(Fiction) Wrong Love

It's a story that sounds like it.

Women once had a happy and stable home in the eyes of outsiders: the husband was tall and handsome, engaged in enviable work: newspaper reporter, son, also smart and lovely. Life is originally a happy and plain life, and the occasional small quarrel between husband and wife is not enough in the eyes of outsiders, even if the severe quarrel is a normal tidbit in married life. Women work in state-owned enterprises, have a fairly idle job, and their daily life is to cook and buy vegetables, waiting for their sons to finish school and waiting for their husbands to leave work. Women often stand on their balcony in the twilight, watching the figure of their husband gradually enter the line of sight. Often, the son's husband comes home and sees the busy back of the woman.

This kind of life should have continued, marriage, is not the triviality of chai rice oil and salt, is not it the compatibility of ordinary life?

But women don't think so! Women are originally somewhat talented, like to read some romantic articles, like to write some words to express their inner feelings. In her heart, a woman wants a man to be considerate to her, to care for her, to love her, to be able to embrace her when she is sad, to be able to give her love and comfort when she is lonely. This man can not be handsome, this man can not be rich, as long as he can treat women as a treasure in the palm of his hand, women feel that the feelings of this life have sustenance.

But where is life so complete? Years of bland married life have long since worn away the passion of the men in the city. Although men are also graduates of Chinese departments and can write some romantic words to talk about love, how many men who are trapped in the family can do this? After all, men have also reached the age of establishment, after all, men have also become the father of a boy. Moreover, a man's personality is inherently rough. Men's indifference, men's small words gradually formed a knot in the woman's heart, and the often ensuing quarrel made the knot tighter and tighter. Women gradually lose their yearning for married life and have the idea of running away from the family.

Women in marriage feel more and more bored with life, and finally one day, women file for divorce from men. The man passively accepted, there was no quarrel, and the two agreed to divorce. The son belongs to the woman, the house belongs to the son, but the son is not yet an adult, and the head of the household is still the man's name. The man left the home and had another residence, and a year later the man was married again. The woman still lived in the small house with her son.

At that time, the woman had left the original unit and opened a small storefront to do the business of renting and selling VCD and CD. There is a vocational and technical college near the storefront, so college students often come here. Half a month after the woman's divorce, a boy from the academy came to her shop. The woman was somewhat eloquent, and the two of them met in this way. The woman at that time probably did not expect that her later life would have an emotional entanglement with this big boy who was still studying and was 12 years younger than her.

Since then, boys have often come to women's shops and stay for most of the day, nothing to do, just watching women busy like that. Finally one day, the boy expressed his love to the woman, who rejected him, telling him that it was absolutely impossible, and that even if she was not 12 years older than him, she could not look at him. But the boy did not retreat because of this, and still often came to the woman, and the woman was still busy with his business as usual.

Although tired of the bland married life, women after divorce do not feel relieved. A woman with her son from elementary school, that is, to pick up and drop off, but also to cook food and buy vegetables, but also to watch the business in the store, hard work can be imagined.

The boy continued to look for women.

The hard life, the lonely days, let the woman's heart dry up like a desert, and this persistent boy gradually became a cup of water in the woman's heart, and the dry desert was a little green because of this cup of water.

One rainy night, when there was no one in the shop, the woman remembered the boy again, so she closed the door and prepared to go to the bus station opposite to find him. Unexpectedly, as soon as I left the store, I saw the boy standing silly on the opposite platform looking at her. At that moment, the woman's heart was finally touched by him, and happiness rippled like water. That night, the two walked and walked along the road tirelessly, and that night the woman felt that she had found a lifelong dependence on the boy's broad back, and that night the inn near the college recorded their first intimate contact.

Since then, the two have begun to live as husband and wife. Although the boy is 12 years old, he cares for the woman in every way. As long as the boy is at home, the woman does not have to cook, and even the dishes do not have to be washed. In order to earn more money, the boy who had not yet graduated took a job as a tutor, and sometimes, afraid that the woman's son would argue with the woman at home, he would take the little boy with him in class. After graduating, the boy went to work in the field. The separation of two places did not dilute this love. Careful boys have to make a few phone calls and send several texts to women every day. Afraid that the woman would not be willing to eat at home frugally, the boy also asked the woman to take a picture of the snacks she bought. Boys who return from other places are busy cooking for women, doing housework, and shopping with women as soon as they arrive home.

Such a meticulous heart, such thoughtfulness, is exactly what women have longed for for many years. The woman feels that she is very happy, has the man who loves her in the world, and has the feelings she has longed for for a long time. Seven or eight years of married life with her ex-husband and her current life are simply a day and a day for a woman.

He spent six years with the boy, during which time the woman also conceived a child for him, but had to flow away due to the pressure of life. A woman who was once tired of married life, and now because she loves this boy deeply, she desperately wants a stable home. The two talked about marriage many times, but each time they were always delayed for one reason or another. The boy said he wanted to give the woman a house that belonged to them, and the boy said he would wait until he had enough money to buy a house, and then the two married.

A woman immersed in a happy life, who has the slightest worry about the future life, feels that this boy is her heaven, her dependence, he loves her so much, how can he not marry her? Women are full of confidence in this love that the world does not see favorably.

Women are willing to wait, willing to wait until the day when the boy has the ability to give her a happy home.

The boy's unit has the opportunity to work abroad, the income abroad is always much higher than at home, think of the boy after returning from abroad can have a sum of money to buy the house of the two of them, the woman happily sent the boy away. Before leaving, the boy promised to marry her when he returned.

In the first few months abroad, the two were still texting on the phone every day. The rest of a woman's life, except for her son and her job, was given to the boy who was abroad, chatting with him, calling his husband affectionately, thinking of him except thinking about him.

It's just that clichéd stories always play out.

A year later, the boy's phone calls were somewhat sparse, there was no previous affection and concern in the words, and the sensitive woman immediately felt that something was wrong with their feelings. When I asked, sure enough, there was another girl of the same age who was translating around the boy. It's just that the boy's explanation is too false. The boy said: The two had a relationship after a drunken encounter, and in order to avoid the girl suing him for rape, the boy first coaxed her, waited for a long time, and then slowly left the girl. The woman did not believe it, so she asked the boy again and again to return home. The boy's explanation was fast and fast every time, but the original return date was pushed from spring to summer, from summer to winter, and in the chat between the two, the boy also revealed his antipathy to women from time to time.

The heartbroken woman at home can't eat, can't sleep, can't even continue her work, although reason tells her that she can't go on like this, although the woman also proposes to the boy to break up, but the woman's daily life is to sit at home and think about him, waiting for his call.

After all, the days are plain, and where is the love story of the heartbeat of the long-term marriage? A woman always wants to have a man who can hurt her and love her and love her as his only baby, but she did not think that such love would also put pressure on men.

Seven years of marriage did not mature a woman in her late forties, and the woman still fantasized about her ideal marriage like a girl in her early twenties who had just fallen in love.

Although love is beautiful, it is just that this love is wrong from the beginning, how can there be a happy ending?