. The following days were the most uncomfortable time for me, my husband ignored me, and the honeymoon days were as bitter as drinking medicine, and I blamed myself.