The embrace of two people turned out to be the harm of the third person

I've always liked her, but I'm getting farther and farther away from her.

I was still in school at the time, and I was already starting to like her. I sat behind her in class, and I remembered almost every day what color the clothes she was wearing were, whether she was listening carefully to the teacher's lectures or thinking about it, and she would usually go out for a walk after class, breathe, and then return to her seat.

She is also the most active one when she cleans, she is always very serious, and my good brother often tells me that she is such a good girl. If I marry her in the future, it will be the happiest thing in the world, I will smile silently, and then we will continue to do our own thing.

That summer vacation was very hot, we ended the college entrance examination, ran to different places, I was very upset why didn't I ask him which school he filled out first? Then I sure couldn't be with her anymore. Then my brother was assigned to the same school as her, and I wondered why his luck was so good.

How boring a man's life is, doing nothing on a big campus, and can hardly find anything to do except study, yet I don't have his contact information. Or because of my introverted psychology, I was embarrassed to ask for his contact information, in fact, I told myself over and over again in my heart that I must know his contact information, but in the end I missed it.

Later, I learned that it was the brothers who had met him several times after they were together, and looking at them in front of my eyes made me a little bitter.

Later, I gradually stopped seeing them and no longer contacting them, and only concentrated on doing my own thing. Maybe because of the long time without contact, i stopped thinking about her for a long time, and I felt a little more relaxed in my heart, but later when I saw them hugging at their wedding, there was still a trace of regret and sadness.