"Fang Siqi's First Love Paradise", this book I have not dared to read it, until that day, calm down, decided to read this book. I don't know if I have strong empathy or Si Qi's experience is too painful. After reading it, there was a long period of emotional depression, which was both sad and painful for Siqi's experience, and at the same time very angry.
The author of this book is the representative work of Taiwanese female writer Lin Yihan, which can also be said to be a posthumous work. Because the author died shortly after the book was published. Maybe the faith in her heart had completely collapsed, or maybe the last bit of strength that supported her had been exhausted.
After reading this book, I immediately went to collect this knowledge, and I found that in today's society, there are still many such things that continue to happen, but there are still many people who choose to keep silent about this aspect, thinking that it is dirty, how can it be taught to children such a thing. It is precisely because of this idea that there are too many such "Fang Siqi" in society. If it does not change, there will be countless more, Lin Yihan, countless Fang Siqi, countless Li Guohua.
The largest massacre of mankind is the rape of Fang Siqi, the aggressor disguised as the perpetrator of love, cruelly hurting many children. Si Qi in the book has experienced that kind of thing when she is so young, it is the most beautiful stage for girls, full of yearning for the future, full of expectations for the world, but it has become the target of some people. Is it the injustice of the world? Why did so many people choose SiQi impartially?
A 13-year-old child, who does not understand anything, who has not yet touched the world, does not understand rejection, does not understand what this is, only understands that this is what the teacher taught her, the task that must be completed, although the psychology is a little uncomfortable, but in her consciousness, the teacher's task must be completed, the teacher is a sacred profession, it is precisely because of Si Qi's idea, it is understood by people with hearts.
What is the reason for this kind of thing? Siqi in the book has hinted to her parents, but her parents' answers make Siqi understand that her parents are absent from this class forever. At that time, although Si Qi was helpless but helpless, it was obviously not her who was wrong, but it was she who complained in the end. Obviously, it was the fault of the abuser, but in the end, it became the fault of the victim.
Si Qi was very heartbroken, how beautiful literature was for her, but now someone was "taking it for granted" in the name of literature, and the balance in her heart suddenly could not be balanced. On the one hand, there is the literature and art of longing, and on the other hand, there is the teacher who commits violence. Coupled with the incomprehension of her parents, Si Qi suffered from severe depression, and once she could not go to school because of her illness, and dropped out of school at home.
It is said that good people will have good rewards, and bad people will eventually bear the punishment they deserve, but the reality is. The perpetrators still exist, still teaching and educating people in the name of teachers... Countless Siqi are still being born frequently. I would like to ask: Why are such bad people not punished, and why can they still teach and educate people? Shouldn't I go to jail?
Li Guohua in the novel still exists, and the author has also sued, but not only failed, but also was bitten back.
We can only avoid the "dark side" of this world as much as possible, because he has always existed.