Zhang Ergun's poems
Partition wall with ears (excerpt from group poems)
Zhang Er Stick
Remembering a night in the mountains
It's been years since the cold night, but it was
Several frostbites on the body, firmly remembered
And the cluster of flames that warmed me
Still with the heartbeat, shaking, flickering
Dimming. Destined, a lifetime hovering
In the boundless snow and wind, it continued that night
The fate of hunger and cold. Like a desperate prisoner
Ancient shackles are followed. Like the ancestral weeping mourners
It follows a poignant voice. Can't get by
That night of despair, the extra night of a lifetime
It faced a bunch of campfires, carrying a vast expanse of darkness
Overnight. For the rest of my life, I am thankful
That campfire, that warmth, that ashes
More and more, more and more grace
seaside
By the sea, someone peddled jewelry and musical instruments to me
and ornaments. They use fish bones, shells
And coral refining... These come from the sea
Objects in the depths, good looking and cheap
Deep in the ocean floor, will there be none
A bustling bazaar with many things going through it
Schools of fish and shellfish, they will not also
Shipwrecks, canvases, and jewelry left behind by pirates are peddled
Even after the tsunami, those who died
A body that is carefully processed by schools of fish
Being a guest
I know that my human world is full of loopholes
Dreams are like a mirage, waking up is an endless sea market
Knowing that I was inexplicably panicked, I wouldn't
Greater than, headless flies, will not be greater
Hen on a hot griddle. What's the matter
The world is just a fragment
Days, you make up a thousand, I make up a hundred, pieced together
This faint sigh, this sigh
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You fix your eyes on it, and it's me who survives with a broken tail
It is me who wags my tail and begs for mercy
You see, the stone is me, the one who lifted the stone
It's me too. Scarred, it's still me
top
The old people gathered again in the winter square
Like a team of elderly executioners
They rose and fell, arms up
Whipping the gyroscope. In the emptiness
And on the hard earth, one heart after another
The throbbing gyroscope is spinning. whip
A sound fell, and the gyroes of joy
In the whiplash of generations
Not a single dodge, not a single one stopped
It was as if only by spinning all the time could you survive
As if there were only silence, accepting this endless
whip. The life of a gyroscope
Only deserves to be consummated
Chu Han
The snow of the Chu kingdom has melted. Han Chinese
Not yet. Soldiers in heavy armor
The two kings who were equipped with keys and repaired bicycles
Abandoned in a winter snow, shivering
Outside the chessboard, the red horse stomped on the opponent's black cannon
I don't know Wei Jin. And those scattered pawns
Useless taxis, unwilling cars... I must miss it too
The pleasure of just being picked up and put down
They must not know that they are dead
They are born and die countless times a day
Sometimes, live under the hands of the key
Sometimes, he died at the hands of a bicycle repairer
holly
Holly on the side of the road, watching us day after day
When an old man, when crossing the street
Their branches will brush together
In the middle of the road, stick out a little bit
It's like, I want to hold on
There were two passers-by, when quarreling
They will turn their heads around, like dissuasion
In the Wax moon, there are no greener plants than them
Even in the cold of the night, they are under the street lamp
Green and lush, waiting for every night returner
Every holly must be hidden
A heart for good
Pitchers have ears
Always suspicious, the partition wall has ears
I always felt that I had fangs and claws around me
And beyond the four walls, there is one
Miasma-filled forests are everywhere
Bottomless traps. Ambushed, countless bloody
Bows and arrows and dangling torches
No one knows that I have been suffering from suspicion for a long time
Like a fur-mottled twilight
Tiger, draped in one
The old clothes of the world are empty on these four walls
In the room, there was a nightmare of gain and loss
Blowing sugar man
Years ago, the air was sweet and the streets were fragrant
A child, sucked his fingers
Follow the Candy Blower. Surprised
He only needed a piece of sugar and blew it out
In the world, rare flowers, birds and animals
He also blew out the Eight Precepts of Sun Monkey and Pig
Blow out Guan LaoYe with Red Rabbit, Wu Song and Tiger
He blew myths and he also blew operas
So many grudges, sorrows and joys
From his mouth, a little
Spray out. As if, in his parched belly
Hidden deep, a universe from ancient times to the present
It was as if he were a disheveled face
But the Creator of boundless mana
Interview
Writing poetry is both accidental and inevitable
Zhang Er Stick
1. Why write poetry?
Zhang Ergun: Writing, at first, is only due to an impulse to express and confide, in order to fill the increasingly pale and empty ordinary daily life with a line of unknowable and unpredictable sentences. In order to let yourself not indulge too much in one of the unbearable dilemmas, in order to make the one who is forced and urgent to be more calm and calm, in order to be under the grinding of aging, not to be indifferent and not to worry about gains and losses. Writing and writing, discovering the writing of poetry, brought me a lot of comfort and encouragement. This consolation and encouragement is enough to make an ordinary person slowly get rid of limitations and narrowness, gradually forget his worries and timidity, and urge a person with unlimited shortcomings to begin self-reflection and give birth to love and regret...
2. What is your poetic concept?
Zhang Ergun: More often, I am in a passive environment, recording what I think and see. I have worked in the wilderness for many years, often in the wilderness, in the dark and narrow tents, in the rainy night in the wind, when I take a nap in the grass, when I shade under the trees... So, I feel like I'm a poet who walks out of my study, and almost all of my poetry is put into my own heart by the feelings of my own body, transformed into the words I want, and then presented. In writing, I also became a person who crossed the river by feeling the stones. Moreover, every poet has his own rivers and whirlpools, his own banks, his own territory that he wants to flow through, the crowds that want to nourish, the oceans that he wants to flow into... When we define all of this, we automatically generate our own poetic genealogy, poetic aesthetics, and ways of speaking. My life and flesh and blood, my weakness and short-sightedness, my dazedness and sloppiness, my clumsiness and cunning, all block me in my language, and I am doomed to become a transparent and hard diamond, a shining gold, an indomitable steel under this heavy obstacle... Maybe, I'm just a bunch of loose sand, I admit it. I guarded this loose sand of myself, slowly picking out the parts that I thought were useful, and I treasured the useful parts and then waved them out to become those poems. I longed for words to resist my short and ineffective life a little. Perhaps this resistance is ridiculous, but between ridiculous resistance and silent obedience, I only want me and all the life I have witnessed to leave a little scratch on this earthly world. Therefore, my poetic view is to solve one's own doubts in writing, to liberate one's own nature, to deconstruct one's own destiny, to explain one's own soul.
3. What does hometown and childhood mean to you?
Zhang Ergun: Probably like all rural children, my childhood was ignorant and stubborn, and I desperately longed for the world outside the village. When I grew up, I found that childhood was like a shadow and lingered. Childhood experiences and memories will also accompany us throughout our lives. Childhood forms and determines our personality, aesthetics, hobbies and even life values, etc... Throughout our lives, we have been revising the details of our childhood day by day. Perhaps, throughout our lives, we will only live under the protection of childhood, living in nightmares. Speaking of hometown, it is not as depressed as we imagined, nor is it as harmonious as in memory. It has many bad habits, many ignorances, and of course many things that warm people's hearts. Homeland is a paradoxical existence in our lives. I once described my hometown as follows: "I know that there is a group of people there who have lived a dumb and wordless life all their lives, and it is impossible to have their own words remembered and recited for the rest of their lives." Their honor and disgrace are honors and disgraces that can be ignored in an instant, and their gains and losses are gains and losses that fall into the dust. I need to write down everything I have witnessed and heard in the form that I like and am good at, and I am afraid that I, a forgetful and ordinary person, will meet people or things that are easy to be ignored and forgotten, like white clouds meet green smoke, like an ephemera meeting another group of ephemerals..." Therefore, the writing of each of us must also be deeply blessed and interfered with by childhood and hometown. It can be said that I, now, am the legacy of my childhood and hometown.
4. What is the internal relationship and correspondence between poetry and the times?
Zhang Ergun: Each of us must be deeply imprinted with the information of the times and regions. Our knowledge structure, way of thinking, values and so on are all closely related to the times in which we live. A good work of poetry should have enough strength and courage to walk through the jungle of time and space to reach a distant and strange place.
5. What is your confusion about the creation of poetry at the moment?
Zhang Ergun: My writing, and my writing ideals, is a natural barrier. I sometimes think sadly that my lifelong efforts are nothing more than the futility of a guard. My writing is often discouraged, disturbing, and even awkward. I hope that the poems I write, like a stone thrown out, will make a little ripple in the hearts of some people who read them. But I can't do it, and many works are like snowflakes on the river after all, and there is no news. Even, I myself will forget and dislike an old song. I don't know how to deal with the dilemma of "what to write, how to write". I think that since I don't have the ability to solve these confusions of my own at the moment, I might as well slow down and calm down a little, and wait for time to solve all this.
6. Experience and imagination, which one is more important?
Zhang Ergun: Experience is important, but the trade-off between experience is even more important. Imagination is important, but so is the ability to control imagination. Perhaps, experience and imagination, like the relationship between the weighing pan and the weighing pan, are indispensable. Without experience, there can be no imagination. It's like a baby who has just fallen to the ground, his experience is zero, so what is his imagination?
7. How light can poetry bear, or how much poetry cannot bear?
Zhang Ergun: It varies from person to person, and it varies from poetry to poetry. Poetry can bear everything, and when it is heavy, it can even destroy the country and rejuvenate the country in an instant, and when it is light, it is like clouds and mist.
8. What is the standard of good poetry in your heart?
Zhang Ergun: In my opinion, there should be no standard for good poetry. Every classic is a standard. Good, is good, a look at it feels good, as soon as you think of it, it is called good, a variety of good. Well, no need to attach anything else. Whether it makes you feel touched, shocked, joyful, fresh... As long as it was in that moment, it made me feel so much. Years later, that feeling is still like a spring breeze, lingering, and that's enough, it's good poetry.
9. Where can I find the new Chinese language?
Zhang Ergun: The newness I long for is a new one that has been inherited in an orderly manner, not a fragmented one, not a turn-off, not a pot or a pot to sell iron... Therefore, the new Chinese language must be hidden in the daily life visible to the naked eye, in the living and fragrant city well. We are with the ever-changing life, and we must be with the new.
10. What is the efficacy of poetry?
Zhang Ergun: What poetry can become, what is its effect. There are always people who write "heart-saving pills", there are always people who write "water forgetting love", there are always people who write "historical records", and some people write "big choruses".
11. What kind of poetry do you think needs to be wary of or opposed at the moment?
Zhang Ergun: I am worried about giving new words! It's always been.
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【Personal Profile】:
Zhang Ergun, whose real name is Zhang Changchun, was born in 1982 in Dai County, Shanxi Province, and works for the Geological Survey Bureau of Shanxi Province. He is the author of the poetry collections "The Wilderness" and "Into the Forest", and has won various literary awards. He is now a contracted writer at Wuhan University of Literature.