I was lost in the whirlpool of love

Every word and every sentence of Lan Lan's narration stung my heart and tore apart all my good memories of Damin. I don't believe this is true, I don't believe that Damin and I are in love and are living with another girl at the same time, and I can't accept it anyway...

A few years ago, I was once "dimly colored" by my breakup with Damin. For many days, I was haggard and lonely, and a kind of melancholy occupied my soul and spread across my face.

I have reflected on myself countless times whether I am really a person who cannot get along with as Damin said.

In the entanglement, I repeatedly recalled the days with him, my heart was dazed and could not find the answer, only remembered the words of Damin when they broke up, "You are a good girl, but our personalities are not compatible." ”

Because of this sentence, I let everything go with the flow, and never thought that there would be other reasons to break up, until the girl named Lanlan told me all her grievances and apologies.

Before Lan Lan appeared, I would always think of the reunion, love and breakup with Damin, many lonely days, the memory became a kind of comfort, and I vaguely felt that it was a pity that I did not carry out the love with Damin.

I remember the day of the reunion, I was crossing the street with a colleague, when I heard a car desperately honking its horn, and looked back to find that the driver seemed familiar, but I can't remember. Until Damin got out of the car, called out my little name from ten years ago, and reported his name, constantly prompting me to "Don't you remember?" I used to sit in the back of you and always ask you math questions, and you always liked to wear a red jacket. "At this time, I remembered that he was my first-year classmate in high school.

Got into Damin's car and came to a leisure bar. The encounters of old classmates always have a kind of cordiality, stirring up fragrant coffee, we each talk about these years of experience, ask each other about each other's life and work, there is no stranger, but there is a surprise and kindness.

Damin told me, "Because I didn't go to college, I started working after graduating from high school, and I have always wanted to do something of my own in the past few years, and I really envy your classmates who can go to college." ”

I told Damin, "The path to success is different, each has its own achievements, and now that you have your own company, few of us who have gone to college have been so successful!" ”

Listening to Damin' lecture, his hard work experience over the years has reached today's small achievements, and I admire this handsome and calm old classmate from the bottom of my heart.

Unconsciously, I talked to Damin very late, and on the way home, Damin said with a sigh: "The feelings of old classmates are really different in society, and I haven't chatted with others like this for many years." ”

In fact, I am the same, a person's joys and sorrows outside, only with the people.

In the days that followed, Damin always asked me out to eat and go clubbing, and on weekends he went to the countryside to teach me to drive and go to the park to play together. Occasionally we would turn off all our contact details and run to an unfamiliar city.

Because Damin is particularly humorous, everywhere we go, we will leave a string of laughter. In those days, my life was full of great people.

I remember the first Mid-Autumn Festival I knew him, the people were afraid of the reunion day, I would feel lonely when I was alone, so I let the staff leave work very early and specially came to pick me up and play.

In the evening, we cooked together, and when we were about to open the meal, Damin said to go downstairs. After I had set the dishes and chopsticks, the people who knocked on the door and came in not only bought a box of mooncakes, but also held a large bouquet of roses.

He looked at me affectionately and then said, "I want to spend every Mid-Autumn Festival with you from today, okay?" ”

I was happy and touched, took his roses, and became Damin's girlfriend.

Since then, whenever there is a chance, Damin has taken me with him everywhere he goes, proudly introducing me as a girlfriend to others, and always likes to talk about the adventures of our reunion on the road.

At that time, I felt particularly happy and sweet, felt that I had found someone I would find for a lifetime, and decided to cherish it. But there is a saying that "love is easy to get along with", the days are long, I found that we are very strong personalities, the people are born domineering, careless and a perfectionist, many things are not close to humanity and demanding perfection, and I am also a strong woman who pursues perfection.

But whenever there is a contradiction, the people will always say: "Let's work together, and it will be good to change it." ”

Whenever this happens, I will comfort myself, as long as I tolerate each other a little, it will be fine, so I don't argue, let him.

On the first snow of that winter, Damin took me to his house. From my uncles to my sisters, everyone in the family introduced me to me. Damin's mother took my hand and said, "My son has been out of the country for so many years, and he is finally willing to bring my daughter-in-law back to me." ”

Although there were always differences between me and Damin at that time, when I heard this, I felt very solid in my heart.

Shortly after returning from his house, Damin and I attended a classmate's wedding and took photographs of the bride and groom.

When we were done, Damin took me to the bar we went to on the day of our reunion, ordered the coffee we had when we reunited, and then proposed to me, saying, "I want to have our wedding too, okay?" ”。

I nodded without hesitation because I was really happy with Damin.

Next, we were busy buying a house and choosing a location for our home. I thought we would walk into the wedding hall on the planned date, the next year's spring blossom day. But then, one day, Damin said to me, "We are all too stubborn to be up." ”

Because the self-esteem is too strong, I didn't ask for any explanation, I think he always has his own reasons. But without the days of the great people, I am no longer happy, and how can the two people who always want to get married be divided?

But I don't understand, just let the limited youth slip quietly through the lonely days, and keep in my heart the memories that I think are sincere and beautiful with the people.

Lan Lan appeared on a weekend. After Damin left, I got used to using my phone to pass my rest time. Look at the circle of friends, look at some video clips, and make your own opinions randomly, but I don't chat with strangers.

At that time, there was a girl who added me, and I refused a few times, and she finally showed the hole card not only by my name but also by the name of Damin. I think she had something to say to me.

After adding Lan Lan as a friend, the first sentence turned out to be: "I'm sorry! ”

"I'm sorry, I don't know you."

"Without me, you and Damin would be happily married and have children, and be happily together."

"Why?" I punched a series of question marks.

"I'm Damin's secretary, and before you became his girlfriend, Damin lived with me, and then after you, he desperately tried to get rid of me." No one knew everything I had given for him, and he never gave me any commitment. The day he broke up with you, it was I who took the trouble to tell him that I had his children, and he only brought it up..."..."

Every word and every sentence of Lan Lan's narration stung my heart and tore apart all my good memories of Damin. I don't believe this is true, I don't believe that Damin and I are in love and are living with another girl at the same time, and I can't accept it anyway.

I called the great people like crazy. Damin was silent for a long time, and then said, "I'm sorry. I shouldn't have lied to you..."

I burst into tears but couldn't utter a word. What I hate most is why I wanted to let me know it was a deception.

And just like that, everything that I had with Damin was over. For a long time afterwards, I was lonely and abandoned, and I didn't know who I could trust. I began to untrimmed, began to buy drunk late at night, and began to laugh at men and women who were immersed in love.

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