There are sorrows and joys in life, and there are separations and gatherings.
Only his life seemed to have only sorrow.
The world asks, "If you are talented, why don't you make a contribution?" Since you have the world in mind, why don't you make a big difference? ”
Yes, he has it. He is eager to show his talents all the time, but because of his obsession, he has led to prison disasters again and again.
As long as he changed his original intention and let go of his pride, he could completely avoid disasters, but he was not afraid of power, even if his head was broken and bleeding, he resolutely resisted to the end and buried his own brilliant life with his own hands.
Maybe life always needs some persistence, and there are always some roads to go on. He, Lu Zhaolin, is the one who will walk a dead end and walk out of great beauty.
In the twentieth year of Zhenguan (646), Emperor Taizong of Tang issued an edict to share the great Confucians in the Confucius Temple of the Chang'an Guozijian, which was Taizong's move that "after Mingde, there will be a master". Lu Zhi, the great Confucian at the end of the Eastern Han Dynasty, was one of them, and Lu Zhaolin was his sixteenth grandson.
The Lu family was once a large family of prestige, and Lu Zhaolin's brothers of the same clan were all well-known people. Gifted and intelligent, he worked hard and studiously, and later his father sent him to the literary masters Cao Xian and Wang Yifang to learn rhymes, exhortations, and classics.
Lu Zhaolin, who was famous in his division, naturally wanted to take the meritorious examination and build a meritorious deed. So he rushed to Chang'an, eager to make a difference in one fell swoop.
After arriving in Chang'an, he turned to gongqing to come to Ji, who came to see him with a dignified appearance and a good handwriting, and admired him very much. Later, at the recommendation of Laiji, he became the pawn of Li Yuanyu's mansion as King deng. Through his own talent and hard work, he gained the weight of King Deng.
Li Yuanyu was the uncle of Emperor Gaozong Li Zhi, and there were many books in the palace, so Lu Zhaolin read a lot of books there as soon as he had time, and benefited a lot. It was probably the happiest time of his life.
"Chang'an Ancient Meaning"
Chang'an Avenue is even narrow and oblique, and the green cow and white horse seven-spice car.
The jade dragon crossed the main hall, and the golden whip rushed towards the Hou family.
The dragon treasure covers the morning sun, and the phoenix spits tassels with sunset.
A hundred feet of gossamer scrambled around the tree, and a flock of petite birds chirped together. (100 feet Ichisaku: 100 zhang)
Bee play butterfly thousand door side, bi tree silver table ten thousand colors.
The double road crosses the window for a joint, and the double que lian yong hangs the phoenix wings.
The Liang family painting cabinet rises from the sky, and the golden stem of the Han Emperor is straight out of the clouds.
They don't know each other in front of the building, and they don't know each other.
Borrowing the pipe to the purple smoke, once learned to dance for a long time.
He who has to die is willing to be a Mandarin duck and not envy the immortal.
The flounder duck is really enviable, and the double goes to the two to see the king.
Raw hate tent forehead embroidered lonely bird, so as to take the curtain paste double swallow.
Double swallows fly around the painting beams, and Luo Weicui is covered with tulips.
The pieces are clouded with cicada sideburns, and the fibrous first moon is yellow.
Out of the white car with yellow powder, it contains a delicate attitude.
The demon boy BMW iron even money, prostitute pan dragon gold bent knees.
The imperial family palace was crying at night, and the birds in front of the court were eager to perch.
Hidden ZhuCheng Linyu Road, far away from the green and green without the golden causeway.
Flying Eagle Duling North, Tan maru borrows guests from Weiqiao West.
Invite the chivalrous furong sword, and stay with the prostitute family peach Li Qi.
Prostitutes twilight violet skirt, a song of a mouthful of atmosphere.
The north hall is like a moon at night, and the south is like a cloud.
NanmoBeitang is connected to the north, and the five dramas and three articles control three cities.
Weak willow green locust hanging on the ground, good red dust dark sky.
Han Dynasty JinWu Qian rode in, emerald Tu Su parrot cup.
Luo Baobao belt is Jun xie, and Yan Ge Zhao dance is Jun Kai.
Don't have a luxurious name to be a general, and the day will not be reciprocated.
The origin of the will is to drain the bushman, and the monopoly judgment does not tolerate Xiao Xiang.
The authoritarian spirit is arrogant, and the green and purple swallows sit in the spring wind.
He said that he had been singing and dancing for thousands of years, and he claimed to be arrogant and extravagant.
The scenery of the festival does not treat each other, and the kuwata bihai must be changed.
In the past, the Golden Steps White Jade Hall, that is, now only qingsong is there. (Only See Ichisaku: Only See)
Lonely and few Yangzi residences, years and years and a bed of books.
Unique Nanshan osmanthus hair, flying around to attack people.
This is the Chang'an in his eyes.
The momentum is magnificent, the pen is like a flood that breaks the embankment, and a brain pours out, taking in the prosperity of Chang'an.
Jade dragons, golden whips, dragon titles, and phoenix tassels. These are not idle people, they are either princes and generals, or high-ranking officials and nobles.
In Chang'an, people are busy, and even the scenery is competing to show themselves.
He saw bees and butterflies, trees, and terraces flying on both sides of the palace gate, which became particularly dazzling in the sun. The magnificent Liang Family Painting Pavilion can be compared to the bronze pillars of the Han Palace. Suddenly, the wealth of Chang'an jumped on the paper.
In addition to material abundance, the spirit also pursues. At dusk, Chang'an City seemed to have changed its appearance, and all kinds of characters appeared one after another.
The assassins who assassinated officials on the west side of the Weiqiao Bridge entered Chang'an City with swords, but they were attracted by the women with flowers and branches. Those "prostitutes" thought about "violet skirts" day and night, chanting soft songs and perfumed rooms.
Not only was the nightlife colorful, but in high society, the struggle for power caused the ministers of culture and military affairs to attack each other and not give in to each other. They were left and right by the emperor's side, so that the sages were excluded, but they thought they were heroes and rode triumphantly on horses.
What about self-righteousness? No matter how beautiful the characters are, they are no more than five gongs. But where are they now? The mansion that was once luxurious is now only a few green pines.
Yes, he looked down on that extravagant and vulgar life.
Those who indulge in lust and power will eventually lose their reputation, and only those who are pure in heart and do not seek vanity can live forever.
He was indignant about his indomitability, but he could only forgive himself.
Qu Chi He
Floating incense winds around the shore, and the circle shadow covers the pool.
Often afraid of the early autumn wind, drifting zero jun does not know.
Plum Blossom Fall
The Meiling flowers have just begun, and the snow in the Tianshan Mountains has not yet bloomed.
The snow is full of flowers, and the lace is like snow.
Because the wind enters the dance sleeves, the mixed powder is towards the dressing table.
The Xiongnu are tens of thousands of miles, and the spring solstice does not know.
Once he was appreciated by King Deng, he was full of vigor. However, after the death of King Deng, he lost his patron, and a sudden catastrophe caught him off guard, and he was imprisoned without preparation.
All because of the sentence "The Liang family painting cabinet rises in the sky, the Han Emperor's golden stem is straight out of the clouds" is interpreted as an allusion to Liang Wang Wu's three thoughts. Despite his strong defenses, everything was in vain.
In the end, he regained his freedom with the help of friends, but the experience frustrated him.
Living in Chang'an is not an easy task.
After his release from prison, Lu Zhaolin could not continue to stay in Chang'an, so he obtained the position of lieutenant of Xindu County in Yizhou, Shuzhong. In Shuzhong, he met the late Zhang Kamzhi, who had spoken loudly in the palace of The Tang Dynasty, and it was truly an unforgettable time:
"Reward Zhang Shaofu Cambodia"
Xi Yu and his master met Han Chuanyin. Zhupu Dragon is lying down, and Tanxi Ma is sinking.
Price heavy Yao mountain song, the word shock Dan Fenglin. Ten years of consolation, thousands of miles apart to find.
The wind is blocked, and the Jingheng cloud road is deep. Peng fei looks forward to the past, and the midge is sad and sad.
Whoever said Tsing Yi Dao, also sighed white head chant. The ground is connected to the immortal stream, and the river is connected to the clouds and rain.
The flying spring is like scattered jade, and the sunset is like hanging gold. Heavy with Yaohua gifts, empty dance heart.
After yizhou's three-year term expired, he did not leave Shuzhong, but continued to live here. At this time, he met Wang Bo, who was also depressed, and suddenly found Zhiyin.
They traveled to Xuanwu Mountain together and sang to each other:
《Mt. Togenbu on September 9》
On September 9, I looked at the mountains and rivers and returned to my heart to look at the wind and smoke.
He drank golden flower wine together in other places, and thousands of miles shared the same sorrow and goose sky.
The encounter with Wang Bo seemed to inspire his determination to settle down, and he decided to continue to pursue his career.
So he resolutely bid farewell to his wife who was going to marry him. At that time, she was already pregnant with his child, and it was supposed that he should stay and accompany his wife, but he resolutely bid farewell and went from Shuzhong to Luoyang. Maybe he would be saddled with the notoriety of a negative man, but he didn't care.
What really made him care was the "wind paralysis" that tormented him day and night. He was not yet forty years old, but illness was eroding his body like a demon.
In order to survive, he found the divine doctor Sun Simiao, but Sun Simiao only forgave him and let him take good care of his heart.
But his father passed away, his younger siblings also died, his family was getting worse and worse, his health was getting worse and worse, and a series of blows made his life suddenly messy, and what career and pursuit became an empty dream.
All he had to do was wait, to wait for death to come.
Finally, he couldn't stand it any longer, and slowly climbed to the edge of the Yingshui River and plunged headlong into the river.
Perhaps it was his best relief.