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Ruan Lingyu once played the last scene of "New Woman", crying and shouting "I want to live!" I want to live! ”。
But for her, she failed to become such a new woman, in the face of the oppression of reality, she could not shout, she could only bear it. Ruan Lingyu's short and splendid life, and her love history that she tried to complete but has not been able to complete, reminds me of Lu Xun's novel "Injury", in which he said this:
I would like to have a so-called ghost, if there is a so-called hell, then, even in the midst of the roar of the winds of iniquity, I will seek out my son, speak my regrets and sorrows to my face, and ask for her forgiveness; otherwise, the poisonous flames of hell will surround me and violently burn out my regrets and sorrows. ——Lu Xun's famous speech
Lu Xun had such an enlightenment, but Tang Jishan, who directly caused Ruan Lingyu to commit suicide, probably did not have such guilt, for him, the death of a Ruan Lingyu, but it was a moment of sadness, and there would be the next Zhang Lingyu and Wang Lingyu appearing next to his pillow, just like Tang Jishan's previous lover Zhang Zhiyun, but also ruthlessly abandoned.
The cause of Ruan Lingyu's death, after 60 years late and the truth was revealed, let people see the faces of the three men in the world who can abandon love for lust, money, fame and fortune.
I can't help but sigh, the difference between men and women in the emotion, is really too strong, and I wrote this Ruan Lingyu article today, but also hope to give the women who love the moth to put out the fire a wake-up call, there is no faith in the world called: love! Because love has a expiration period, the only thing worth cherishing in this life is yourself.
<h1 class="pgc-h-arrow-right" data-track="1" > the death of the original family, it is a yin and yang error, but it is dark and bright. </h1>
Ruan Lingyu was born in a poor family, her father was a worker in The Asia Oil Stack in Pudong, Shanghai, due to years of overwork, when she was 6 years old, her father suffered from tuberculosis and died, she had to come to the Zhang family with her mother as a servant, her mother was a rare thoughtful person in that era, she always stressed that her daughter should go to school, so Ruan's mother insisted on letting her go to school no matter how hard she was. But the only requirement was that she should not expose herself as a maid's child at school, or she would be easily looked down upon.
So such a ding-dong, on the contrary, contributed to her natural compassionate personality, and cowardly obedience, just formed her temperament of delicate and mournful, just like the Zhang family fell sister Lin, at that time the fourth son of the Zhang family, Zhang Damin, was so infatuated with the 16-year-old Ruan Lingyu.
Zhang Damin is worthy of being a child from a big family, received a Western education when he was a student, and was deeply influenced by the May Fourth school tide, so the concept of class hierarchy in the family was completely useless to him, so he never discriminated against the daughter of his maid. But Ruan Lingyu had a deep inferiority and conceit in her heart, and at the beginning of her pursuit of him, she rejected it from the heart. She did not want to climb this unattainable branch, but at this time, Zhang Damin was romantic and enthusiastic, and his body exuded irresistible love hormones.
He not only stayed at the school gate every day to pick up and drop off school, but also took care of Ruan Lingyu's mother at home, and from time to time stuffed money subsidies. In the process of growing up without father's love, Ruan Lingyu could not resist this sudden care from the opposite sex. Her mother also tapped her for considering using marriage to change her origins.
It didn't take long for Ruan Lingyu and Zhang Damin to become a pair of sweet little lovers, but the paper could never contain the fire, when their love affair was learned by the Zhang family, the Zhang family's parents strongly opposed their comings and goings, after all, the Zhang family is a big family in Shanghai, how can they tolerate the future daughter-in-law being a maid?
In an era when the door was still on the right side, this was definitely a family misfortune. But Zhang Damin was a stupid boy, he refused to listen to his parents, and even felt that he was making a revolution, so he was still arrogant at the beginning, took Ruan Lingyu and his mother out of the Zhang family, and came to elope in the name of a beautiful name.
I have to secretly admire Zhang Damin at this time, he really loves Ruan Lingyu, and even has the courage to fight against the whole world for love. I think that instead of me, I can't resist such love, and Zhang Damin himself is also a brother of the Fei Gongzi, a talented person who is born with a flow of affection, so Ruan Lingyu fell in love with such a person at the age when the love dou first opened, and it is not a look away.
Just being born as a human being, no one can guarantee that it will not be contaminated with dust and will remain unchanged. Especially after entering the society and being contaminated with various habits of the world, Zhang Damin was still obsessed with the lights and wine outside, and the love he thought was the beautiful white lotus in his heart, but he could not get out of the mud without staining.
Life is not only love, but also trivial chai rice oil and salt, and day after day superposition. Zhang Damin initially relied on some pocket money secretly stuffed by his mother to survive, because Ruan Lingyu was still in school at this time, and Ruan's mother also did some odd jobs to subsidize the family.
However, these still can't let him live back to the life of his brother, just as the so-called poor couple Pepsi lamented, there was a conflict between love and survival, and he chose to escape. He went outside to find comfort under the lights of the world of flowers and flowers, and gradually became addicted to gambling. He can't pull down his face to do the bottom work, and wants to continue to enjoy life, and gradually loses confidence in life and love, and ruan Lingyu also changes from intimacy to indifference. He regretted it.
At this time, Ruan Lingyu cherished their relationship with each other and was grateful for his efforts, and had to drop out of school, taking into account the society to find a job to bear his burden and bitterness. I have to say that Ruan Lingyu is a kind woman.
I don't know if love is a fulfillment or a destruction. For Ruan Lingyu, this happened to be a turning point in her life.
At that time, the famous director Bu Wancang was preparing to shoot the movie "Nominal Couple", and the original heroine was his own lover - Zhang Zhiyun. There's also an episode here.
If it were not for the fact that during the preparation of this film, his lover was interfered with by the tea merchant Tang Jishan, he would not have recruited a heroine. At this time, Bu Wancang can be described as a disappointment in the love field. On the other hand, Tang Jishan boasted that Haikou took Zhang Zhiyun into Hollywood.
Men are the most able to impress women with fame and fortune, and Zhang Zhiyun left Bu Wancang and threw himself into Tang Jishan's arms. But it is this opportunity that brings infinite vitality to Ruan Lingyu, who is in need of a job.
Therefore, Zhang Zhiyun and Ruan Lingyu are inextricably linked, which is really a cut and chaos. Their life trajectory is always implicated back and forth, as if it were a kind of fate.
The person who recommended Ruan Lingyu was Zhang Damin's eldest brother Zhang Huichong, who was a first-line actor under the company at that time, and had also seen Ruan Lingyu's small family Jasper, so he was happy to make a personal love for his brother, and both sides fell well. He recommended Ruan Lingyu to Bu Wancang for an audition.
On the day of her audition, Bu Wancang was very impetuous, because he interviewed dozens of actresses in a row, and he couldn't get into his eyes. Maybe at this time, he only had Zhang Zhiyun's ten thousand styles in his heart, and no one was her. Only ruan Lingyu's appearance made his eyes light up. It can be seen that Ruan Lingyu at that time was indeed beautiful and considered a leader in the world.
She is full of feminine charm in every move, or feminine or pure, or mournful or agile. In short, he decided that the heroine was her. Sure enough, "Nominal Couple" made Ruan Lingyu a hit, and her career may have come too smoothly, and since then it has been out of control like a hanging.
Such fame makes Ruan Lingyu not only look up to the famous directors and want to dig up corners. At the same time, it is also looked at by all kinds of rich businessmen and remembered in their hearts. Among them is Tang Jishan, which is an afterword.
<h1 class="pgc-h-arrow-right" data-track="1" > strangers like jade: she debuted at the age of 16, attracting countless "peach blossom branches". </h1>
Ruan Lingyu starred in several movies in a row, among which in "Goddess" she played a woman who fell into the wind and dust, in order to survive, she had to endure humiliation while being cold and lonely, charming, and charming, while soliciting customers. In this film, she uses her inner drama to express the discrimination against women in the old society at that time, and the strong sense of struggle as a woman's heart that desires to break free from this worldly bondage and obtain personal dignity.
In another film, she played a good family woman in the blink of an eye, gentle and virtuous, full of maternal love, and quiet as a virgin. Let people completely immerse themselves in her loving expression.
Before that, Ruan Lingyu had no children at all, let alone this experience, so in the documentary of Ruan Lingyu played by Maggie Cheung, we saw Maggie Cheung swooping in the snow and feeling the painful life experience, which was the sacrifice that Ruan Lingyu made to experience life.
In the film "Gadgets", she challenges herself again, and does not hesitate to use the image of self-destruction to interpret a mother who gradually went mad after losing her daughter in the war and suffering from traumatic sequelae. This kind of breakthrough is not easy for a young girl of a wonderful age. But she brought the mother to life and won the loyal support of many female fans. So much so that after her death, two women also committed suicide and went with her.
She excels at immersing herself in the film, and her emotionally out-of-control interpretation seems to bring every role to life. This made the companies and directors she worked with full of admiration for her.
Ruan Lingyu was almost perfect in the eyes of everyone at that time, because the movie at that time was still a silent film, there was no sound polish, and could only rely on body language and expressions to convey emotions. But no matter how big the age span is and what the role experience is, Ruan Lingyu can accurately express it and be meticulous.
Ruan Lingyu seems to be an angel given by God to The early Chinese film industry, and she is infused with the soul of an "actor". However, this does not mean that in that era, such a good woman lived as transparently and freely. Even more so, she could not get out of certain dramatic plots.
<h1 class="pgc-h-arrow-right" data-track="1" > "nominal marriage" leads to the lack of love - Ruan Lingyu defected to Tang Jishan</h1>
In the days of successful career, everyone saw ruan lingyu's superficial brilliance, but few people knew that her love was so unbearable.
16-year-old Ruan Lingyu
Before Zhang Damin's father had died, Zhang Damin invited the nameless Ruan Lingyu to attend the funeral, and Ruan Lingyu was excited at the time, and she saw this as a recognition. As a result, when she arrived at the Zhang family, she was counted down by Zhang Mu without a nose and no face, and she was ashamed and expected Zhang Damin to say a word for her, and as a result, on that occasion, Zhang Damin could not open anything.
However, after returning, he uncharacteristically proposed to Ruan Lingyu, who was still ecstatic at first, and later learned that it was to obtain the property of the Zhang family. Love becomes a deal in Ruan Lingyu's heart, and at this time Ruan Lingyu is already able to support Zhang Damin on her own strength, so she kills and does not agree to such a marriage proposal
However, Zhang Damin eventually got the family property he deserved after his mother's death. He even began to gamble even more wildly, and in the gap between Ruan Lingyu's outings to shoot, lingering in the wind and moon, these Ruan Lingyu were also hiding. It's just that they have not been bound by a marriage certificate, in order to make this family look like a complete family, Ruan Lingyu adopted a daughter named Xiao Yu, which made this family seem to have some kind of fulcrum.
Ruan Lingyu not only responded to Zhang Damin's needs, but also often brought back gifts for him, and even turned a blind eye to him all day long with the dancers. But that doesn't mean she's strong enough. Her bottomless accommodation was exchanged for his bottomless progress. At this time, she was vulnerable and met the second man in her life.
This man is the tea merchant Tang Jishan, who was mentioned earlier, who stirred up Zhang Zhiyun's love affair with Bu Wancang. The reason why Bu Wancang did not have the ability to compete with Tang Jishan was because Tang Jishan also had the identity of the majority shareholder of Lianhua Pictures. What made Tang Jishan remember Ruan Lingyu was a party that she attended with Zhang Zhiyun.
He likes the new and tired of the old, he fell in love with Ruan Lingyu at first sight, and Zhang Zhiyun, who had already been obtained by his side, became a sticky rice grain on his clothes. Tang Jishan is a veteran of the love scene, he inquired about Ruan Lingyu's background, and knew that behind the bright lone lamp in front of people was Ruan Lingyu's cold and loveless heart.
So this veteran of the love scene began a set of strategic pursuits for Ruan Lingyu, he not only greeted the warmth and warmth on weekdays, all kinds of valuable gifts, but also often ran from Shanghai to Hangzhou to the set to take care of Ruan Lingyu and the crew. However, all this is not a big deal, tang Jishan knows that it is not easy for Ruan Lingyu to leave her first love Zhang Damin and leave the distorted home.
He even promised Ruan Lingyu to make a break with his wife in his hometown, and cut off the water with all the previous love affairs. Since then, she has only been spoiled. To this end, he also cleverly bought a small three-storey bungalow to give her a warm home.
He also carefully designed the entire bungalow, the living room is on the first floor, and the second floor is his and Ruan Lingyu's studio and bedroom. The third floor also warmly arranged a sleeping room and a living room for her mother and adopted daughter Xiaoyu. And there is a garage in front and a courtyard in the back, which is completely in line with the mood of the mother-in-law. It can be said that at this stage, this man's investment in Ruan Lingyu is also fully devoted.
He even affectionately called Ruan Lingyu's mother "Mom", and would also hold Xiaoyu together to enjoy the heavens. However, all this is still like a mirage, too dreamy to allow her marital security.
<h1 class="pgc-h-arrow-right" data-track="1" > love is a fool's dream, what is the right thing to do as a human being?
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Tang Jishan's wife was not in the countryside, but a powerful and wealthy family far away in Guangdong, and all his achievements were due to his wife. Therefore, in terms of grace and profit, he could not let go.
And all this was already seen through by Zhang Zhiyun, who was the first to talk to him, and wrote a letter to warn Ruan Lingyu:
Ruan Lingyu, who has not been hurt after the storm, is still naïve, she was overwhelmed by love at that time, and her heart was looking forward to waiting for Tang Jishan's marriage with a sincere heart.
On the other hand, Zhang Damin got a parting letter from Ruan Lingyu when he was in Fujian, and when he rushed back to Shanghai, he had already gone to the empty building. In order to get revenge, he ran to Ruan Lingyu's new home to make trouble, but everything was difficult to recover.
In order to get rid of Zhang Damin's entanglement, Ruan Lingyu finally signed a breakup agreement with Zhang Damin with the support of Tang Jishan and Zhang Damin, drafted by a lawyer. In this way, Zhang Damin could not publicly announce his past with Ruan Lingyu.
However, Zhang Damin was not a good person, and after he got the money, he returned to Fujian to continue to squander gambling, originally he also had a fat allowance of the tax bureau, and the salary plus compensation was enough for him to live well for the rest of his life. However, he was defeated after all. So he naturally thought of Ruan Lingyu, who could make him emotionally blackmail.
He came to Ruan Lingyu several times, and he took a lot of money before and after, but even then he was still not satisfied. You will never fill a gambler's pit, and after he was again rejected by Ruan Lingyu, he thought of taking Ruan Lingyu to court for "theft".
It turned out that when Ruan Lingyu moved out of Shanghai, she sold his relevant clothes and property without informing him, but in fact, there was no value at all, and Ruan Lingyu had bought it for him. But this problem is real, so Ruan Lingyu has been saddled with various stigmas, and Zhang Damin also announced Ruan Lingyu's past private life in front of reporters.
The more I care, the more I can't hide. Ruan Lingyu's originally brilliant personality suddenly collapsed, and even included the lover relationship with Tang Jishan, which also became the talk of people after tea and dinner. Such a thing made Tang Jishan also very upset. He had already had some taboos about Ruan and Zhang's broken thread, and now he had not escaped a commotion.
Since then, Tang Jishan has controlled Ruan Lingyu's entry and exit life at every turn, and even gradually began to abuse her domestically. So much so that they do not shy away from their daughters and mothers. All this made Ruan Lingyu feel pessimistic.
At this time, the appearance of another director, Cai Chusheng, should have been a straw to redeem Ruan Lingyu, but it did not expect to indirectly become the last straw that crushed her.
Ruan Lingyu has always longed to give the world a perfect persona, she strives to play her illusory role in life, but only forgets to live a self.
<h1 class="pgc-h-arrow-right" data-track="1" > ambiguity is also a weapon to hurt people. </h1>
Cai Chusheng has long admired Ruan Lingyu's name, and he once invited her to star in his "New Woman", because the film is based on the real incident of the suicide of a woman named "Ai Xia" in his reality. The reason why Cai Chusheng found Ruan Lingyu was that he felt that there were many similar experiences between the two of them, and he must be able to achieve empathy.
In the entanglement with Tang Jishan and Zhang Damin, communication with Cai Chusheng is the only time Ruan Lingyu can breathe. Because the two have empathy, naturally the two hearts are also close in conversation, so she can also more successfully interpret the emotions and thoughts that Cai Chusheng wants her to express, this drama is undoubtedly successful, but it has become the first film she longs to become a new woman, and it has also become the last film in her life.
Ruan Lingyu did not enter the world of new women after all, nor did she get out of the shackles of her own concept of hierarchy after all, of course, there was her original desire to retain her share of "the essence of the essence and the return of the original".
She once asked Cai Chusheng if he could take her away and leave Hong Kong to stay away from this trouble. However, Cai Chusheng not only had a family and a lover, but also did not dare to compete with Tang Jishan. In the end, he missed the opportunity to save Ruan Lingyu in the end. Say men are cowardly? Not completely, but if you just want to be ambiguous and don't want to be responsible, don't provoke her.
As for Tang Jishan, Ruan Lingyu committed suicide on the night of suicide because she once again suffered from Tang Jishan's domestic violence and took three bottles of sleeping pills to commit suicide. But Tang Jishan did not send her to a reliable hospital at the first time, missing the opportunity for treatment. After Ruan Lingyu's death, In order to preserve her reputation, Tang Jishan even forged two suicide notes to clear herself of her crimes.
Later, according to the historian Shen Huan, who has studied Ruan Lingyu for many years, in fact, the real suicide note was preserved and published in the hands of Tang Jishan's next lover, and it turned out that as early as the end of being with Ruan Lingyu, Tang Jishan fell in love with another female star surnamed Liang. Therefore, he was even more indifferent and violent to Ruan Lingyu. This is the reason why Ruan Lingyu is inferior and remorseful, and she can't get out.
In Ruan Lingyu's suicide note, it is written: Ji Shan, without your infatuation, without you beating me that night, I probably wouldn't have done it! After I die, some people will say that you are a demon who plays with women, let alone that I am a woman without a soul. But, at that time, I am no longer alive, so you can suffer it yourself! The weaving clouds of the past, the me of today, who will be tomorrow? I think you know it yourself. I'm dead, I don't dare to hate you, I hope you treat your mother and little girl well. And Lianhua owes me 2,050 yuan for the labor, please pay for raising them, and please take care of them carefully, because they are the only ones you can rely on! Without me, you can do what you love. I'm happy.
Ruan Lingyu died at the age of 25. It is the time when the wind is flourishing and enjoying youth, and this early flower is crushed by people's words and vain love, and she has not been able to achieve her new woman's pursuit after all, or perhaps, in the lost way of love, she can't see the world of that person at all.
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