Everyone has a city in their hearts, inhabited by an impossible person who has passed through his youth for a while, but who will be stranded in memory for a lifetime.
I thought that after falling in love with someone, I would not be lonely, but later I learned that falling in love with someone is the beginning of loneliness.
When you are lonely, I miss you
Before I met you, I never felt so lonely, eating, sleeping, and walking alone, I never felt lonely. After falling in love with you, I realized that as long as I didn't see you for a day, I was lonely. Especially without getting your news, in those moments when you are hot and cold, loneliness is inseparable from me.
As long as I don't know your news for a moment, as long as I don't know your mood for a while, as long as I see the lonely look in your eyes, I am extremely lonely. Especially in lonely nights, missing you became my only thing.
I never knew I could be so obsessed, and I had never been so affectionate to anyone, but what good was that? You are still thousands of miles away from me. It turns out that loneliness is not innate, but begins with falling in love with someone.
I don't know if it's because I think of you that I'm lonely, or because I miss you more because I'm lonely, and I think you and loneliness are like two knives, deeply inserted in my heart, can't pull out, can't be healed. Bleeding and pus, mixed with the sweetness you give, makes me enjoy it and don't want to wake up.
When I think of you, I am so lonely
A lot of times, loneliness is not about not finding someone to talk to, but about not finding the person you want to chat with; loneliness is not about not finding someone to comfort, but the comfort of the person I want is you.
Many people, it seems that there are many friends, and the day is very lively. But at night, it becomes more and more lonely, because the person who wants it is not around, even if there is so much unrelated bustle, what is the use? It can only increase sadness.
I don't know, will you also think of me, in those hot days, have you ever moved your heart for a moment? I don't know, have you ever been lonely, or have you approached me to pass the time? I don't know, have you ever missed those moments, those moments of chatting together, having fun together, having a tacit understanding and being sincere together? I don't know, in your heart, is there a place for me? Is there a place that belongs only to me?
This uncertain and unclear mood, how to put it? Perhaps, the unknown is the most perfect picture, there is enough space for us to imagine, in order to be perfectly preserved in the memory of life, to become a comfort in the twilight.
The reason why you are lonely is not that no one cares about you, but that the person you care about does not care about you
You never know how much I care about you, when I say I miss you, you can't see how lost I am at this time; when you don't reply to my message, you never know how sad I am, and your casual words can affect my mood.
So you never know that going to actually love you more than you think.
No one knows your sorrow, no one understands your anxiety.
Everyone is busy, busy with work, busy with life, busy with housework, busy with children, busy with brushing dramas and brushing mobile phones, and I am also busy, every night after eating, I can't wash dishes, busy writing public account articles, and many people want to be busy, but they can only lie in the hospital.
In fact, busy is good, busy can cure all the delicate diseases. Fill up the time a little bit every day so that even you don't feel lonely. No one cares how you cry in the middle of the night, no one cares about how you toss and turn to torment for a few spring and autumn, no one cares about whether you are happy or unhappy, no one cares about why you are sad.
No one will accompany you for a lifetime, so you have to adapt to loneliness; no one will accompany you for a lifetime, so you have to struggle for a lifetime.
However, I can only talk to the wind about all this. Like my loneliness, I can't wait for your comfort.