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This is Lu Xun: if you want to love, you dare not love, live a hard life, and leave a cultural heritage of ten million words

author:Joe every time

Lu Xun should not be a god enshrined from above, because God is too far away from us and too strange to us; in fact, Lu Xun is an ordinary person with great achievements and contributions and a strong pyrotechnic atmosphere!

This is Lu Xun: if you want to love, you dare not love, live a hard life, and leave a cultural heritage of ten million words

Lu Xun's life in his later years

Perhaps because of the times, over the years, Lu Xun has always been shaped into a stereotyped appearance - horizontal eyebrows, staring at a pair of cold eyes, sharp and mean, always in the laughter and anger of the extreme irony, sarcasm, making people feel chilling.

Lu Xun was shaped into such a stereotyped image, although he was enshrined high, but always let people feel a sense of distance, and even resist, especially in the minds of young people, and even some fear and disgust for Lu Xun, which is actually a serious misreading of Lu Xun!

Lu Xun was full of yellow teeth - but everyone who smoked for a short time probably knew how this yellow tooth came from. Lu Xun was extremely addicted to smoking, smoking continuously without even using matches, almost one after another, and he smoked inferior cigarettes.

Lu Xun usually works at night, and when it comes to the early hours of the morning, the charcoal brazier he uses for heating is always filled with cigarette butts. So much so that he once wrote a letter to his lover Xu Guangping apologetically to examine himself: I don't know why my self-control is so weak at this point, and I can't quit it.

Lu Xun's desire for material aspects is very low, so low that it can even be said to be bitter and harsh. All he liked was egg fried rice or a kind of burnt cake with a browned skin, and he also like Mao Zedong, he loved to eat chili peppers.

Lu Xun is an authentic Shaoxing person, who loves to eat peppers because he studied in Nanjing when he was young, and he can use the way of eating peppers to keep warm in winter, and slowly develop the habit of eating peppers. He generally does not eat fish, because in his opinion, eating fish requires picking fish bones, which is too wasteful of time.

Lu Xun was convinced that "playthings do lose their minds", and his bedroom was also a studio, or a place where he met friends, the furnishings were extremely simple, and the sleeping beds were only narrow wooden planks. He believes that if life is too comfortable, work will be affected by it.

Lu Xun is extremely simple in terms of clothing, when he was a child, he occasionally wore a new dress, his mother would repeatedly tell him not to get dirty, he felt that wearing new clothes was really a burden, so he was used to wearing old clothes, free and casual, and even after eating, he could wipe his mouth with his sleeves.

Before Lu Xun's death, he was weak and sickly, wearing the old thick cotton robe has been feeling overwhelmed, his wife Xu Guangping made him a light and warm silk cotton robe, he was reluctant to wear, after his death, this cotton robe became his birthday dress.

This is Lu Xun: if you want to love, you dare not love, live a hard life, and leave a cultural heritage of ten million words

Juan (left)

Lu Xun's usual way of relaxing is mostly walking, his walking posture is quite personal, rarely looking left and right, generally going straight ahead, not looking back. Later in life, life improved, and the occasional ride in a taxi was a luxury to him.

Some people once described Lu Xun as an alcoholic, and Lu Xun himself said, In fact, I don't like to drink, because I know the harm of drinking, and now I still don't drink mostly, as long as no one advises him to drink.

But when Lu Xun was occasionally drunk, he would frighten others, in the 1925 Dragon Boat Festival, Lu Xun and the landlord Yu Fang, Yu Fen sisters, student Xu Guangping drank, he drank six glasses of wine and five bowls of wine alone, the wine was on the top, but also did some scary things.

That time he drank too much, Lu Xunxing could not control himself, pressed Xu Guangping's head, punched Yu Fen, of course, it was a drunken fist, although it did not weigh much, but the three young ladies were so frightened that they had to abandon Lu Xun and run to the nearby White Pagoda Temple to visit the temple fair.

But when Lu Xun drank heavily, it was a different scene. Once his wife and son looked around for Lu Xun, and later the son found him on the veranda at home, it turned out that he was drunk and drunk, and simply lay on the veranda, and when the son saw him, he lay next to him and accompanied him.

Lu Xun is a man of love and hatred. He hates termites, cockroaches, flies, mosquitoes and cats in animals. He felt that termites nibbled on wood like selfish ghosts who only cared for themselves, eating all the way through, leaving only a long excreted excrement.

Cockroaches always dirty books, and books are Lu Xun's most beloved thing, Lu Xun believes that books are like beautiful cosmetics for readers, which is a very precious thing. The fly was always pulling on beautiful, clean things, making him feel sick.

In the view of the essayist Lu Xun, the mosquito hummed tirelessly before sucking blood, as if to show how natural it was to suck human blood. As for these animals, the one that Lu Xun hates and hates the most is the cat.

Every spring night can hear the cat calling spring, Lu Xun believes that love is a private matter of interaction between the two sides, there is no need to be so hyped, it is like some rich people do happy things like to publish hero posts, afraid that others do not know that they are going to do happy things.

This is Lu Xun: if you want to love, you dare not love, live a hard life, and leave a cultural heritage of ten million words

Lu Xun's family of three

Like ordinary people, Lu Xun also has seven passions and six desires. But the first half of his married life was quite unfortunate. In June 1906, when lu xun was in Tokyo at the age of 25, the family tricked him back on the grounds that his mother was ill, and his mother took the lead in marrying a lady named Juan.

Juan was like a stunted woman, short in stature and uneducated, Lu Xun was really miserable, he had always been filial and did not dare to disobey his mother's will, so he had to be forced to accept the marriage, but in fact he lived a celibate life like a monk.

Lu Xun was quite helpless and aggrieved by the marriage that his mother gave him, he said, this is a gift from my mother, I only have an obligation to support, love is something I don't know. Lu Xun even complained that Juan was his mother's wife, not his.

In October 1926, Lu Xun fell in love with a female student named Xu Guangping, who was teaching in the Chinese Literature Department of Beijing Women's Normal University. Because of their struggle against feudal enslavement education, they gradually sublimated from the love of teachers and students to the love of lovers.

At first, Lu Xun was extremely inferior, and he felt that he did not deserve to have love, first, because Xu Guangping was 17 years younger than him, and second, because he had a nominal wife in the family. This made him feel very ashamed and uneasy in his heart, thinking that he had insulted Xu Guangping.

But fortunately, Xu Guangping is an intellectual woman in the new era, she is very brave, very active, and very persistent, and finally summoned up Lu Xun's courage to accept love and active love, so that Lu Xun "confidence that I am by no means a person who must be degraded to such a person, I can love!" ”

Lu Xun's greatness is mainly derived from the valuable cultural heritage he left behind - more than 3 million words of creation, 2.5 million words of translation, and the compilation and collation of 49 kinds of ancient books, which add up to about 10 million words.

In his short life of 55 years, Lu Xun has actually created such a huge amount of cultural heritage of great value, which is indeed a miracle, in this regard, Lu Xun is very modest to say, I am nothing more than spending other people's coffee time at work!

When Lu Xun was seriously ill in his later years, he also told his friend that instead of working and living for a few more years, it was better to work quickly and live for a few years! Even the day before his death, he was still struggling to write. This made his Ah Q a typical figure in world literary masterpieces.

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