Uncle Meng's Suicide Note (Short Novel)

Meng Xiao saw his father's suicide note, which was the first anniversary of his father's death. For a year, he was often immersed in the grief of missing his father, and he could not forget his father's unforgettable teachings, which were a precious treasure in the era of materialism. Uncle Meng is an ordinary farmer who has read some books, and his understanding of the world is often beyond the ordinary. Meng Xiao opened the relics of his father who had been sealed for a year, and suddenly found a suicide note, and when he saw that it was his father's handwriting, he was thrilled, he had long wanted to understand his father's true inner world, and a suicide note might be able to tell his father's true words.

Xiao'er, when you see this letter, I have returned to heaven and will never see you grow up again, although you have established a family, but the world is full of things, you still have unfinished worldly things, worldly feelings that you can't read. The world will not remain static, the world is unpredictable, people's hearts are not ancient, and we must always look at the world with our hearts. Don't rely on anyone, it is rare to know oneself in life. To be a confidant is a kind of dedication, to think of what others think, to be anxious about what others are anxious about. Such a state should have a certain strength base. The so-called tea has wine and brothers, and the people who really have this momentum are mostly a kind of planning, an investment in network resources. Where there is investment, there is risk, and this kind of investment is more often an empty relationship, which is reflected in the time when there is no use value. Only if you have strength, people will be attached to you. Your wife is absolutely right to argue over your frequent meetings, and in your current situation, you are not yet in a position to have friends to eat and drink. Even if you have the conditions one day, a lot of communication is just to relieve the pressure of the moment, and then waste time. At the critical moment, only you can save yourself, no one can help, no one can rely on, and everyone has a family. Any responsible person, the first thing that comes to mind should be his own family, not a confidant, and inserting a knife into the ribs of a friend is a joke in a society governed by the rule of law, which is naïve and stupid. Of course, this is not the same thing as normal kindness, and good deeds must also be based on the premise of being able to do so, and must not be blindly followed.

We must do things down-to-earth and behave innocently. Don't be ambitious, don't go to those dreams of getting rich. To make a fortune depends on the time and place, you have many ideals that are realistic, you could have fought, but your father did not have the ability to help you and died prematurely. I don't have the resources to carry your ideal source of funds. I know that your ability exceeds that of Xiao Liu next door, and the idea that you wanted to invest in gas stations was far before Xiao Liu brewed, but Xiao Liu's network resources were good, and he took the land to the ground and made loans. Eventually he made a fortune and set up a number of brick-and-mortar businesses. You say you're going to do a better job than he is, I believe. But at the time, I still advised you against my will that gas stations are dangerous industries and will explode if they don't get it right. I blew up your dreams with these words, brutal but realistic. Blame your dad for being incompetent.

I didn't want you to go, for fear that failure would hurt your self-esteem. But you don't want to destroy your dreams again, so you have been shortlisted for the written test and eliminated in the interview for two consecutive years. You blame me for not paying attention, but what if I pay attention? I say that civil servants are to serve the people, and they can serve the people wherever they can. In fact, I didn't have the ability to operate at all, this was just a pretext for myself. I said I didn't want you to run the risk of corruption, and that was a consolation to cry blood. It is a great honor that you finally want to open up, poverty will limit people's imagination, this risk is objective after all. Your classmate Xiao Yang, with a good family background and a smooth career, accidentally fell from heaven to hell. I just want you to be an ordinary person, a person who starts and ends well. All fame and fortune are floating clouds, life is just a journey, health and happiness is happiness.

I hope you don't blame your father, although your father is incompetent, but in this life he is worthy of the conscience of heaven and earth, no complaints and no regrets, and he lives a full life. I want you and your children to be ordinary people...

Meng Xiao read his father's suicide note, five tastes and miscellaneous, his father was indifferent to fame and fortune all his life, but he poured everything into his children, and it was the father's greatest happiness to make him happy. Although he was terminally ill in his later years, he still smiled at Jiuquan. My father's attitude toward the world may be a philosophy today. Meng Xiao nodded heavily.