My name is Shi Yan, the first time I fell in love was in the second year of college, in the process of friendship with the brother class, I met my first love boyfriend, he was shrewd and capable, gushing at the party, was the ideal boyfriend in my mind, after the party, he invited me to eat chutney, we talked very speculatively, just like that, we were together.
After graduation, we had plans to get married, but my parents did not agree, the boyfriend's family is from the countryside, or from the province, far away, my parents are reluctant to let me go, but I don't care about these, I just want a person who loves me, once, my mother asked me for my boyfriend's phone, I thought my mother figured it out. My mom talked to my boyfriend on the phone for about an hour that night, and I didn't know what they were talking about, and the next day, my boyfriend left the city in a huff.
It turned out that my mother told him that she had found a good in-law for me, and told my boyfriend not to pestering me anymore, oh my god, my parents broke us up hard, and my boyfriend gambled and went directly to the province to develop. The year after graduation, I worked in a public institution, this year I was depressed, from time to time the figure of my first love will appear in my mind, I called him, but he has changed the number. Later, at the repeated urging of my parents, I met my current husband, who said that he was not good or bad, and anyway, life was so plain.
Now, I have a 3-year-old good son, and the family lives happily. Originally I thought I had forgotten my first love boyfriend, I didn't expect that at the class reunion in June, I met him, when we looked at each other, there was no word, the atmosphere was a little awkward, it turned out that he had returned to the city where I was developing, and it was not bad, now he was the head of their company here, had his own team, he and his wife were separated from each other, after the party, he asked me to go shopping, saying that he had not seen each other for many years.
On the street, we told each other about their experiences over the years, we seemed to have found the feeling of first love when we were 20 years old, his hand unconsciously wrapped around my waist, I did not refuse, just like this, I fell into his arms again, I know that I did not do right, I know that we all have our own families, but I just can't control my feelings, this underground love has been more than half a year, I have also thought about giving up my current family and being with him again, but I have no courage, leaving me and reluctant to leave, on the one hand is a lover On the one hand, family, who can tell me how I should choose?