Renewing The First Love "Short Story"

Renew your first love

Author Rugged

August 18, 2010

Not long ago, I heard that a male classmate had died, and Li Xiaojuan's heart was sad for a while.

He used to be more skinny than a monkey, so how can he say that death is death? It is said that when his wife urged him to get up in the morning, she found that his whole body was cold.

Doctors said he died of cerebral obstruction.

Three of his classmates had died, and he was the third. The first two classmates, one died of pulmonary heart disease, the other died in a car accident.

"Who's going to be next?" She thought involuntarily.

But she immediately "yawned" twice, and then gently slapped her mouth.

"How can you think like that?" She blamed herself.

She hopes that her classmates will all live well and live happily.

But then again, they're all in their sixties, and who knows what's going to happen tomorrow! As the age grows year by year, people die one by one. This is the law of nature, and who can resist it!

It's better to get together again, she said to herself. As soon as this thought came up, she immediately called her classmates one by one.

She arranged the meeting place in a small town resort. The small town in the south, facing the sea on three sides, has a pleasant climate, and is backed by a scenic hill.

During the day, you can chase the blue waves of the sky. In the dark of night, you can count the stars in the sky.

One

The students she gathered, except for Jin Xiaoshan, basically all arrived.

He's always been like this. When he was in school, for meetings, dances, and even dates, he would have been late every time.

If he hadn't had this bad problem, she might have been his wife for decades.

The night before graduation and leaving school, she sat on a long wooden chair in the school's small garden. Her beautiful eyes kept staring at his dorm room.

The light on his window was always on. He was reading a book. He was fascinated as soon as he read the book. Even if she shouted loudly, he would not immediately turn back.

He must have forgotten about his date with her, she dared to say. She was so angry! Forget something else, forget it. But how could he forget such an important thing?

She felt aggrieved. She herself couldn't tell why, in spite of countless suitors, she fell in love with such a stubborn nerd.

Good grades are good, but what's so great about that?

She was almost on par with him. There is a course of grades, he is still far inferior to her!

He's not handsome either.

He was extremely thin.

His body structure, except for a pair of bones, is wrapped in its skin.

He walked flutteringly, his hands without the strength of a chicken. With the help of his glasses, he could see clearly. He's also a bit hunchbacked!

The boy in the school, if he didn't have an idea about her, he must be an idiot.

Inside her drawer, she was filled with enthusiastic notes filled with scalding declarations of love.

Only he, this countryman from the Jiaodong Peninsula, faced with a beautiful woman like a flower, but he did not seem to really feel that in front of his eyes, he would often suddenly shine!

She was upset, but still sat there and waited.

When she saw that the light in his window was out, when she saw him hurrying over, she left instead.

"What does it taste like to be out of date?" She said secretly in her heart.

"Let you try it too!"

She hid behind a large tree in the distance and watched him probe his brain there.

At that moment, she actually felt that her heart was very, very happy.

She felt as if she had taken a breath of evil.

But later, she was extremely remorseful.

Her gamble actually caused her to part with him for decades.

The gatherings of his classmates had been held several times, but he refused to participate in them every time.

He used only one pretext every time: there was no time.

But this time, he readily agreed.

When he received her call, he asked who the people in the organization were. She said, "What's going on here?" It's me! He asked if you were going to go?

She tried to suppress her laughter, but in her heart she was still laughing at him: "This man is so stupid!" ”

"Bullshit! I initiated it, can I not go? ”

"Okay, I'll come." He said happily.

No wonder, he's still a bachelor! She thought, such a man, who will look up to it?

But then she smiled bitterly. Someone else can't look up to, but she still remembers it.

She suddenly felt that she was actually even more stupid than him, and that she was a real fool.

"They must all be old," she laughed bitterly.

She imagined the wrinkles on everyone's faces.

"It must all be like oak bark, crumpled, too old to look at!"

She subconsciously touched her face.

From inside the desk drawer, she took out a small oval mirror and looked at herself vertically.

In the mirror, although there are some fine wrinkles in the corners of her eyes and mouths, her dignified face, small lips, structured nose and beautiful eyes still retain the charm of that year.

Her colleagues said she looked much younger than she really was. It seemed that her colleagues said to her, you don't look like a person in your early sixties at all.

Inside her mouth, although she said" "Old and old", in her heart, she was secretly happy.

"It doesn't look like I'm very old!" She said to herself.

In her office, there is a female colleague, but it is the opposite of her. The woman, who was not yet fifty years old, looked to be sixty or seventy years old.

"How could she be so old?"

She was glad she looked young, but she also sympathized with the colleague's premature aging.

"How could she be so old?" She thought, "Looks like her mother in her eighties!" ”

As the saying goes, a white hides a hundred ugliness. Her beauty, in large part, benefited from the whiteness and delicacy of her skin.

Her face was still as smooth as a young woman's. Looking at the past from behind or from the side, she is still a beautiful young girl who can capture the eyes of men.

"Old!" She said with her asparagus-like fingers rubbing the fine wrinkles at the corners of her eyes.

Two

This remote resort, although there are not many rooms, has a large area of land and is equipped with plenty of camping equipment.

Tents, futons, pots and pans, fresh fish, fruits and vegetables, and firewood can be rented out or sold to guests who need them.

It is said that this alone, this resort can also earn millions of dollars a day.

Couples are paired up and going in and out of the resort.

This is their first choice.

Love nest in the mountains, or on the beach by the sea, all according to the wishes of the guests.

Tent after tent is set up, and it is a nest full of tenderness and honey.

She was an attentive woman and thoughtful in everything. All the items needed for camping, except for tents, firewood and bedding, she bought them all during a short stay in a small town.

She had inquired about everything before choosing this place. Eating fresh fruits and vegetables from the resort is as expensive as eating money.

Rent their pots and pans, it is better to buy them yourself and bring them! The trunk of her improvised rental car, and the back seats, were stuffed with food and supplies.

She saw that it was still early in the morning, so she drove the car to the countryside along the way.

She spent a few hundred bucks and bought more than a dozen free-range chickens. She instructed the farmers, after the chickens were slaughtered, to be sent to their camping places.

"Somewhere, I'll tell you later." The beach was too big and she didn't know exactly where the location was. She exchanged phone numbers with the farmer and then continued, "I'll tell you when I set up the tent." ”

When she walked into the lobby of the resort, she saw a large group of old men and women. They sat or stood, laughing and playing there.

Among them, the skinny old lady, Guo Rong, who loved to spy on other people's romances, screamed in surprise when she saw her.

"Look! The big beauty of that year has not changed at all! ”

She rushed up and hugged her, then touched her ass recklessly.

"Look, look! The ass is not sagging, or as strong as the big girl! ”

She pushed her away and made a gesture to hit her.

"You slippery head, are old wives, still the same as then, there are no rules at all!" She scolded.

It is rare to meet, the students are crowded in a pile, tongue-in-cheek, eager to leave their respective places of sorrow and hate, ask clearly at once, explain clearly.

One by one, she shook hands with everyone and greeted them.

It took her a while to get out. She walked over to the desk, rented the tent, and lapped out the money.

A classmate touched the money and said, "It's still the same old way, let's get together." ”

She pushed away his money and said proudly, "Now that I have money, I don't need to make it up." ”

Among her classmates, she is a good mixer.

She's a celebrity now.

Her scientific achievements have attracted much attention at home and abroad.

In addition to leading one of the school's research institutes, she also serves as a consultant to several large corporations. She also has a very substantial income from writing fees.

Ten thousand and eight thousand bills, now for her, is really nothing.

She shouted loudly and instructed her classmates to carry their tents and their belongings.

Everyone followed the resort guide out of the hall, but she hesitated.

Jin Xiaoshan has not yet arrived! She wanted to wait for him a little longer, but she was afraid that everyone would talk about it.

There won't be a problem, right? She thought.

If he couldn't find her, he would definitely call and ask. She quickly followed everyone, but suddenly turned back.

She looked at the young lady standing inside the service desk and stopped talking.

"Do you still need any services?" The service lady asked politely.

She avoided the service lady's gaze and moved her eyes to the high ceiling before gently opening her lips.

"Let's open a single room, better!"

When she said this, her white face was slightly red.

Three

Since breaking up with Jin Xiaoshan, she was once devastated.

After graduation, she worked as a physics teacher in a middle school in a northern city, receiving a salary of dozens of yuan a month, and living in a muddy state.

One day, one of her colleagues mysteriously said to her, "Go out, go abroad and study."

His father was a foreign official and knew many foreign dignitaries.

A month later, the two of them disappeared together.

They were packed into a large wooden box, smuggled to Hong Kong, and then boarded a plane to Britain.

There she earned her Ph.D. and then worked for a research institute at a prestigious university.

She became the wife of her colleague and bore him a pair of intelligent and lovely children.

She was in tears, accepting flowers from her colleagues. But her tears were not touched by the bouquet of flowers. She was for the man who had broken her heart.

She hated Jin Xiaoshan.

She loved him. She gave him a lot of time and opportunity, but he, like a lump of elm that would never be civilized, did not let her harvest the moisture and warmth of love.

Her husband is passionate about social activities and is a well-known person in local politics.

But she herself plunged headlong into the cosmic space.

How many stars are there in the universe? How many light-years away is each star from Earth? What's on those stars?

She is committed to understanding these issues.

But despite her efforts, she was still more confused than understood.

In the vast unknown world, the little achievements she had achieved, she said, were not even a disaster.

She and her husband saw each other at most two or three times in a year.

They entrusted their children to a Scottish aunt and then went their separate ways.

She lives in the apartment provided by the school.

She worked day and night, typing in all kinds of data, and then staring intently at the computer screen.

The husband said, you move back in, but she said no.

The reason she didn't want to go back was not that she didn't miss her two children. She couldn't take care of it.

She was the one whose children were glorified. But she prefers to spend her precious time on scientific exploration and research that has made little progress.

She didn't like her husband and the people around him.

He always brought groups of politicians into his home.

Politicians who are emotionally agitated are always gushing and making fallacies that are either insincere or specious.

She didn't like to go into her and her husband's room. As soon as she entered the room, her husband couldn't wait to take off her clothes.

Although she has lived abroad for many years, she still adheres to the Yide of Han women.

The king is the subject, and the husband is the wife. She believes that as a wife, it is still impossible or lacking to do her best.

But she hated having sex with her husband. Whenever her husband stirs up trouble in her body, what is on her mind is another man.

There are many things in life that, over time, will slowly fade into oblivion.

But she couldn't forget him. She couldn't forget Jin Xiaoshan, the man everyone called a nerd.

She thought of him often. Whenever she lay down on the bed, she would be in a trance.

She seemed to see him holding a book, unashamed, as if she wanted to go inside.

She hated the book he had in his hand.

She rushed forward to grab his book and tear it up like crazy.

She felt that it was those books that separated them alive.

But once, for the first time, he threw away the book he was looking at.

That day she wanted to give her courtesy and cut an apple for him. But she was clumsy and inadvertently cut the skin on her fingers.

She doesn't peel fruit. When she eats her own fruit, she never peels it.

That time, he looked panicked.

He threw away the book he was holding in his hand and ran over to suck the blood oozing from her fingers.

His tongue and lips, very gentle and warm, squirmed on the tips of her fingers.

Like receiving an unexpected electric shock, a sense of happiness, in an instant, occupied her entire atrium.

A woman's first love, like another heart growing in her chest, beats all her life.

She worked desperately, often drunk herself with alcohol.

She tried to forget him, but it never worked.

She worries that in the long run, it will affect the relationship between the husband and wife.

She often hallucinates in front of her eyes.

Once, when she had sex with her husband, she actually subconsciously called out Jin Xiaoshan's name.

Quarrels are inevitable. After the quarrel, it seems that there is no trouble. But the nest of qi in her husband's heart always had to leak out a little from time to time.

He was no longer like before, as soon as he saw her, he couldn't wait to do the way of husband and wife. He didn't even want to touch her body again.

Before she became his wife, he concluded that there must have been that between her and the man named Jin Xiaoshan.

He had thoughts of divorce, but then he changed his mind.

Divorce is to give her money.

Although he didn't earn much himself, the money his father, who had been an official, left him was not easy to spend in his lifetime.

He is a man with a strong sexual desire and cannot live without women. But that didn't make it his problem. Not having her made him more free.

His social status and prestige are enough to attract women with various purposes to enthusiastically give hugs.

I'm going back, she said to herself.

She was going back to him. She was going to tell him to his face that she had gone that night, and watched him turn off the lights in the dormitory and walk over to the long wooden chair in the little garden.

She was going to tell him that she was avoiding him just to gamble.

Is the book in his hand more important than hers? She was going to blame him.

Between the book and her, he had to make it clear, who was more important?

She was going to tell him that he had made an unforgivable and gross mistake that he had fallen out of touch with a beautiful and talented woman recognized by the whole school.

But she didn't have enough confidence in him, nor in herself.

In one or two sentences, he may not be able to "change from evil to righteousness."

He won't recognize his mistake.

He didn't know anything about romance. He will not be like other male classmates, it is a date again, and it is a flower delivery.

"Let's go back!" She said to her husband.

Some of her peers in China told her that since the reform and opening up, the country has developed rapidly, but there is a shortage of talents in all walks of life.

Some domestic scientific research institutions have also expressed to her many times their willingness to return to China to serve.

She has raised her mind to return home twice, but her husband has objected each time.

He said she was politically short-sighted and always blindly gullible to propaganda.

After three times and five reactions, and the next moment the Red Guards rebelled, he said, after knocking down Lin Biao's gang of four, he did not know who he would hit next.

Let's take a look. He used to say this to her. She knew that the reasons he said were only superficial. What he really thought in his heart was just that it was inconvenient to say it.

She knew he didn't need her anymore, but he also needed face. What he was worried about was that when she returned, she would meet with Jin Xiaoshan.

She does miss Jin Xiaoshan, but she is still a Traditional Chinese woman. No matter what she does, she has the measure. She wasn't going to hurt her relationship with her husband for his sake.

In authoritative scientific journals, she can often see Jin Xiaoshan's papers. The scientific community attaches great importance to many of his new ideas. Some of her remarkable scientific achievements, can not be said, were not at all inspired by his theory.

But he still hadn't been able to do anything, and she knew she couldn't blame him. He didn't get funding for research and didn't have decent labs. The above often only consider their own careers, but they will not or are unwilling to provide the minimum conditions and help for researchers in a vulnerable position.

She was a sane person. She knew very well that he had become her past. But she herself had to face the present. She has a lovely pair of children and a marriage that she and her husband have been holding on to in name only.

She didn't hold out much hope. He felt that her husband would still find some high-sounding reasons to oppose her, as before.

But this time, it was a big surprise to her. Her husband's words, which came out with the thick smoke rings, made her eyes widen in surprise.

"Okay! You go back! The husband said to her. He hesitated for a moment, and then said in a deliberative tone, "Or you can go back first and stand and watch." ”

When he said this, he smiled at her with a mysterious look. "If the authorities don't arrest you as an imperialist agent, the children and me, and then consider going back!"

Four

A motorbike, braking under the steps in front of the resort.

From the back seat of the motorcycle, stepped down a gray-haired man.

Dragging a heavy suitcase, he laboriously walked into the lobby of the resort. He pushed the glasses on the tip of his nose and began to look east and west.

He didn't see a single acquaintance, so he walked over to the help desk.

Wait until the service lady has finished registering a guest that he stands across from her.

"Are you Mr. Jin?" Before he could speak, the young lady asked.

"Yes —how do you know?" He was a little surprised.

He pushed the glasses that were resting on the bridge of his nose, then stared at her and asked.

"A nice lady told me!" The young lady replied with a smile.

"The lady said it was a man with deep myopic glasses, about 1.80 meters tall, skinny, with a slightly hunched back, and probably carrying a heavy suitcase with him."

She really admired the lady's ability. She could actually describe the man in front of her as such a wonderful Wei Xiao. She smiled as she walked outside the desk.

"Come, sir, please come with me!" She said.

She tried to help him carry the box, but found that it was indeed very heavy.

"What's inside?" So heavy! "As she spoke, she beckoned to a miscellaneous servant dressed in a red hat." Help me get this guest to room 1208! ”

"Books." He replied in a hoarse voice, then followed her into the elevator.

He removed his eyes from the bridge of his nose, pulled out a dirty flannel, and wiped them carefully and skillfully. He didn't hear back, thinking she didn't, so he narrowed his eyes at her and repeated: "Book! ”

The room was cosy inside. As soon as I entered the door, I smelled a faint fragrance.

The bed in the room was big enough to do somersapt on it.

In the vase on the bedside table on each side, a bouquet of carnations is inserted.

On the table next to the TV set, there was a bag of raw fried steamed buns that still had residual heat. A note pressed underneath the raw fried bun reads: "If you're hungry, you can eat a little bit first." ”

"All this was arranged according to the instructions of the lady!"

"Which lady?" Who is she? He bent down, took a handful of books out of the box, and then stood up and asked.

"How could you not know?" She said with a smile. "You gentleman, you're kidding!"

A faint aroma, carnations, and a cheap and filling raw fried bun.

Who knows? Who could she be!

The reason why he asked this was only to further confirm.

"Okay, you rest!" When she walked to the door, she turned back and said, "The lady said that in a little while she will come and pick you up." ”

He leaned back on the comfortable bed. He picked up the bag of raw fried buns, put it under his nose and sniffed it, then turned the book to the page with the corner folded.

As soon as he stopped his gaze on the first line, the doorbell rang.

She stood in the doorway, her eyes staring straight at him.

He froze too.

The woman who had been hiding in his heart for most of her life was still so young, so beautiful, so Tingting Yuli.

"Why does it stink so much?" She covered her nose and then fixed her gaze on his feet.

"Why don't you take a shower first?"

He smiled at her, then followed her gaze and also looked at his own feet.

"Let's go! Everyone is waiting! ”

She pulled the key card, slipped it into her bag, then took his hand and flew into the elevator like a cheerful bird.

Five

Colorful tents, looking at the past from a distance, are like a small flower umbrella inserted on the beach.

The setting sun jumping on the surface of the sea burned a large wave.

The moon shyly replied, poking out most of her face behind the hill bag, quietly looking down at the happy people.

The bonfire that burns peeling around is like a kerosene lamp. Faint flames, flickering in the twilight breeze.

As soon as Li Xiaojuan's car arrived at the camp, she was surrounded by classmates.

As soon as she and her former lover got out of the car, they were ridiculed by everyone.

Guo Rong was like a naughty child, jumping in front of Li Xiaojuan one moment and Jin Xiaoshan the next.

She pretended to be Sherlock Holmes-like and stared at the faces of the two men intently, as if to probe the secret anecdotes that had happened between them.

Jin Xiaoshan was a more shy person than a woman. Because he could not escape Guo Rong's scrutiny, his thin face instantly turned from white to red, and then into a purple sauce like pig's liver.

Li Xiaojuan was not afraid of her at all.

When Guo Rong approached her, she took the initiative to meet her. She approached her face, and suddenly five fingers turned into claws, making a gesture to poke her in the eye.

Guo Rong, who has always liked to tease others, was so frightened that she fell backwards one after another, while screaming bitterly: "Help! Help me! Li Xiaojuan is going to kill people and kill her mouth! ”

The bonfire is designed to be both imagery and environmentally friendly.

Several iron pipes became the shape of branches, fixed to irregular braziers.

Firewood burned peeling and peeling. The air is filled with the burnt aroma of cumin powder and roast chicken.

The male students used iron bars with wooden handles, stabbed beef, pork, and naked chicken, and then roasted them on a burning campfire.

When the meat oil drips on the red charcoal, it crackles and crackles like a string of small firecrackers.

Jin Xiaoshan is not a modern person. He is at odds with the ingenious eating, drinking, and playing.

The students who lead the new trend of fashion will definitely not be able to play with him.

Which group to put him into? Li Xiaojuan felt a little embarrassed.

He didn't know the seasonings and didn't know how to bake food.

A man who would only eat pancakes, which group would not welcome him.

In everyone's memory, he has been eating pancakes. He carried a large bag of pancakes to school. At the beginning of each month, he would receive a large package. It was sent from his hometown of Jiaodong. The package was almost entirely pancakes, with occasionally a pair of socks or a pair of cloth shoes.

The thing called pancakes, made from a mixture of sweet potato flour and cornmeal, was tough as beef tendon and hard as iron.

But he said that only by chewing something can you chew it.

When everyone went to the cafeteria to eat, he was always alone in the dormitory, nibbling on pancakes and books at the same time.

The paper-thin thing looked like it was alive and well, like his rough skinny scraped face. His face, very similar to the color of his pancakes, was also grayish white, mixed with some dry yellow.

Li Xiaojuan felt a little embarrassed. She didn't know which group jin Xiaoshan should be placed in.

She wanted to put him in her group, but she was afraid of being made fun of.

She looked at Guo Rong, and then she lowered her mind. She led him to her, then smiled hippiely, clasped her fists in both hands, and slammed him to the ground: "It's up to you!" ”

"Why?" Why? Guo Rong shouted loudly.

"Your pet, why should I adopt it?"

She shook her head and waved her hands again, and after pretending to be extremely reluctant, she scolded and grinned and led him over.

Guo Rong has been Li Xiaojuan's roommate for five years, and the two are so good that even money will be put together.

She often helped her deliver notes, but rarely brought back messages from him.

Each time, she would secretly unfold the note she had asked her to pass.

But after reading it, she would be eager to tear it off.

The contents of those notes did not arouse her interest at all.

On those notes, there were no words like you love me and I love you.

All that is written on it is boring, only words related to learning.

But her mind, she knew it all. She could see directly from the shyness of her face that she could see deep inside her.

She knew that she loved Jin Xiaoshan, but she didn't know where he was worth her love.

She wasn't bullish on him.

She had advised Li Xiaojuan many times: give up on him, give up this pedantic person!

She believes that although the man is smart at reading, he does not have the ability to socialize.

Although a person is full of experience, in this society that needs to be able to speak the Tao and have a lively brain, if there is no ability to move, then what is the use?

"If you choose him, you must be mentally prepared to be his mother." She said to her.

She was secretly anxious for her. She felt that her future would certainly not be happy. This elm-like pimple-like man. There is not even a little skill in pleasing women.

Guo Rong's appearance, although it can not fall into the country, but it is very likable.

Her petite figure is bumpy. She is lively and humorous. There were even more love letters in her drawer than in Li Xiaojuan's drawer.

She said to her, choose a new one, you see the crowd around you, there are some handsome Prince Charming.

But she said to her with tears in her eyes, Don't! She said that her heart could not contain any other man except him.

"Alas! Feelings this thing, really bad! Guo Rong sighed greatly.

She still hadn't seen where Jin Xiaoshan was cute. She even suspected that Li Xiaojuan's brain was broken.

"This man, in my eyes, is at most a grass. But in her eyes, how could it become a treasure? ”

As an organizer, Li Xiaojuan is busy. She shuttled back and forth between groups. Wherever she went, there was a noise.

She ran to Guo Rong's group several times to see how Jin Xiaoshan mixed with everyone. But Guo Rong asked her to walk away.

"Otherwise, you'll take it back!" She said to her.

"You're good to take it back!" She told him to stand up, then raised an eyebrow at her and said, "Lest he suffer our abuse!" ”

"You bastard!" She stared into his eyes tightly and gasped. She put a piece of striped fish on a wire, made a demonstration of baking, and handed it to his hand. "You bastard, you know? You've made her miserable!" ”

At the bonfire party after the picnic, everyone wanted to watch Jin Xiaoshan and Li Xiaojuan dance, but he said no. If you want him to sing, he also says no.

The nerd refused to let go of the nerd easily, so they forced him to climb around the campfire.

He tried to escape through the encirclement, but was immediately dragged back by everyone. No matter whether everyone coaxed or persecuted, he refused to obey.

He felt that this action was insulting to Sven, so he had to ask in a pleading tone: "I recite a poem, is it okay?" ”

At the end of the party, Li Xiaojuan attached herself to Guo Rong's ear and said, "You host the party, and I will send him back to the resort first." ”

Guo Rong said, "It's so lively here, why go there!" ”

Li Xiaojuan said: "He wants to read a book, and the tent will not let the lights be lit." ”

Guo Rong looked at her with a sly look and asked, "Are you still back?" ”

"What do you mean?" Li Xiaojuan pushed her angrily, and then said with a red face: "Of course I'm back!" I'm —what am I doing there! ”

After they left, a male classmate came over and asked Guo Rong, where are they sneaking away?

Guo Rong said, I don't know!

The male classmate asked again, should I recount my old feelings?

Guo Rong listened to his words and couldn't help but laugh. But she suppressed her smile hard, and then immediately put her face on the board. "If you really want to know, then go with yourself and see for yourself!"

Six

The two bouquets of carnations on the bedside table, under the illumination of the wall lamp, were bright and dazzling, and they were shy.

Like a skilled housewife, as soon as Li Xiaojuan dropped her bag, she poured a pot of tap water and burned it. She rummaged through her bag for a moment, then threw Jin Xiaoshan a book. That was one of her most proud scientific achievements.

"You look at the advice first." She said. As she spoke, she walked toward the bathroom.

"I'll go wash the tub and toilet for you."

Every time she went to live, she had to wash the toilet.

It was a habit she had developed over the years. She didn't believe in these snow-whitewashed things. Who lives and who uses these things, how can they ensure that they are clean! In fact, she also knew that this was just self-deception.

Everything here has been used, and it is impossible to wash everything. Futon sheets have also been used, how to use them when they are washed!

Everything in the bathroom that wiped her face and ass was torn off by her and thrown in the corner. She hung the bath towels she had brought with her, one by one, neatly, on hangers and hooks.

She was working in her hands, but she was thinking about the past.

He was an unhygienic man. His previous quilts were not washed once a year. When she went to his bedroom, there was a sour and sour smell that always made her cover her nose. She hated his feet. That foot, she suspected he had never washed. The smell of the feet was so strong that anyone who smelled it would sneeze.

Thinking about it, she couldn't help but smile. She felt so stupid. What she fell in love with was a stinky bake!

When she was done, she began to put water in the bathtub. She tried the water temperature and thought it was OK. She stood in front of the mirror and wiped the tiny beads of sweat from her forehead.

She took a look at her face for a moment, trying to hide a few strands of white hair under the thick black hair.

When she came out of the bathroom, she saw him buried his face in the book she had given him.

She called out to him, but he didn't hear it.

As she walked past him, perhaps blocking the light for a moment, he lifted his head.

"Nice! Very good! He took off his pair of deeply myopic glasses, then squinted his eyes at her and said.

"There are some places," she said as she wiped her hands with a towel as she sat down next to him. "Still inspired by you!"

"The papers you have published in foreign journals have been widely praised by your peers internationally." She said. "If you compile it into a book and publish it, you may be able to make a lot of money!"

"No publisher wants to publish it." He smiled bitterly, then continued, "They say, 'Unless you're willing to pay for it yourself and you're willing to find a way to sell it yourself!'" ’”

"I don't have any money." After a pause, he continued, "I'd rather have no money than hang out in the crowd of vendors and run into the streets and alleys to shout!" ”

She fell silent. She felt very sorry. At present, fashion trends are rampant, and top doctrines and elegant art are difficult to show. Sometimes a great scientific masterpiece is less valuable than a lace news.

She made up her mind secretly. She wanted to help him.

In the eyes of the people, he was just a poor intellectual. But in her eyes, he was the best person.

She thought of Hawking, the man in the wheelchair. The brilliance of the great master of science was not dimmed by the defects of his body.

She's going to help him publish books. She was going to try to bring him to her side. She had no doubt that beneath his scruffy exterior, buried was a dazzling and priceless treasure.

Seven

He was not a wooden man.

When it comes to disciplines related to himself, he is like a family treasure, gushing endlessly.

He flipped through her book and pointed. He raised an eyebrow and expounded his opinion.

Some of his ideas are so subtle that they are amazing.

Looking at this full of knowledge next to her, in her heart, a wave of pity and a wave of pity rose.

She found herself, not only in love with him, but also in love with him, and now even stronger.

I couldn't let go of him anymore, she thought. She didn't want to let him slip away by her side anymore.

But could she keep him? It's been decades, she's old, he's old, will he still love her? Did he ever love her? Do you still love it?

Did he fall in love later? Married? She wanted to ask him, but she didn't know how to ask.

They are all in their sixties, and it may be too late to ask again.

She stood up and added some boiling water to his cup.

She suddenly ran to the bathroom and closed the faucet on the bathtub. She stood in the bathroom doorway, raised her hand to look at her watch, and stared intently at him.

Her eyes were filled with resentment.

"The water in the bathtub is already full, take a shower!"

Her voice was slightly hoarse.

She saw the raw fried bun on the table and picked it up.

"Why didn't you eat it?" Don't eat it! The weather is hot, I'm afraid it's broken! ”

"You say you can't eat until you're hungry." He didn't raise his head, his eyes still stuck on the book.

"I wasn't very hungry."

She "poofed" a laugh. This person, who is old, is still like a child! But in her heart, she felt joy and satisfaction because of his words.

He was still him. He still listened to her as before.

"It's not too early, it's time for me to go back to camp!" As she spoke, she looked at her watch again.

She wanted to spend more time with him, but she was thinking about her classmates on the beach.

Although she prepared mosquito coils for each tent, she did not know whether it would work. The waiter at the resort told her that the mosquitoes here were as big as dragonflies, biting into a bag. Besides, if it was too late to go back, Guo Rong should make fun of her again.

She said it again, saying she was leaving. And she made it look like she was leaving. But her feet still did not move.

What a nerd! She thought that he should not say send it, but should also stand up and wave his hand and say goodbye.

It's a courtesy that little kids know, but he doesn't know!

She saw that he didn't react, so she said to him again: "I'm leaving!" ”

She was real this time.

She really should have gone.

One of her feet had just stepped outside the door when he suddenly rushed up.

He stopped her, pulled her back, then "banged" and closed the door.

His eyes, illuminated by electric lights, radiated two fiery rays of light through the thick lenses of his myopic glasses.

He looked at her deadly, his mouth "whirring" and gasping for breath.

"I won't let you go!" I won't let you go! He shouted.

He tugged down the bag on her shoulder and slammed it the bed, then grabbed her shoulders and shook them unceasingly.

"I won't let you go!" I won't let you go! He shouted repeatedly, and his face swelled into a purple sauce like pig's liver.

The green tendons on his slender neck, like unearthed cockroaches, swam and protruded.

His unusual behavior startled her. He turned out not to be like this. She had never seen him agitated.

He was pedantic and clumsy, but never out of shape. What's wrong with him?

"Are you crazy?" She drank.

He clasped her hands tightly. She tried to break free, but in vain.

She was flustered and delirious. Her heart was pounding and her body was shaking.

He held her up and carried her to the edge of the bed. She leaned softly into his arms. But she suddenly broke free of his arms and pushed him away.

"No! No way! She shouted. That's not going to work! ”

He was also startled by her.

Like a frightened rabbit, he jumped away from her in a "poof" motion.

He didn't dare look at her. He stood with his head bowed to the side, like a child who had done something wrong, waiting for the adult to fall.

He was frightened by his own actions. He shouldn't have done anything to her. She is a woman with a husband and children.

"I'm sorry! I am sorry! He rubbed his hands and said to her guiltily as he stepped back.

She grabbed her bag, grabbed the door and came out, her head not turning back.

The room fell dead silent.

He closed the door and sat down on the edge of the bed, sighing incessantly.

But after only a short while, the doorbell rang sharply.

He lazily stood up and went to open the door. With tears in her eyes, she threw herself into his arms.

"Badass! rascal! Why did you go earlier? She whimpered and said, "You've thought of me for the rest of my life!" ”

The room was a mess. Bed items and blasphemous clothes were lost. They hugged each other and gasped for breath. On her forehead, there were fine beads of sweat, and her face was as rosy as a girl.1

She couldn't see it at all, she thought, this skinny man was as brave as a lion!

She took two jade shoot-like arms and broke free from his arms.

She held his face and stared into his eyes.

"Do you love me?" she asked.

"Does that still need to be said?"

"Then why didn't you tell me before?"

"Hordes of people chase you, and they're all so good. But I—" he said quietly, "but I—I think—not as good as those people!" ”

A cloudy tear slid down his old face and dripped onto her snow-white wrist.

He was inferior. Why should a poor boy who grew up eating pancakes fight?

She was as beautiful as a flower, surrounded by a group of flower-viewing people.

"Fool! fool! She scolded affectionately.

She wrapped his head tightly in her arms, and then choked and said, "But the only person I love is you!" ”