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Read "Black Goat Bonacci": how much suffering a woman has to go through to grow up

author:Book of Three Yues

Rarely read Indian literature. "Black Goat Bonacci" touches the soft place in the heart, repeated pain, writing out is release, this is the power of words.

Many good books are delayed by the title, such as this "Black Goat Bonacci", at first glance you can't guess what it is about, probably an ordinary fairy tale.

It is indeed a fairy tale, and it is estimated that children can understand it, but it is written for adults.

Fairy tales are mostly beautiful, but "Black Goat Bonacci" is beautiful and desolate, just like the life we love and can't love a lot of times.

Read "Black Goat Bonacci": how much suffering a woman has to go through to grow up

They said the picture was beautiful

A wonderful childhood

The story is a bit evocative, and the sheep have thoughts and emotions and deep love. And Bonacci is even more divine.

The old man who shepherded the sheep inexplicably got a sheep from the giant's hand. The mysterious giant said that there are many rich people like worms in fruit, but there are very few kind people, and only good people can get my treasure.

This treasure is the little black sheep Bonacci who was born only one day ago.

In the palm of her hand I saw a flower bud, her writhing figure nestled in the crook of her arm, the color of the lamb was all black, and the bright black of a beetle."

The old woman was even more distressed about her, like a precious daughter, feeding the big Bonacci in one bite, taking her everywhere she went, and even sleeping with her at night.

Wouldn't it be strange for a black goat, the author Peruma," to use a personal pronoun that is actually "she" instead of "it."

In fact, the author's "sheep" refers to women. Suddenly it hurts.

Although the days were poor, little Bonacci grew up slowly in the love of the old man and the old woman. It's also easy to feel that her life will always be so good, as happy as every girl who grew up with her parents.

Read "Black Goat Bonacci": how much suffering a woman has to go through to grow up

I am Bonacci the Black Goat

Growing up beautiful and painful

Bonacci was an orphan, she didn't have a mother, and of course she couldn't drink her mother's delicious milk like other lambs.

She was even squeezed out by other sheep, who didn't play with her, and who came up with a lot of tricks to torture her, and she isolated her, and Bonacci was particularly lonely.

Isn't it like our lonely and throbbing adolescence?

The first stirring in her life was rough and painful, and the old man did not care about The Girlish Romantic Feelings of Bonacci, and forcibly stuffed her into an old goat that she had no feelings for.

It turns out that many firsts are not as beautiful as imagined.

Bonacci's thin body was pregnant with seven lambs, and when she gave birth, she wandered several times at the ghost gate and experienced a contest between life and death. The little goat that was born was sold, and Bonacci could only sob in sorrow.

How many people's fate can be controlled by themselves?

Read "Black Goat Bonacci": how much suffering a woman has to go through to grow up

Many people have asked where this shelf came from, the gift from my son on my birthday last year

Once in a lifetime love

Bonacci has his sweetheart, a little ram named "Bovan", all white, strong and strong, and has a pair of beautiful horns.

Under the cover of palm leaves, he pressed his mouth against her mouth and gave her a deep kiss. Bonacci thought that kiss tasted so good. She hoped that Bovan would kiss her again, but he didn't move. Do you want her to stand in front of him and bring her mouth to his mouth?

But they were separated. Also, people are like duckweed, and sheep. So Bonacci began a long acacia.

Meet again, Bovan is still Bowan, and Bonacci is still Bonacci. They spent a passionate night, the happiest and sweetest moment of Bonacci's life.

It seems that in this life she came for Bovan, just for this night.

The next day, Bowan, who had been lingering all night, was sent to the altar early, and the sheepskin was shocking, and the sheep's head was hung high.

Read "Black Goat Bonacci": how much suffering a woman has to go through to grow up

When I met you

Incense disappeared

Life was hard again, Bonacci was no longer favored, and poverty made the old man unable to raise sheep and sell them.

Ever since she brought this scourge to our house, she has taken the lives of all the animals in the house, and now she wants the lives of people again."

When there is no love, even existence is a sin. They seem to have forgotten that little Bonacci loved her when she first came, but now it has become a burden and a burden that they can't shake off.

Pregnant Bonacci suffered in silence from intense hunger and unspeakable snubs, and she was helpless and had nowhere to tell.

She wanted to lie down, so she slowly bent her front legs and knelt on the ground. Suddenly, her stomach slipped to the ground, and she lost all strength. She felt that her consciousness was separating from her body.

Then, in her mind, she slowly flashed the old man who told the miracle of little Bonacci, and the old woman gently shouted "Bonacci, Bonacci's voice, and of course, Bowan's gentle eyes and deep long kisses."

Bonacci fell, and lying there was not Bonacci, but a hard stone statue.

Read "Black Goat Bonacci": how much suffering a woman has to go through to grow up

A book, a story, you and I live

There is an old legend abroad that an innocent girl is ruthlessly destroyed by the world, but her story is worshipped as a myth.

This is a hidden history of human nature, very gentle writing is very soothing to tell a very cruel story, slowly in front of you inadvertently shattered the beautiful paradise that was once built with heart.

This feeling is like the shackles of fate that cannot be broken, and it is a lingering nightmare of human nature.

The book "Bonacci the Black Goat" won the 2020 National Book Award, the Indian JCB Literature Award, and the DSC South Asian Literature Award.

This book that was inadvertently opened entered our hearts like this, like so many encounters in life, can't put it down, then pick it up, so leave this text.

Read "Black Goat Bonacci": how much suffering a woman has to go through to grow up

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