Today is the thirty-first day of the babies
On the day of the 13th, I received continuous calls from the neonatal department of the hospital and heard that Erbao's condition was very serious, pneumonia was very serious, and the vital signs were unstable... Suddenly my legs were uncontrolledly paralyzed, and I wondered how the situation suddenly became so serious for nearly a month, the condition had not improved, and I had repeated fevers. Serious enough that vital signs are unstable or even life-threatening?
After contacting Shenzhen Children's Hospital that night and getting a sentence from the other doctor, "The 28-week child is relatively older in our place", I was relieved, and I believed that my child would be fine after being transferred to the hospital.
I don't know if it's telepathy, I don't know if it's a thought or an extremely sad emotion. At three o'clock in the morning, I was chilling and shaking with "acute mastitis" and had a high fever of more than 40 degrees. Until about 8:00 a.m., it continued to last about 38 degrees, and when I received a call from Shenzhen, when the transfer car had left, I put on the anti-fever sticker and rushed to the hospital without stopping.
After arriving at the hospital, go through all the formalities, wait for the Shenzhen doctor's evaluation and observation of the situation of Erbao, and make the best plan for transfer. When the Doctor in Shenzhen told me that "from 9:30 a.m. to arrive at the situation of Erbao has been observed is more serious, blood pressure and blood oxygen has been unstable, to Shenzhen has an hour and a half of the journey is very dangerous, there may be unfortunate results on the road, to contact the director to rush over, the director arrived after the assessment of whether we can transfer we can start the journey, the family need to be mentally prepared"
The first time I saw the child was taken out of the stomach and hurriedly saw it, this is the second time I saw my child, so small and small, full of tubes, my heart is full of heartache and full of self-blame, it is the mother who did not protect you well! I couldn't help but shiver...
How is the distance from Dongguan to Shenzhen so far in an hour and a half! So anxious, encountered an uneven road, I see the child will shake and shake, hurry to the hospital, so that you can be less dangerous! (So happy, this is the first time with the child so close, I keep turning my head to look at the child, the mother wants to touch your little hand to tell your mother is here, don't be afraid, the mother really loves you!) )
Along the way, I prayed like heaven that I would arrive at the hospital safely!
God is providential, an hour and a half away from the destination. The moment the child was pushed into the neonatology department, I cried
I sat at the door of the neonatology department, looking at the door for a long time, a wall apart!
Until I came home after dark, I tore it off with the anti-fever sticker of the day, quietly digesting everything today. Child, you must be well, and the mother can do everything she can. It's up to you, and Mom believes you'll be home safely!!!
