My father's life was too hard, too pitiful, too tired

Since I remembered my father when I was 8 years old, my father was a very cheerful and lively man.

He wasn't in good health at that time.

I heard my grandfather say that the family used to be one of the best in the village, very rich, but there was a grandmother who was ambushed, and whatever delicious food was taken to the mother's house.

There are extra food stamps, the grain is sent to the mother's house in a quintal, the family is eating rotten sweet potatoes, the children are not very full, and the cooked porridge can be seen at the bottom of the pot.

My grandmother was a domineering woman, and my grandfather did not dare to speak,

So my father didn't have enough to eat, went outside to steal, and was known to be beaten.

So from a small stomach disease,

I followed my grandfather when I was 7 years old, my father came to Fuzhou to work in 1990, due to the stomach disease that fell from childhood, he just started to engage in construction work in Fuzhou, because of physical reasons, he couldn't eat, and he went to do hygiene.

At that time, I heard my father say that in Huada Street, Fuzhou,

And in 1996 my mom went out, too.

So my sister and I were grandpa.

Living with my grandfather, I was carrying water and reading books since I was a child.

In 1997 my father's body directly ate what to vomit,

The family has changed its flavor,

I didn't study anymore, because my father had a very serious stomach problem, what to eat and what to vomit, at that time my mother's salary was only enough for them to live, rent a house, eat, see a doctor,

When my grandfather died in 1998, my father took me and my sister from my hometown.

That was probably the longest time I spent with my father.

It is also the happiest time of my life,

Although the days are hard, my father buys me and my sister what I have not eaten since I was a child.

Although every day depart at 6 p.m. and return at 6 a.m. the next morning,

But it was really happy back then.

Now my father is not in good health, in March 2021 I took my father back to my hometown in Hunan, went to the Chenzhou Fourth People's Court for examination, emphysema, liver and kidneys are not good, the heart is not good, stomach bleeding, polyps cut 18 grains,

I was going to go to the review, but I was dragged by the epidemic.

Now my mother is also sick, diabetic,

The daughter-in-law is also sick, and the womb has grown something,

I need to take care of three sides, and I'm about to collapse,

There's no money again.

I haven't found a job yet, and I can't do it.

Now my sister takes care of my mother, I am really tired and tired,

Too tired