Memories of first love

Today is the thirteenth year we have known each other, and the tenth year of our breakup, and I don't know why I still can't forget the memories of the past.

Today, April 22, 2021, 21:10 the weather is light rain and cloudy, in the friend's side inadvertently mentioned this platform, from not knowing this platform to friends recommended to download in the installation to view the article in the opening to write an article is only a short ten minutes, but after writing this article I do not know how long it takes. My first love and I are the same, from not knowing - adding friends - agreeing to QQ friends - becoming friends - becoming friends who talk about nothing - confidants - understanding - confessing - accepting to be their own objects - meeting - creating all kinds of romantic stories - breaking up - really leaving the scene took a full three years, but the memory may be a lifetime. Love has the ultimate point, the article will also have, thanks to the friend recommended this platform to give me the opportunity to share this story. Bless the world's lovers who will eventually become dependents

In the tenth year of the breakup I don't know why I still have time together, romantic stories created, and tragic times in my head. Yu'er, do you think about me now, do you think about our past, never realize that you have been a family for a whole decade, whether you have lived well or not in these ten years, every time I find a partner, every time I am injured, every time I am sad, every time I am lonely, there is a story of you and me in my head. Remember the first time we confirmed the relationship when I was just 20 you 18, at that time we were not convenient for transportation, even our rural areas did not open a bus, mobile phones are 2G, we rely on text messages to maintain contact, each month the phone bill is around 200, in order for us to communicate you in high school when eating instant noodles, steamed pickles to save money to pay the phone bill. I still feel very happy to give silently for love, and I still remember the first time you called my husband and asked me the first question, when we are old who will do the one who stays, my answer is to let you leave first, so that there will be less heartbreak of memories. I ask you your answer is also that you leave first, because you know that I like to eat delicious food, let our two babies be filial to me, eat all over the world. You've been studying well, but because of me you didn't get into college. When I was building a house at home, my mother quarreled with my father and grandfather, and my mother had been lying in bed without eating and only crying, which was also the phone call you made to my mother, and she was willing to get up and eat. I didn't want to get up to eat in every way before you called, and I wanted to know what you were talking about, and neither my mom nor you told me. I want to repay you with this kind of effort for the rest of my life, but I didn't get this opportunity.

We met for the first time when we met for a year and a half, I was the first time I went out of Gaocheng District, before this year and a half we were all relying on video, but the 2G mobile phone network in my hand was too slow, I also just learned to play games online, I told my mother that I wanted to give you videos I also told you to give you videos, but at that time it was too greedy, and when I arrived at Internet cafes, I generally played show dance. Video or rely on 2G signal mobile phone video, you never complain. The first time I went to the place where there was you, I got off the train after the crowd of people did not know how to go, I followed behind the people where they went I also went, all the way to the ticket gate, and then the two of us began to look for each other, QQ video, telephone voice, looking for a long time finally Kung Fu did not pay off, the two of us saw, you saw me jumping in my arms, when we passed by people looked at us with strange eyes, you did not pay attention, I also did not, I hugged you tightly as if you let go of your hand you will run Yes, you are in my arms ear dead attached to my heart that, do not let me talk so silently hugged for a long time, may be I am a little hungry, my stomach grunted a sound before you let go, the two of us held hands for the first time to go to the restaurant to buy food, that day is also the first time I feel happy, the two of us are full to see a kite seller, you are like a baby and say fly, can you buy a kite? After buying the kite, I flew, gave you the thread and I told you that I am this kite, and when you want me to come back to you, you will pull the kite back, and I will wait quietly for you to recall it; if you don't love me anymore, annoy me, you can use scissors to cut the thread to make me a headless fly, and I can't find my way home, so I will fly with dandelion to where is my home. You told me at that time that the thread was in my hand, the world I had, and I would never let go of it for the rest of my life. We walked and talked like this for a long, long time, and it was getting dark, and we found a bench in the park, and we both did it, and you leaned on my shoulder and slowly slid down to my lap, and I told you the story, not knowing when you were already asleep. I was afraid of disturbing your rest, my legs did not dare to move, until the dawn of the day you woke up, when you woke up my legs have lost consciousness, you got up and dragged me to go, I told you that my legs are numb, you crouch down and pout my legs to pound my legs, at that time it may be that the legs were numb for too long that fist I know you did not use force but I still shouted out in pain. That time was the first time you were together, you cried, asked me to fly, why don't you wake me up, wake you up your legs and it's all right, I dragged you into my arms and told you that even if your leg is broken, I won't make you a little unhappy, when you showed me an article, and muttered that I would take care of you later. Because at that time just looked at it, probably means that the hero rode a motorcycle to his girlfriend, but the brakes failed, the boy did not tell the girl the truth, the speed of the car is getting faster, the girl said can you slow down, I am afraid, the man also said that you took off my helmet, put it on his head I will slow down, the hero gave all the protective measures on the body to the girl, the motorcycle crashed on the truck, the boy died on the spot, the girl was slightly injured. I promised her that I would take care of her like this for the rest of my life, and after reading the article she walked on my legs for a long time before I slowly became conscious, but it was going to rain at that time. We went to a store and bought an umbrella, and it started to rain just after eating breakfast, and I was holding her dead for fear of the rain hitting her and catching a cold the next day. I didn't put down my umbrella until where she lived, but fortunately her upper body was dry and my left side was wet and my right side was wet. When I got home, she took a towel to wipe the water off my clothes, and I felt really happy. The two of us chatted like this, it was dark for a long time, she was lying on the bed, I coaxed her to sleep in front of the head, I don't know when I fell asleep, and the next morning I woke up and saw that she was still asleep, it was the first time I had prepared a loving breakfast for the girl. After eating I told her I was leaving, I came back to accompany her again, when she was holding me dead, I knew that she was very reluctant to let me go, and at that time I also thought that if time could stop in this second, it would be better to send Jun Qianli to the end, she sent me to the station, she put the song "Parting Station" on her mobile phone, and when I walked to the station, there was no shadow before she left. This was the first time the two of us met, a beautiful day, and it was also the time when the two of us first opened our love sinuses