The previous year's lockdown due to the epidemic, coupled with the difference in local policies, I am afraid that when I return to my hometown, I will not be able to return to Beijing for a while and a half. He did not go back that year, and he also responded to the call of the motherland. There is less of the unique "hurry" and "wind and fire" of returning home for the New Year. The moment became much easier, time slowed down, life also slowed down, although some lonely, but there is still an inexplicable sense of comfort.
But 'the good times are not long', and when they are idle, people like to look forward to the future or recall the past. Looking around this 13-square-meter small single room, from the time I rented a house with my parents in junior high school, I have also had two or three moving experiences, and now my parents have returned to their hometown to enjoy retirement. And my experience of north drifting is nothing remarkable except for the increase in the number of moves.
There was a large cardboard box under the bed, which I had asked the Blue Rhino Mover master during the last move, and I had prepared it deliberately. It contains the 'rags' in the eyes of others, but it is what I cherish the most. Whenever I see this cardboard box, I have some regrets, and many items with memories have not yet had time to be packed together, and they have passed away with various situations when moving.
I once had a tin box of cookies filled with cards sent inside the noodles and some 4WD parts. It was when I was in elementary school, and I ate it with the hard work of the same table. Even because of these small toys and other class classmates, in order to put together a set of robots, the boys in the class were really united at that time. However, now my memory has become more and more blurred, and the appearance and names of the friends who participated in it have gradually begun to be unrecognizable. I only know that a few years ago, because the newly rented house was too small to take away many things, and in the case of that time, I had to throw away a lot of things, including 'it'.
I used to have two albums, one already filled with photographs and the other less than a third. The few books contain photos of every spring trip, autumn trip or other school activity in middle and high school. Huayang Spring Day, groups of three or five, playing in the Fragrant Mountain, playing in the Botanical Garden, playing in the Hongluo Temple is the most lingering scene. However, as we enter society, as the pressure increases, and with the hasty move, it is left in the corner of a rental house. I tried desperately to think about it, only to find that I had put it in a pile of books and abandoned it. My fond memories of that period also began to be partially missing, and gradually became blurred. Maybe when someone sees it again, it will evoke the same memory as me, but I will never have it again.
I initially seemed to have another one...,I discarded a lot of items that I can still remember, and maybe there are many things that are meaningful to me that I can no longer remember.
In recent years, due to the popularity of "breaking away". By claiming to throw away useless things, people's distractions seem to be less. Once upon a time I threw away a lot of things for this. But as you get older, you will find that the items that you feel useless and throw away at the time are never distractions, but the exclusive memories that you will not give up the most in the future.
The friends who have accompanied me through every stage of my life are my memories, and I may also be embellished with their fun in their memories. There is still a connection in the dark. And now that there is no proof of 'them', I think we will slowly die out in each other's stories as well."
If conditions permit, I would prefer to keep them all guarded, and the cardboard box that I specially asked master Blue Rhino is like this, and in the future, I will keep it with them and not be separated again.