True feelings are bound to be sad
Li Li
I think the so-called affection should be understood in this way, that is a state of concentration. If we focus our minds on the object of experience, we will be more intensely and completely immersed in the object of experience. Conversely, if we don't show proper attention when we do something, then we are underexplated and feel less. The more you invest, the more you appreciate, and it is precisely because you are in love and haunted by dreams, so the object of your heart's efforts has become a person who has never met in a hundred years, a stunning thing in the world. It is your dedication and depth that allow the brilliance of beauty to be created and given to the object. Once you have given a deep affection to the object of your attention, you will be trapped by love and become troubled. You don't know when he or she, or some beloved, will suddenly be swept away by the water and carried away by the wind, so you can only hold it tighter and tighter. You even think that "sea oath mountain alliance" is just an illusory statement, the sea will dry up, the mountain will move, they can't even control their own destiny, they can only compete for love, love each other! I didn't dare to let fate glimpse my jealousy, and I was afraid that as I walked, I would reach the end of my fate.
Just like the 28th time in "Dream of the Red Chamber", Jia Baoyu heard Dai Yu lamenting his life on the hillside, and recited a sad and sad "Funeral Flower Words", first just with a thought, and then heard "Nong buries the flowers this year, he buries Nong knows who it is", "Once the spring is red and old, the flowers fall and the people die", he does not feel pain on the hillside, and the falling flowers in his arms are scattered on the ground. "Imagine Lin Daiyu's flowery face and moon appearance, in the future, when there is no way to find it, would you rather be heartbroken?" When Dai Yu is finally untraceable, it can also be pushed to others, such as BaoChao, XiangLing, Attacking People, etc., and can also reach the time when there is no way to find it. When Baochao and so on are finally unable to find, then will they be safe? And I don't know where I am going, but in the future, Si Yuan, Si Hua, Si Liu, I don't know whose surname it is? - Therefore, one and two, two and three repeatedly pushed to go, I really do not know what stupid things I want at this time, I don't know, I have escaped the great creation, and I have a dust net, so that I can explain this sadness! Thinking of this, Bao Yu's liver and intestines were broken, and he fell on the hillside and cried loudly. He had metaphysically experienced the passing of life, the helplessness of "like a beautiful flower, like a flow of water", and the thought that he would eventually lose his love, he already had infinite sadness in his heart. Mr. Lu Xun said, "The fog of sorrow is all over the Hualin Forest, and those who breathe and understand are only treasures and jade." "Why can only Baoyu understand?" Because if you love deeply, you will love painfully. He is the character of "love", the so-called "love of love, only in my generation" also. True feelings must be sad, and they must be lonely.
I think of Master Hongyi's "Wounded Spring", "Watching the falling flowers and listening to the cuckoos, the pieces are shocking reports, and the sounds are warnings." Watching the falling flowers and listening to the cries of the cuckoos seems to persuade enlightenment! Youth is easy to grow old. Life has been a gap colt, today's Zhu Yan, tomorrow's haggard. Life has been a gap, today's prosperity is tomorrow's non-profit. Suddenly, I realized that the background color of Hongyi's life is also a treasure jade-style love, otherwise why is it so affectionate and sensitive? They are all from famous families, rich and gentle, and they are dressed in fine clothes and jade food. But, suddenly, one day, they found that these were all "impermanent" and there was no way to last long. Just like a dream, waking up is empty, so they begin the journey to find their soul's destination, from "love" to jump into the sky, into "unlove", to an empty heart, ji moonlight wind, nothing to haunt. Like Jia Baoyu, Master Hongyi had attained enlightenment and realized the Dao after the earthly calamities.
Knowing the impermanence and perishability of all beauty, it is like the sand in the palm of the hand, the more it is clenched, the more it passes, so the death of the wound becomes an unforgettable pain. I have indeed experienced this empty pain in the course of my life, this pain, which I cannot relieve, and can only pour and record it over and over again.
If a voice asks me: Everything is fleeting, but the traces are eternal and eternal--the traces are the long sorrow and loneliness that follows, do you still experience them? I'll nod like a rock, and I'll go. In the face of the beauty of the world, I am only willing to experience it to the fullest, even if the fragile heart is overwhelmed. I would like to be a sober person who walks soberly into the rapidly decaying spring, as long as spring comes, every flower is wonderful.