autumn
The northern sergeants always came a little earlier than other places, and the autumn rains evoked chills In the past whispered in my ears
If the world were named after a dream, I would be addicted to dreams
I've said to myself countless times is this what I want?
Remembering the past, I remember a word If the heart is hurt, I will not believe it when true love comes
It's the best way to describe my fall of the twenties
God said that when the world calls to me, I will give an echo
I know that when true love accompanies me, I don't realize it
Have you ever thought she wouldn't wait for you anymore I don't know
All I know is the maturity that accompanies me for half my life
Both life and the future are in a state of confusion
Will you be that person?
The one that picked me up at the trough
Show the way in difficult situations
Hold my hand on the way
Say bow your head when you're tired and I'll take you with me
I'm waiting for an answer
Waiting for an answer that is hanging in the air and does not dare to look forward to
Don't wake me up when I wake up, and I'm still sinking in the middle of wandering
spring
Written from the spring of 2011.
Today is the second month with you in the UK
Leaving the family In an unfamiliar environment, it's just you and me
Getting to know each other is much faster than in the years at home
It's also in this environment that we all shed the last layer of disguise from each other and meet each other's truest selves
In the face of this, I have no fear and full of expectations
I was forced to know what you look like under the aura of outsider evaluation
I want to listen to your voice with a fragile heart under the strong exterior
I'm anxious to trace back to the girl who is now surrounded by love, facing that once lost love self, whether your wounds have been healed by love
Thankfully, I have the answers to all of this
I remember when we first started our relationship, I said bluntly that I didn't like to go shopping, and you said that you were annoyed, but in the end, you sat on a stool and waited for me to pick and choose for you
I said I don't want to delay my studies because of love, and you really stay with me every day Library Starbucks Bookstore has become the place where we spend the most time together, so much so that even my mother doesn't believe it
You said that you want your interest to be my interest, and you want to be recognized and cared for, then I will learn to understand and care more about you, and finally the two of you have become the most understanding of each other
When we got to the UK, we all changed
You learn to cook and become a Michelin-starred chef
I'm also trying to get my temper off and learn to tolerate you
Ah, this summer, the heavy is the love, the warmth is the warmth
It's hard to find someone in the world who is so much the same as her
So in tune, so smooth, so generic
summer
I don't want to dwell on the bells and whistles, I just want to calm down and talk to myself.
Remember I always told you I didn't believe in love.
In China, the broken past disturbs the state of mind, and always feels really good feelings:
It is one person who pays more
Balance for two people
Commitment and understanding of both parties
Sharing the imperfect character flaws that the original family brings to each other
Adaptation of the three views
A fit for each other
Family encouragement and pure love
Have the determination to trust each other and go down together with each other
These constitute my yearning and anticipation for the philosophy of perfect love
And that's why I realized that it's too hard to meet true love
We are too busy with our studies to be knocked down and climbed up by the reality of the past, and it is the determination to have a better future, and the courage that does not carry the aura of our parents
In front of these, love becomes materialized and even measured with other things, is love really worth it?
In the Twelve Causes of the Buddha, it is said that love is taken from the cause, that there is a condition, that there is a cause, that there is a cause, that there is a cause, that is, that there is a cause for birth, that is, that there is death, sorrow, sorrow, and suffering
Beautiful love makes people cherish But do confused emotions really have an intrinsic meaning? Even if it is a perfect love, the end or what is it?
I didn't understand any of this before I met you
but
From the day I fell in love with you, it was like a begonia blossoming in the clouds
I suddenly understood that what was wrong was not love, not the world, but the person I met and my incomplete self
I also really examine the true meaning of love through you through love
The answer is:
Growing up with each other through love, gaining the strength to be good, metamorphosing in an incomplete personality, not wandering before the confusion of reality
And these are the scenery that we support each other and cherish each other
winter
The background of the creation of this love poem is the rainy night after you returned to London, and I fell into the abyss of longing and could not extricate myself In the poem, I made this emotion quietly, quietly, and it is also a kind of understanding of the lamentation of reality and the bitterness of emotion behind it, and I am half drunk and half awake Writing this poem, I believe that this understanding will resonate with everyone:
The world is obsessed with this silent whisper
In love and speechlessness, melodious
It has also made me feel sad in love and thought countless times
Knowing where to go, but only saddened
Demons also whispered in mortal dust
"The other side is ahead"
Let me peek into that hope that's within reach
But I know
Quiet is also a parting point
Do you know what quietly pains me away from my heart' destination?
Think I'm strolling around in heaven?
No, I'm already in the world
Hate cannot dominate my love to give to me
Disguised as silent thoughts, it hides the pain that is silent
I tried to solve in Shakespeare's world
Is it your miserable impermanence or your slaughtering resistance?
No one can snatch my heart from the world
My love shines forever in Hammere
Today is your 22nd birthday Happy Birthday
Your little juice boy Yanchen
Author: Yanchen
Editor: Aero
Typography: Nanshan
Audit: Yongfang
Artist/VI: Little Week
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