01
"Let's get a divorce."
On an ordinary Sunday, Fang Yi filed for divorce from Song Xian without warning.
Song Xian's eyes were full of surprise, and he asked her: "We are so good, why did you suddenly mention divorce?" ”
"Where's it going?" Fang Yi's attitude was very firm, and he counted the changes between the two from love to marriage, telling him, "We have long been not good. ”
Oh, yes.
They're not doing well for a long time.
Song Xian was silent for a long time, and his eyes turned red as time passed by minute by minute.
He looked up and asked Fang Yi, "Or can we try to change?" Or can we skip a divorce? ”
Ke Fangyi shook his head and refused.
She said: "Song Xian, before we get into a fight, let's get a divorce." We've been in love for 8 years, and really, I don't want us to consume what little affection we have left in this marriage with no communication, no temperature, no sex, and love. Divorce at the moment is the best choice for each other, at least after the divorce, we can still be friends again. ”
Song Xian has always been clear that the things that Fang Yi decides well will not be easily changed.
Perhaps, Fang Yiti's divorce is not without warning, but her long-thought-out choice.
Eventually, he agreed to her request.
02
Song Xian took a leave of absence from the company.
When he woke up the next day, he prepared breakfast for Fang Yi for the first time in the world, and changed into the suit that Fang Yi gave him on the first wedding anniversary.
He thought that when he got married, he and Fang Yi had such a sense of ceremony.
Now that they are separated, they should also have a sense of ceremony.
When Fang Yi got up and saw the breakfast prepared by Song Xian, his spirit was a little confused.
She seemed to have forgotten when Song Xian had last prepared breakfast for her at home.
Was it on the morning of her birthday 1 year ago? Or a wedding anniversary 2 years ago? It seemed to be even older, so long that she could not remember it.
When he arrived at the Civil Affairs Bureau, it was Song Xian's car, and Fang Yi sat on the co-pilot, looking at the buildings and traffic that were constantly receding on both sides of the road, and his heart couldn't help but feel a pang of sadness.
After arriving at the Civil Affairs Bureau, Song Xian found a place to park the car, but the two never unfastened their seat belts.
After a moment of silence, Song Xian turned his face to look at Fang Yi and asked, "Do you want to drink water?" ”
Fang Yi's hand grasping the seat belt gradually loosened and nodded: "Well, the salty bone porridge you boiled in the morning is a little salty." ”
Song Xian subconsciously answered: "Then I will put less next time..."
The words had been spoken, but he realized that it seemed that after today, there would be no next time.
The last word "salt" was swallowed back by him.
Then, embarrassed, he unfastened his seat belt, opened the car door and walked to the commissary next to the Civil Affairs Bureau.
Song Xian bought a bottle of water at the commissary.
The moment he picked up the water, he was stunned, and when he turned around to look at Fang Yi, who had already got off the car and was waiting for him, his thoughts slowly drifted away...
03
Song Xian and Fang Yi actually met as children.
At that time, Song Xian sat in the position behind Fang Yi, who tied a long ponytail, and the ponytail was always swept on Song Xian's stationery box during class.
Every now and then, Song Xian would always quietly close the stationery box, waiting for Fang Yi to suddenly stand up after class, waiting for her to scream his name angrily in pain.
He thought it was fun.
At that time, he didn't know what liking was, but he liked to mess with Fang Yi, liked to see her angry, liked her to call his name.
But Fang Yi didn't think it was funny.
She was really angry, and after being caught by him countless times, she reported it to the teacher.
The teacher turned them away and called Song Xian's parents to come to the school.
For this reason, Song Xian was reprimanded by his mother.
His mother said to him: "You are a boy, how can you bully female classmates?" This is not a gentleman at all. ”
Later, Song Xian slowly understood why he did not like a gentleman.
But it was because he liked to play with Fang Yi and wanted to attract her attention in such a childish way.
But by the time he knew this, Fang Yi had already moved his family to another city because of his parents' job transfer, and they never met again.
04.
Song Xian said goodbye to Fang Yi a few years later.
That's when college freshmen enter.
A group of students from all over the world who have never met before are pulled into a QQ group named after the class by Bandai.
The students all introduced themselves in the group, and Song Xian saw Fang Yi's introduction at a glance.
He was so excited that he forgot to introduce himself, and directly clicked on Fang Yi's avatar and sent out an application to add friends.
After Fang Yi passed his friend application, he sent her the self-introduction that he was going to send to the class group.
But Fang Yi couldn't remember who Song Xian was.
Until he said, "Did you forget?" When I was a child, I sat behind you and always got your hair, and you reported it to the teacher behind you. ”
Fang Yi remembered that it was him.
She replied to him: "You were so bad when you were a child, you always bullied me." ”
Song Xian apologized to her, saying that he didn't understand things when he was a child, and asked her to turn the page on the matter.
He also said that he would cherish this friendship in the future and would never bully her.
After all, he didn't have the good sense to tell her the real care he had when he was a child.
But Fang Yi said, "We don't know who is bullying whom." ”
He held the mobile phone, and his mind came up with the way Fang Yi looked when he was a child, imagining the way she replied to him angrily at this moment, and the corners of his mouth couldn't help but grin.
He thought that Fang Yi must still be as cute as when he was a child.
05.
Fang Yi is indeed cute when she grows up, but she is cute to the point of being a little confused, confused and at the same time bringing her own pathophilic attributes.
She was always disoriented on campus and even ran to the wrong classroom, until the professor asked her by name which class she was, and she ran out of the classroom with the textbook in the laughter of her classmates.
Song Xian asked Fang Yi, "Why don't you let your roommate wait for you to come to class?" ”
Fang Yi replied to him: "On the day of the beginning of the school year, I came too late, and the girls' dormitories in our class were all full, so I could only queue up to another professional girls' dormitory." We're not in class together, why wait? ”
Song Xian thought about it and asked her to wait for him downstairs in the girls' dormitory before class in the future, and he went to class with her, then she would not run to the wrong classroom.
Fang Yi said that he was such a good person, and it was a world away from when he was a child.
He replied with embarrassment that it was because the impression he left on her when he was a child was too bad, so he wanted to perform well now and make a good impression on her.
His words, Fang Yi didn't seem to think much about it.
She was right when he was good to her because of his classmate friendship.
Song Xian's kindness is not a simple friendship of classmates.
He could get up early in the morning to buy Fang Yi breakfast, and after observing that she always brought no water to the classroom, he could silently prepare a thermos cup for her and fill it with water.
Fang Yiyou had offered to return the money to him.
But he didn't want it.
Fang Yi can only find excuses to send him some expensive gifts during some festivals.
He felt that the gift was too expensive and did not want to accept it, but Fang Yi said: "These are my wishes, if you reject me, then I will be very ashamed." ”
In this way, he accepted Fang Yi's gift.
In this back-and-forth, the classmates also tacitly accepted that they were a couple.
06.
But Fang Yi never thought about Song Xian's relationship with her.
Until one night, the female classmate who slept in the next bed asked her: "Ah Yi, are you in love with that Song Xian in your class?" ”
After she subconsciously denied it, the female classmate teased her: "Really not? So do you want to introduce him to me? I think he's quite handsome, his skin is good, and he's very sweet to girls..."
Fang Yi was naturally reluctant to introduce Song Xian to female classmates.
She couldn't say what she thought in her heart, that is, after Song Xian was remembered, she felt uncomfortable.
Especially when she saw a girl from the student council coming to Song Xian in the classroom the next day, the two of them had a good conversation, but she was very angry.
She stood up, deliberately walked past them, and bumped Song Xian's arm.
The girl looked at Fang Yi and left without apologizing after bumping into someone, so she muttered two words, saying how she was so rude.
But Song Xian smiled and said that it was all right.
He looked at the figure of Fang Yi walking away, and his heart was already happy.
He knew that Fang Yi was jealous.
He had always thought that Fang Yi was like a brother to him, and had no other ideas, but she would be jealous, which meant that he had a chance.
In the evening, Song Xian stood downstairs in the girls' dormitory with a large bag of Fang Yi's favorite snacks and called her down.
Fang Yi was angry at the time and refused to go down.
But he said that if she didn't come down, he would call her name downstairs with a loudspeaker, and she reluctantly went downstairs.
Fang Yi stood in front of her, and after Song Xian tucked the large bag of snacks into her arms, he generously told her his heart.
He said a lot and said he liked her for a long, long time, but she never found out.
He asked her, "Can you be my girlfriend?" ”
Fang Yi nodded sheepishly at that time, and Song Xian hugged her at this moment, took a sip in her face, and ran away quickly.
By the time Fang Yi reacted, his face was already red.
They, also on this night, officially confirmed the relationship.
07.
When he graduated from college, Song Xian and Fang Yi chose to stay in the city and struggle.
Song Xian still remembered that at that time, he and Fang Yi were unwilling to reach out to their families for money, and after paying the first month's rent, the two had 100 yuan left in their pockets.
In order to make a living, they went to the square during the weekend break to distribute leaflets.
At that time, in the summer, he and Fang Yi were thirsty and hungry.
But in order to save money, when they went to the store to buy food, they only bought a square bag and a bottle of water.
Sitting behind the two of them in the shade of a tree, you eat the bag and the water in one bite.
Those days, although very bitter, were the happiest and most unforgettable memories of him and Fang Yi.
Later, their work became more and more smooth, and they also put the discussion of marriage on the agenda, meeting parents, engaging, and weddings, which was a one-off thing.
At the time of the new marriage, his work with Fang Yi was not so busy.
They would wake up early on weekends to prepare breakfast for their significant others, break up and walk by the river in the evening, and even on a whim, suddenly take a vacation to take a road trip together.
At that time, their hearts and eyes were all on each other, and their minds were all on each other's bodies, and occasionally they would look forward to the future of a family of three living together.
Unexpectedly, before the children arrived, their marriage had come to an end.
08.
The more he thought about it, the more difficult it was for Song Xian's heart to accept.
He still loves Fang Yi and does not want to divorce, but he gradually loses Fang Yi in his increasingly busy work.
Fang Yi, who was standing at the door of the Civil Affairs Bureau waiting for Song Xian, could not see him return, and he was worried about him in his heart, so he looked for him.
She saw him sitting on a stone bench at the entrance of the commissary with his head held, his shoulders shrugged.
She also saw the bottle of water lying next to him.
The sign of the bottle of water, she recognized, was the same one she had drunk with Song Xian when she was working part-time to distribute leaflets.
Looking at Song Xian's crying, her heart was also uncomfortable.
She sat down beside him, opened the bottle of water and took a sip, and the taste of the water seemed to change.
But thinking about it carefully, it seems that it is not water that has changed, but the state of mind of her and Song Xian.
They used to love each other like that, and loved each other to the bone; they also cried and laughed together, and wrote each other in each other's future.
When did it start?
It seems to have been promoted from Song Xian, and it seems that from the time when she decided to change careers, while the work was getting better and better, along with them, they were getting busier and busier.
Slowly, she and Song Xian spent less and less time together.
Even if he was in the same space, he was busy with his work, she was dealing with her business.
They used to fill each other's hearts as if they had been crammed with work and clients.
They can always give up their agreed dates with their other half because of a phone call, and they can always forget about each other's special holidays because of temporary business trips.
For countless nights, they even chose to sleep separately because of the overtime of one party, and gradually, they lived a sexless life, and the plan to create people that they had when they were newly married was abandoned.
She mentioned the divorce this time because she felt that her and Song Xian's thoughts were not on each other, and the two were obviously husband and wife, but they were more like a roommate.
09.
Fang Yi originally thought that divorce was the best choice.
But when she saw this bottle of water, the bits and pieces that belonged to the two of them reminded her over and over again that she still loved Song Xian.
She believes that Song Xian is the same.
Maybe they can all give each other another chance.
After a moment's hesitation, she slowly said, "Husband, let's go back, I'm hungry and want to eat the sausage rice you used to make for me in the rental house." ”
Song Xian raised his head, his eyes full of shock.
He looked at Fang Yi and thought he had misheard.
He asked her over and over again, "Really?" ”
In her nods over and over again, he was finally sure that he really hadn't heard it wrong.
He hugged her excitedly, just as he had done the night he confessed.
Yes, they didn't end up divorcing.
They want to give each other another chance, and this time, they want to slow down a little, and while they are busy working, they also put more thoughts on each other.
As for the man-making plan, they thought, it was time to put it back on the agenda.
I believe that in the near future, their wishes will come true.
In fact, this experience between the male and female protagonists, I believe many people feel the same.
We used to love each other so much, but in life and work, little by little, we lost each other.
We all regret when we lose, is it not that if we put more thoughts on each other, we will not come to this step of separation?
Yu Wei still wants to say that not all of us are as lucky as the male and female protagonists, and we can do it all over again.
It is better to kill the problem in the cradle before it occurs.
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