Since ancient times, ancient and modern, Chinese and foreign, love, is the eternal topic of mankind, in the heavenly wish to be compared to the winged bird, in the earth wish for the lianli branch; the qinser chord, the white head with the old.
Today, the love story of the two lovers introduced is used to "hold on to the depressed thoughts, rely on the distant worries alone, search for seven years of lost traces, contain a long pulse of love, and break the intestines in thoughts." "It's no exaggeration to describe.
The couple's names are Gao Junyu and Shi Pingmei.
Gao Junyu and Shi Pingmei's hometowns are in Shanxi, Gao Junyu, born in 1986 in Jingle County, was admitted to the Geology Department of Peking University at the age of 16, and Gao Junyu was influenced by new ideas at Peking University. After the October Revolution in Russia, Gao Junyu, Deng Zhongxia, Huang Rikui and other students often gathered with Li Dazhao to study the experience of Marxism and the October Revolution together, and actively participated in the revolutionary practice of changing Chinese society. Gao Junyu joined the Beijing Communist Group in November 1920 and became one of the first 58 party members in China.
Born in 1902 in Pingding County, Shanxi Province, to a family of scholars, Shi Pingmei was admitted to the Physical Education Department of Beijing Women's Normal School in 1919.
At a meeting of fellow villagers in Shanxi, Shi Pingmei saw a handsome young man giving a speech in a calm mood, and Shi Pingmei learned from his fellow villagers that this bookish and unscrupulous young man was named Gao Junyu.
Talented and beautiful, coupled with revolutionary ideas as a medium, the two soon got acquainted, and often met, the two around literary creation, revolutionary movements to communicate with each other, in the day-to-day exchanges, each other developed a good feeling, the seeds of love began to sprout.
But the two maintain their due measure and restraint, because both have emotional trauma.
In particular, When Shi Pingmei was working as a Chinese language teacher at shida affiliated middle school after completing his studies, he met someone unladylike and fell in love with a newspaper reporter, and after dedicating everything to this person, he knew that he was a husband with a wife, but everything was too late.
Shi Pingmei decisively snuffed out this relationship, and from then on, he held on to celibacy and had no extravagant hopes for love.
And Gao Junyu, who was forced to marry by his father at the age of 17, married to a girl from the same village, and Gao Junyu, who has always held an opposing attitude in his heart, did not disobey his father's wishes, but his heart was extremely painful.
"The wild geese are in the clouds and the fish are in the water, and it is difficult to send this feeling." Gao Junyu and Shi Pingmei's love path has encountered many obstacles. The two could only bury their fierce emotions in the depths of their hearts. Although the two often discussed revolutionary principles together, encouraged each other, and comforted each other, they did not break the window paper.
For two people who love each other deeply, this is the deepest hurt, everything is unintentional, and everything seems to be separated by heaven and earth.
In 1922, gao Junyu, as one of the representatives of the Communist Party of China, attended the First Congress of Communist Parties and National Groups of the Far East held by the Communist International in Moscow. In May of the same year, he participated in the Second Congress of the Party and was elected as a member of the Central Committee. During the Beijing-Hankou railway strike, Gao Junyu calmly and vigilantly did not shrink, ran around to deal with the aftermath of the tragedy, and took up his pen and Luo Zhanglong to write "The Bloodshed of the Workers in Beijing and Han", which he made a post-preface entitled "Workers Need a Political Party" and called on workers to continue to struggle against the warlords.
In 1923, Gao Junyu participated in the three major congresses of the party and served as a member of the education committee of the party central committee, mainly devoting his energy to the work of building a united front.
No matter how busy the work is, Gao Junyu can never let go of his feelings for Shi Pingmei, after countless sleepless nights of struggle, Gao Junyu decided to pluck up the greatest courage to first break through this layer of window paper.
Gao Junyu returned to his hometown and persuaded his father to dissolve his marriage after much painstaking effort.
Just when Gao Junyu was preparing to confront Shi Pingmei in person, the overworked revolutionary work fell into the problem of hemoptysis, and it was bound to attack every cold autumn. In the autumn of 1924, Gao Junyu, as in previous years, went to the Biyun Temple in Beijing's Xishan To recuperate.
In the face of the autumn leaves that spread over the mountains, Gao Junyu's love for Shi Pingmei was like a spring of water, he picked a piece of red leaf, sent a poem: "The autumn color of the mountain cannot be closed, a piece of red leaves send acacia", and sent it to Shi Pingmei with the letter.
After Gao Junyu sent the letter and the red leaves, he was still uneasy, because he was not completely sure that Shi Pingmei would accept him.
"Love each other, but can't be together, if, without meeting you, if you don't love, will I still wander alone?" Alone and sad?"
This is the most appropriate portrayal of Gao Junyu's mood.
Gao Junyu's worries became a reality, and Shi Pingmei did not have the courage to accept his love, and she wrote on the back of the red leaves that "the withered flower basket does not dare to bear this bright red leaf.".
At this time, the most beautiful love in the world became the most profound heartache of Gao Junyu and Shi Pingmei, and no other pain could be compared, because love was unique and pure.
Gao Junyu's waiting and longing, Shi Pingmei's entanglement and refusal, as if to make the two yin and yang separate Shi Pingmei thought: "Can't make each other's happiness more painful than not getting happiness yourself" and fiercely desperate; on the other hand, it seems to see Gao Junyu's disappointment, and is deeply sorry and self-blame entangled.
There is nothing more cruel in the world than two deeply loved people who cannot be together.
In October 1924, Gao Junyu was assigned by the organization to guangzhou as Sun Yat-sen's secretary, which was the longest time he and Shi Pingmei were separated.
In a battle with the rebels, Gao Junyu led the team of the labor regiment to fight bravely, and was hit by a bullet in the right arm, and he was wounded and fought again until victory.
During his hospitalization after the victory of the counterinsurgency, Gao Junyu, in order to show his heart, sent a bullet casing and a few pieces of broken glass, and one of the two ivory rings he had specially bought (one of which he wore himself) to Shi Pingmei.
There is only love in the world, everywhere!
In the face of Gao Junyu's bitter love, Shi Pingmei's cold heart began to melt,
The most sadistic destruction in the world is only "Two people love each other, but they can't be together." ”
After Receiving the ring, Shi Pingmei did not hesitate this time, put the ring of love on his finger, and waited eagerly for Gao Junyu to return.
In an instant, the most beautiful love is like an acacia flower, after experiencing wind and rain, I finally see the rainbow, hug with one heart, and celebrate to the sun.
In November 1924, Gao Junyu left Guangzhou with Sun Yat-sen and arrived in Beijing to discuss state affairs with Feng Yuxiang.
Seeing that years of revolutionary faith and expectations were about to land, Gao Junyu's body collapsed due to overwork and was admitted to the hospital for treatment.
At this time, Shi Pingmei, learning the news of Gao Junyu's hospitalization, completely burst out of the feelings that had been accumulated for a long time, and with remorse and apology to Gao Junyu, he even wore the ivory ring sent to her by Gao Junyu and hurried to the hospital.
After too many differences, the couple can finally open their hearts, when Shi Pingmei snuggled up to Gao Junyu's bedside and poured water for Gao Junyu's tea, the two had only one thought, that is, never be separated from their lovers and chase back the time wasted in the past.
After Gao Junyu saw his beloved lover, his spirit immediately improved a lot, and the power of love is great and transcends everything. The first thing Gao Junyu did when he walked out of the ward was to take Shi Pingmei for a walk to Taoran Pavilion, which was the place where Gao Junyu had carried out many activities, and Gao Junyu said, "When I leave the world, you will bury me here." ”
At that time, Shi Pingmei just felt that this was Gao Junyu's love.
I didn't think that Gao Junyu actually said a word.
In January 1925, when Sun Yat-sen was to convene a National Assembly in Beijing to promote the National Congress, Gao Junyu was ill and devoted himself to the preparatory work, and 30 people, including Li Dazhao, were members of the presidium. On March 2, Gao Junyu's abdominal pain worsened and he was rushed to Peking Union Medical College Hospital.
At 00:25 on March 6, Gao Junyu died of sepsis due to acute appendicitis.
After Shi Pingmei received the news of Gao Junyu's illness and death, tears of remorse and apology poured out of her face again, regretting that she had not accepted Gao Junyu's love and regretting her hesitation and entanglement.
Shi Pingmei carved a poignant text on Gao Junyu's tombstone: "I am powerless to hold on to your life as fast as a comet, I can only shed the remaining tears to your grave until I can't see you." ”
In the face of Gao Junyu, whose life has passed, Shi Pingmei's life is also accompanying her lover to gradually pass. Like acacia flowers, united as one, connected to each other, each fragrant when in bloom, but alone when withered?
Shi Pingmei often unconsciously walked to Gao Junyu's tomb, both hanging and telling his heartfelt heart. For Gao Junyu's tragic memories, Shi Pingmei, who has a high literary attainment, wrote "The Last Scene", "Broken Heart and Tears Into Water", "Dream Back to The Lonely And Lonely Lamp" and other reminiscence articles.
These articles are completely blood and tears of remembrance, and there is no end to the thought of Gao Junyu, because in Shi Pingmei's view, everything cannot go back to the past, and cannot retrieve his memories and regrets for Gao Junyu.
No matter how powerful the words are, after all, Shi Pingmei cannot be allowed to recover his lover, and Yu Jie's mood does not have the existence of Gao Junyu, and eventually becomes a poison that erodes the body.
In the end, Shi Pingmei fell.
On September 30, 1928, Shi Pingmei died of meningitis.
The moment she closed her eyes, she was still staring at the ivory ring on her hand.
According to Shi Pingmei's last wish: "I was unable to live with each other before I died, I wish to be buried in the desert hill after death", and buried her next to Gao Junyu's tomb.
In June 1965, when Premier Zhou Enlai approved the urban planning of Beijing, he particularly emphasized the preservation of the "Tomb of Gaoshi" and instructed that "there is no contradiction between revolution and love, and it is also an education for young people."
I want to know the King, and I want to live forever.
Mountains without tombs, rivers and rivers are exhausted, winter thunder and earthquakes, summer rain and snow, heaven and earth are united, but dare to be with the king!