"I want to live in the shallow, ready to disappear."
It is hard to imagine that such a depressed and non-mainstream word is from the mouth of Li Shi. Li Zhiqi, there are many evaluations of him on the Internet: "pseudo Wenqing", "Comic", "Straight male cancer", "Circle money dick silk"...
Li Shi lives in these labels, and enjoys himself, contrary to the funeral culture he spreads, Li Shi's appearance often brings laughter, as long as he appears on the screen, it is a smile, a pair of small eyes flashing thief light, is always crooked and upturned corners of the mouth.
Usually, it is difficult for everyone to associate Li Shi with the word "profound", including himself, and he has also repeatedly said: "I don't want to be profound, I hate that thing, I just want to live in shallowness." ”
"I like stable metropolises, I like to open my phone to order takeout, I enjoy this, so I say I'm cowardly." I'm really enjoying this era. ”
However, it is such a Li Birthday, when he was just a fledgling, he was a down-to-earth "literary and artistic youth", from "there is truth in the world" to "the world is not worth it", what did Li Birthday experience?
In 1989, Li Shi, who prides himself on liking stable metropolises, was born in the capital Beijing... Just to the north, Xilinhot, Inner Mongolia. Later, according to himself, the place where he grew up was actually more remote, in Chagan Nolt, a town 300 kilometers away from Xilinhot, built out of thin air because of the discovery of caustic soda in grassland exploration.
Li Cheng's original name was Li Ruichao, a name that didn't sound so absurd and funny, and the young Li Shi was like his name, not funny, ordinary and introverted.
Because of living in the mining area, the water source is polluted, the residents want to get clean drinking water, can only wait for someone to transport from other places every week, and this also caused Li Tian's tooth dysplasia, its own image has been damaged to a certain extent, to make matters worse, when he was a child, Li Shi was chubby, was a rounded player, and the kindergarten period was the smallest in the class, who wanted to bully him, in The words of Li Shi, at that time, he was an air bag.
This situation improved a lot in elementary school, Li Shi had a mother who was a leader and teacher in the school, with the disciplined Li Shi, the grades improved, he took the first place several times, and his life in school became arrogant.
Probably born "freak", Li Tian, who felt that learning was not difficult, slowly lost interest in learning, and his own description was "too simple", so he arrived at high school, entered the rebellious period of Li Shi, and began his own transformation.
In the 1980s, it was an era of abundant "Wenqing" and "Angry Youth", Han Han was one of them, and So was Li Shi.
Reading Milan Kundera, listening to "Magic Rock Three Masters", learning others to play rock and roll, watching Wang Shuo and Watching Wang Xiaobo one after another, Li Shi reveled in his own spiritual world, became a faction of his own, and enjoyed the feeling of maverick and loneliness.
At that time, Li Shi was a standard "literary and artistic youth".
As a province in the north of China, Inner Mongolia in the hinterland of the mainland, no matter which aspect of the new things to receive, is always slower than most other regions, obviously almost into the "post-90s" group of Li Shi, in his adolescence to live like an angry youth in the early eighties.
The rebellion in high school is always to get "retribution", and Li Tian, who feels that learning is not difficult or interesting, failed the college entrance examination for the first time. However, at first, he could feel that learning was too simple, Li Shi also had two brushes, and when he re-read it again, he passed a line, which was somewhat of versailles.
Li Tian's examination is the South China Agricultural University in Guangzhou, which is far away in the southern tip of China, which brings Li Shi a different freshness and excitement, and his sense of lag isolated by the space has given him a special feeling of being out of place, during the university, Li Shi continued to enjoy the loneliness of Wenqing style, while also maintaining the "disdain" of the surroundings, lonely and lazy, and gradually became the background of Li Shi's personality.
At the 2021 "SpitTing Conference", Yi Lijing "scared" Li Tian on the stage in a very sharp way: "You may not know that Li Shi and I are former colleagues, when he was an intern at Southern Weekend, I was the senior chief writer there, but we did not meet." ”
As Yi Lijing said, Li Shi, who was in his third year, chose to intern at Southern Weekend, when he still retained the Qinggao of the Wenqing style, advocated spiritual freedom, pursued the moral high ground, and tried to change the world - the complete Wenqing-style thinking.
However, Li Shi's literature and art is a kind of literature and art that is either black and white, a kind of literature and art that will completely retreat when it is hit, and there is a kind of destructive determination.
What made Li Shi change from "Wenqing" to "Di Si" was actually a very inconspicuous little thing. At that time, the two reporters who worked with Li Shi inadvertently talked about the content in a small talk, let Li Shi listen to it, and the two people were talking about buying tickets for the Spring Festival, of which the reporter said that he was running the Spring Festival Entrance, and he could use his position to leave two sheets for each other, and there was no need to worry about not being able to buy them.
At that time, Li Shi had no money, and he needed to queue up to buy tickets, and like the majority of people who snatched tickets, he risked not being able to buy tickets. It was at this moment that Li Shi suddenly felt that being a journalist was nothing more than that, perhaps in his mind, the reporter was a group of infinitely noble people, the embodiment of moral crystallization, and suddenly he felt that he could not change the world, so it was better to simply join the way this world operates and become one of them.
Since then, Li Shi began to dislike deeply, he was still reading, but he no longer admired grandeur, and even began to look down on intellectuals in his heart, and he began to deconstruct grandeur.
This is a kind of resolute and complete defection, in Li Tian's world, it seems that there are only positive and negative sides, either absolute spiritual purity, or "complicity" with the world.
Li Shi once used "I have a price" to describe himself, when he mentioned this, he took a predecessor he met in Ogilvy as an example, Li Shi believed that the other party had the unique simple temperament of literary and artistic youth, and could always sincerely believe in beauty, responsibility and morality in this world, but he thought that he did not, he was a person who "had a price" in the secular world.
Once Li Birthday had no price when there was no price, he began to write things in college, write paragraphs, Weibo just rose at that moment, his paragraphs were welcomed by many people, there were advertisers to find him, a piece of content 1500 pieces, Li Birthday could not see, felt that his text can be measured by money, rejected.
"Silly", looking back now, Li Tian summed it up, and Li Shi after "not stupid" began to truly invest in fame and fortune.
In 2012, Oriental Satellite TV's "Tonight's Post-80s Talk Show" program was launched, and Wang Zijian, who was in the limelight at the time, sat in the seat, and Li Shijingren introduced him to this program and wrote a paragraph for Wang Zijian.
Because the paragraph is well written and coincides with the rise of the Internet development, China's youth groups enthusiastically and cheerfully embrace this newly emerged program that brings them infinite excitement, and Li Shi is also on fire.
At that time, Wang Jianguo, and later Chi Zi, Cheng Lu, Si Wen and others, were the people who formed the mainstream team of Chinese talk shows today.
After two years of struggle, Li Tian, who has accumulated some fame and experience, began to re-examine the world, he saw what he could be magnified in himself, constantly deconstructed the grand, and deconstructed the world with sharp spit, but let Li Shi create another cultural atmosphere, which is the birth of "funeral culture".
Li Shi felt that he could make this trait of his own into a business.
In 2014, Shanghai Xiaoguo Culture Media Co., Ltd. was established. Two years later, Li Published his first collection of works, Laughing Fields.
When Li Shi looked at the world with a simple and stubborn high, the world did not respond to it, and when Li Shi thought that he had seen through the world, he had achieved great success.
From the perspective of the former literary and artistic youth, he complained about the cognition of the world, so that Li Shi won the title of "sobriety in the world".
The phrase "the world is not worth it" has become a popular phrase all over the Internet.
Li Shi's sobriety and screw-up have been constantly appearing in his life, which is concentrated in his attitude towards marriage.
In 2018, Li Shi married his girlfriend Black Tail Sauce.
Don't look at the name black tail sauce, the Japanese style is full of style, but she is an authentic Sichuan girl, formerly known as Chen Dian, who was a classmate of the People's Liberation Army Art Academy with Xu Lu, Yang Yang, and Internet celebrity Xia Xia.
Black Tail Sauce is a bold style and a cheerful personality, and it is said that when he was with Li Shi, the other party said: "I can't give you anything but happiness." Li Shi's "frustrated" expression did not scare away the black tail sauce, and she replied without caring: "I don't want anything but happiness." ”
Just by looking at this "two hundred and five" style, you know how black tail sauce and Li Shi can get along. The two people never cook together, Li Said that their family does not even have a pot, only order takeaway, they agree that life can not waste precious time on cooking and such things.
At that time, a guest on the same show asked: "What if eating takeout is not healthy?" ”
Li Shi replied: "I pay more attention to the quality of life than the length, my dream is to eat delicious food, fat and short life." ”
Look, the mode of getting along between two people, who can say that it is not a kind of "human love"?
However, this romance, catalyzed by time, soon became a human awakening. In 2018, Li Tian revealed in the program that he may be getting married, but Li Tian, who said the news, did not have the joy and expectation that the new person was about to enter the marriage hall, but was "full of frustration", as if he had been arranged for a political marriage.
He said: "I may be getting married, people who know me can see that it is not so voluntary, marriage this thing, I think most people do not want to understand, just one day, a good time, as if it is going to get married, it was kidnapped, well, the parents urged you, my girlfriend is actually ignorant, I asked her why she wants to get married, she said she didn't know, almost married." ”
Just as Li Shi didn't care about whether he married or not, he didn't care about whether he would divorce in the future, and he knotted with an attitude of indifference, and maybe one day he would divorce with an attitude of indifference. For the original license, Li Shi only explained: "Just go back to my hometown, there is time to pull the certificate." ”
It is difficult to say that this is not a kind of "sobriety on earth", probably no couple will have such a calm attitude in front of the public, and open their hearts that they do not yearn for or expect from married life.
Now, more than two years later, Li Shi and Black Tail Sauce frequently spread divorce news, a moment is the company cancellation, a moment is the social dynamics empty, for this news, the public still maintains a rather calm attitude, after all, a pair of sober to the marriage before the prediction of the day of divorce couples, if they really divorce, probably people will only say a word:
"Oh, that's it."
epilogue
The absurdity and warmth of Li Shi's body are very prominent, he is certainly not a perfect person, and even as he said to Chi Zi, Li Shi is not even a "good person".
Picture note: Li Birthday in the headline encyclopedia materials
Many of his interviews have unreservedly exposed his selfishness to the world, such as he just wants to live selfishly safe and comfortable, such as he doesn't want to think about responsibilities in marriage and only wants to selfishly enjoy the moment, for example, he also has selfish compromise changes for the sake of ratings, however, as he once said:
"The world is maintained by 'selfish' people like me, who live 'selfishly' like this, but we do not harm others, the world can function, and it is precisely these, for some so-called grand causes, for some lofty goals, to recklessly sacrifice others, to sacrifice other cats, frequently plunging our world into fire." 」
The world will not remember Li Tian's cowardice, and what makes Li Shi shine is his seemingly depressed, but enough beautiful "human sobriety".
Author: Black Cat