What exactly does a person go through? At the beginning, I told everyone that this is a suicide note, I don't know what kind of mood I am in after reading this book, but my heart can not be calm for a long time, this book is good to mourn, to be lost until you feel that life is so difficult, I want to leave, I want to leave forever. But this book gives you hope before you die every time, and makes you think you have to live hard.
A parent divorced, the mother brought up song yi carp alone, a cerebral infarction mother for their own paralysis song yi carp, a song yi carp abandoned by his wife, when he arranged his mother, planning to leave this world without temperature before the divorce, he created a small car accident himself, planning to see Lin Yi, the result is still the same. But he met Yu Xiaoju, a 7-year-old girl with brain cancer, during his hospitalization, and on the night he was leaving with sleeping pills, Xiaoju replaced the medicine with fudge, and when he was ready to be discharged from the hospital to find another way, Xiaoju climbed into his van.
After all sorts of things, they set off, carrying her on a journey of life to redeem each other. In order to help the owner of the restaurant and fight with the little, the concert in Wuhan was canceled, and he met his old classmate Chen Yan, the woman who understood him. And Chen Yan's assistant Qingqing went to find a boyfriend, Qingqing was injured and left, he taught a lesson himself, in fact, everyone is very bitter, each has its own suffering. Paying for Meihua to buy a wedding dress, pay for travel, and attend her wedding, the person Mihana liked died, but still didn't like Mihana, but it didn't prevent Mihana from living well with his words. Xiao Ju's mother called the police to find Xiao Ju and arrestEd Song Yi Carp, Song Yi Li saw a mother who had not slept well because her daughter had disappeared for several nights, and her mother still did her best to save Xiao Ju, even if Xiao Ju's life reached the last moment, Xiao Ju was all she had. Song Yi carp is really warm, and he took care of every little detail of the small gathering during the journey, which particularly impressed me. Xiao Ju influenced him, he also affected Xiao Ju, I think these two lonely souls have intersected, and he said at the end that this is father and daughter. Song Yili also went to see his father's mother, a person known as a grandmother, who has been living with guilt. In fact, Lin Yi just thought better, which is understandable, it can only be said that Lin Yi tried to integrate into Song Yili's life but failed.
Chen Yan said, "You are a barren grass, and when others love you a little, they are eager to take out their hearts." But you are a wild grass, what can you pull out, at most, light yourself up, let people warm their hands. ”
Chen Yan said: "If people have a reason to die, they have a reason to live." "She had her own child.
Qingqing told Song Yili: "When you have nothing, it means that what you should have has not yet arrived." Qingqing has parents who love her
Tian Meihua said: "People always have to go, since they will definitely leave, I accept." I have to live because I'm not living for every day in the past, I'm living for every day in the future. She took The Little Tree Teacher's will and lived hard
In the end, Chen Yan sang the heavenly tour group, the day before Xiaoju's surgery, Xiaoju was happy, did what he wanted to do at the end of his life, and gained everyone's heart, she was also unfortunate, so young but had to bear the pain that should not be endured. Song Yi carp has a new life, with a person who loves him, the world seems to be getting better little by little, but that angelic little gathering has left, leaving only The little gathering to accompany Song Yi carp, I think Song Yi carp should remember her for the rest of her life, there was once a little girl who pulled you out of the mud a little bit.
Author's note: Zhang Jiajia suffered from anxiety, depression, panic disorder three diseases, he said: anxiety and depression I am not afraid, bear with it. Panic disorder is really devastating, and once you have an attack, you feel a near-death process. I don't understand, for who is to accept such suffering. From that day on, I recorded the time of each near-death feeling. I read all the inexplicable heartache, the heart can not say the swelling, if Zhang Jiajia is there, I want to hug him, to cheer up to live, there are so many people like you!
