When I was three years old, my mother answered a phone call.
It was this phone call that made his original warm home fall apart.
Young Li Si didn't know who was on the other end of the phone.
I don't know what's going on.
Just seeing my mother cry after hanging up the phone,
Then hug herself and her sister tightly.
In 1988, Li Si was born in Los Angeles, USA.
His father was Jet Li, a kung fu superstar with unlimited scenery at that time, and his mother was also a famous star Huang Qiuyan, and the two were green plum bamboo horses, and they were very affectionate.
Li Si was born in a rich family with no shortage of food and clothing, and had an enviable life.
But such happy and beautiful times did not last long.
In 1989, his father went to Hong Kong with the encouragement of his mother to shoot the movie "The Dragon at the End of the World".
At this time, Li Si was one year old, and her mother still had her unborn little sister in her belly.
That is, the mother's wrong decision broke her marriage.
In this play, his father Jet Li met the Hong Kong movie star Li Zhi, who was the champion of the second Hong Kong sister.
Jet Li fell madly in love with Li Zhi and completely forgot about his wife and two daughters waiting for him to come home.
Among The many suitors of Li Zhi, Jet Li is not outstanding.
But only he has a sincere heart, and he does not hesitate to sign a "deed of sale" to repay the debt for Li Zhi.
Li Zhi was touched and relieved.
Then the mother received the phone call at the beginning, Ben excitedly thought that her husband was about to come home, but Jet Li on the other end of the phone said: "I'm sorry, I really love her, for her, I can give everything." ”
"I'm not happy with you, we quarrel together, it's not good for my daughter, let's separate."
The mother cried bitterly, but she did not hold back half a point, because at this moment she knew in her heart that this man no longer loved herself, and no matter what she did, it would be in vain.
Li Si only remembered that after his father returned, the first thing he did was to go through the divorce procedures with his mother.
The father was given custody of himself and his sister, and the mother was given a house in Los Angeles.
He and his sister were sent to their grandmother's house in Beijing and lived with them.
Although Li Si did not know where his father was going, he had a premonition that it would be difficult to see his father again.
"Daddy, don't go, we're going to be with you." Li Si and his sister begged their father bitterly, but this still could not stop their father's departure.
Li Si and her sister then became left-behind children.
Li Si didn't understand why he obviously had a father and mother, but he was like a child without a father and mother.
Grandma treats herself and her sister very well, but father's love and mother's love are ultimately irreplaceable.
The younger sister was young and soon came out of the short-lived sadness under the care of her grandmother, but Li Si had already understood things, and she could not forget such a pain.
She longed to be with her mother and to see her father often.
However, the mother was in Los Angeles and could not take care of the child, and the father was happily preparing for his wedding to Li Zhi, and there was no time to see the child.
Perhaps it was at this time that the seeds of resentment began to sprout in Li Si's heart.
In 1999, Li Si met his long-lost father.
Her father came to the house with a smile in his eyes and invited her and her sister to his wedding.
Li Si threw away his hand and resolutely refused.
Once upon a time, she was too young to understand. But now she knows the truth about her parents' divorce, and how her mother married him with nothing, no wedding, no wedding photos.
She hates Jet Li and doesn't need to hide it.
She paid little attention to her father's letters and phone calls.
She also became more and more reticent and withdrawn.
At a young age, she tried to resist the world with silent defiance.
His father's wedding was very successful, but Li Si did not bother to bless them, and even the Hong Kong media of that year mocked: "Love and righteousness are not inferior to chests and chests."
In July 2000, her grandmother died of illness, which was a huge blow to Li Si.
For a moment, she didn't know where she and her sister should go.
The father held out his hand and comforted them to live with him, and assured aunt Riz that aunt Would take good care of them.
"My sister and I don't want to live with you!" Li Si, who was angry, yelled at his father.
There was no way, Jet Li could only compensate them, pay them to send them to aristocratic schools, and receive a good education.
Jet Li and Li Zhi's two daughters want the wind and the rain, and their father seems to have poured all his love for them, while he and his sister are like children that no one wants, and they can't even have a complete family.
For this reason, Li Si said unevenly: "Why am I Jet Li's daughter?" ”
Later, her mother, Huang Qiuyan, enlightened the sisters: "Your father loves you very much, and your hundreds of thousands of tuition fees are paid by your father every year." ”
"Not all couples can get to the end, and if it's not appropriate, they should let it go."
"Your dad has provided you with a quality education, and you should thank dad."
Her mother's words finally made Li Si let go of some resentment, she no longer deliberately opposed her father, and also began to take the initiative to contact her father and send simple blessings during the festival.
Although there is no deep affection like father and daughter, it is not easy to do so.
My mother also entered the palace of marriage with a Chinese restaurant owner in 2005 and started a new life.
Although the father and daughter eliminated the previous resentment, Li Si's heart had a shadow of marriage.
She is 33 years old this year and still has no intention of getting married.
Perhaps it is exactly the answer to that saying: a happy childhood heals a lifetime, and an unhappy childhood heals a lifetime.