Last night I dreamed of you twice, the first time I sat face to face to eat like I usually did, and I said, "Wife, you're fat," and you said, "I'm fat these days." "The second dream is that I went out with you, and you sat in the passenger car and walked up to a mountain and saw three roads, and I didn't know where to go, and you pointed to the one on the far left and said, 'Go to Grandma's house in that direction, or let's go to Grandma's house to see it." "I looked at the road, and although it was on the hill, it was flat and easy to walk. Then I woke up. When I woke up, as soon as I took your picture from the head of the bed, I held it in my arms and said to you, "Wife, how nice it would be if this were really good... I miss you so much that I can't eat with you anymore, I can't hang out with you anymore... I think you can only see you in your dreams, you can only talk to you in front of pictures... Wife, how have you been lately? I miss you so much..." The tears dripped on the photo, and I quickly wiped them clean, I was afraid that the winter tears would freeze to your face. That mountain seems to be the mountain we encountered in the Xiawei generation when we took our parents out to play during the Qingming Festival in 2014, when you said that the scenery was beautiful...
Almost two months, I told you that I went to the notary office with my daughter to do inheritance justice, at that time I chose to give up inheriting your inheritance, let my daughter inherit all of your enterprise annuity, housing provident fund, pension and social security pension, etc. My daughter also wanted to choose to give up and let me inherit. The night before yesterday, the colleague of the original unit's human resources department called me and said that the 2016 year was almost over, the relevant funds had arrived, and the procedures had to be completed immediately, and it was troublesome to drag it out until the next year. Yesterday I asked my daughter to go to the human resources department, but she still didn't want to receive the money. Today I asked my colleague in Qingdao to send the form and sign the opinion of renouncing inheritance. In this way, the daughter had to inherit. Wife, you don't blame me, all this money is given to my daughter, after all, I still have the ability, and the financial difficulties are not difficulties, thinking of you, worrying about you, worrying about you is my biggest and difficult to overcome difficulties - you don't know how much I want to see you again, how much I want to have a meal with you again, chat with you... Wife, when the tears are in my eyes, I always raise my head, close my eyes, and look into the distance, thinking back to you and my past...
Miss you very much. It's been 271 days, and the days have passed quickly and slowly. After not seeing each other for such a long time, do you still maintain that smiling face? Do you still remember your earthly home and your husband and daughter? In front of people, I use my smiling face to whitewash my inner sadness and squeeze my inner pain with laughter, but do you know how heavy my steps are when I come home after work and how heavy the mood of walking on the road is? After people, I wash our past days with tears, and remember the beauty of our past with sighs, but do you know how helpless and sad I am? When I came home at the beginning of this month, I saw that the flowers and grasses you raised were still lush and burning, and I caressed these leaves with longing and caress, just like touching your face--wife, I haven't touched your face for 271 days, is your face still so delicate and smooth? Is that mole in the middle of the eyebrow still so eye-catching? You said that this mole is called the Snow Pearl, Wangfu...
Wife, too long gone, tonight my colleagues sent me home on the way, looking at the pedestrians outside the car window, thinking of these people who hurried home, no matter how long the family waited, they all have a return date, and you have no return date, no, I can no longer wait for you, and you will never wait for me again - I know that from noon on March 30, 2016, you and I, this life, this life, is over - but I don't believe, do not admit, do not accept, do not face - so I have been looking forward to your return, I know that you are reluctant to go home, Reluctant to me, reluctant to have children, reluctant to relatives and life... But what can I do, I really don't have you, you really leave this world, everything about me and my children is irrelevant to you, you don't care anymore, you don't care...
The only thing I can do is keep myself busy, but what about after I'm busy? When others talk about the holidays, when they talk about their wives, when they talk about the Spring Festival, my heart clucks a little, and then it falls into a whirlpool - a strong thought of you comes up, making me unable to control my tears - wife, why is our road broken like this, isn't it good to accompany you to old age? Didn't you say that the white head is a hundred years old? Doesn't it mean that after being very old and very old, sit on the balcony and reminisce about the ups and downs, flowers and grasses along the way? You've always been a person who says one thing and the same thing, so why have you lied to me about the promise of the future, about old age? I really want to hug you again, I really want to joke with you again, I really want to touch your ear again and say, "Wife, I love you!" ”
Wife, I love you! In the past 271 days, I have found countless reasons to stop worrying about you, but whenever I eat, the first thing I think about is whether you have eaten or not; I have built a wall that is ten thousand feet high to block the thought of you, but a cold wind blows over and my first thought is whether you have added clothes... Another 4 days 2016 will end, this year we spent a full quarter in suffering, after this year has passed, every year in the future I will not intersect with you, wife, my kind, warm, warm, diligent wife, tell me how I don't want you! At this time, tears were raining down, and I said to your photo: "Wife, I miss you, laugh at one, tell me, you are very good..."