"An Ice Heart to the Bright Moon"

Hello friends, today is my 238th time talking to you.

Today I want to talk to you, treat people sincerely.

I think you must have had a similar experience, in your life, there are some people, you treat them sincerely, treat them as friends, but because of something, you find that they do not cherish your sincerity, and then you also see them as ordinary people. One day, a long time later, they contact you again, and it only makes you feel extremely awkward.

I find that I have had quite a few such experiences in my life. Probably because I'm easy to trust others.

When I was in Daocheng before, I met Luo Rong, and I regarded him as a friend. We had some encounters, some ambiguities, but we were not lovers, we were just friends.

A few days ago, I wrote about the time I went to visit a friend in Daocheng, and it was him who I went to see, and I wanted to talk to him to see if there was a chance to cooperate and open a small hotel together. So I carried a large bag of specialties to Daocheng to see him. I thought, if you can cooperate, you can cooperate, and if you can't cooperate, the right to do is to visit friends.

Unexpectedly, I regarded him as a friend, but he wanted to sleep with me. Of course, he didn't sleep, because the ambiguity was already many years ago, and for me at that time, it was a flower fool who wanted to fall in love with the Khampa Hanzi (that is, Ding Zhen's feeling of the Khampa Hanzi, you know? It makes me feel particularly embarrassed to think about it.

When they were separated, Luo Rong pretended to thank me and asked for my address and said that he would send me air-dried yak, but I never received the yak. I have several Tibetan friends in my circle of friends, and whenever I see a friend sending dried yak beef, I don't get angry. Why, people haven't slept, so the yak will not be sent? reality!

After that separation, Luo Rong and I broke off contact, and it turned out that we were not friends at all, or that he did not consider me a friend at all.

The other day, I also received a message from a former friend. He wanted to introduce me to a job, the salary was still very good, and honestly attracted me, but I didn't hesitate to refuse him. Because once, he didn't take my sincerity to heart.

I don't want to write down what happened, because the current public account and our common friends are paying attention, and I will not make up fake stories, and when the time comes, everyone will recognize him, which is strange and embarrassing.

Why do I feel so emotional, because when I refused the job that this friend introduced to me, in order to avoid hurting him, I made an excuse that I was incompetent and incompetent, and as a result, this guy also kicked his nose and buried me in the face, I was helpless, so I sighed.

Another thing that happened last year hurt me, but now I'm not ready to write it down, I don't want to write down the story because I want to express my emotions, and be thought by my friends that I am throwing dirty water on them, so I don't talk about the details.

It's just that I sighed today, and I thought of these three friends, two of them can't write well, I don't know if you see the clouds in the fog, will you blame me?

The above is my own pretense, and the following is the purpose of my writing this article.

I thought about those three things, and I regretted it, because I could no longer treat those three friends with sincerity, and maybe my "sincerity" was not important to them, but I valued it very much. I think sincerity is the most indispensable thing in interpersonal communication.

That is why I think in a different light, imagining that if I despise the sincerity of others, it will make people chill, and I may lose a person who is beneficial to me; in the same way, if the world does not take sincerity as a meaning, my sincerity may be exchanged for the attention of someone who is beneficial to me.

This "benefit" is not necessarily the "benefit" of the benefit, because it can be a very vulgar thing of interest, but also a very elegant spiritual emotion, no matter what it is, it is precious.

Thinking of this, regret will go with it, I still plan to "an ice heart to the bright moon", whether it shines in the bright moon or not in the ditch.