Text | Yo-Yo Anchor | Yun Zhongtian Edited | Mountain Moon Backyard Meditation
"Ten years of life and death are vague, not thinking, unforgettable." Thousands of miles of lonely graves, nowhere to say desolate. ”
These two poems of Su Shi are full of desolation and longing for the parting of life and death. Oh, yes! There is no greater parting of the world than the separation of life and death.
The deceased is gone, and what is left to the living is infinite desolation and remembrance.
The irreplaceable love that our relatives and friends give us when they are alive will become endless pain after death.
The beauty of each other's past seems to be torn apart with his passing.
As time passed, the pain grew deeper, always thinking about what would have happened if he were still here.
There are still many, many heart words that have not been shared with him, and there are many things that have not been done with him.
After many years of pain, I found that the memories would not disappear.
The love he left behind, in our bodies, his warmth and touch, is still in our memories, even if it is many years old.
He passed away, but he did not leave, he existed, and we prove it.
And we, wrapped up in this memory with the color of his life, continue to grow, like a tree, no matter when.
1. Love letters sent to heaven
"Venerable: Fujii Shu,
How are you?
I am fine.
- Hiroko Watanabe"
The movie "Love Letter" kicked off with Hiroko Watanabe writing a letter to her fiancé who was killed two years ago.
Fujii Tree made Miss Hiroko Watanabe feel pain in her heart, and she did not think about tea and food, and it was difficult to sleep.
Although time is the best healing medicine, it can only heal some insignificant wounds.
She always felt that every bit of her time with Fujii tree was like yesterday, and her mood was depressed, so she wrote a letter to Fujii tree and sent it to Fujii tree's old address.
Even if she doesn't get a response in this life, I hope that Fujii Tree, who is in heaven, can sense her obsession.
Perhaps there is providence in the darkness, and Hiroko Watanabe's sincerity touched the heavens.
Her letter was mistakenly sent to Miss Fujii Shu, a classmate of the same name and surname at Fujii Junior High School.
Miss Fujii tree happened to have her father died, and she also experienced the pain of the death of her relatives.
I don't know whether it was out of sympathy for Hiroko Watanabe or for her own soul, Miss Fujii Actually wrote back.
Letters on the subject of the deceased Fujii tree were frequently exchanged between the two of them.
Unconsciously, the letters are all woven with scenes from the past of the male protagonist Fujii Tree, full of memories and nostalgia for the passing Fujii tree.
In the face of the death of our loved ones, we can only force ourselves to accept.
In the face of the loved one, such a living life, it is as if there is a missing piece of life.
Like a dragonfly frozen under the ice in the cold winter, it is still the perfect shape that can spread its wings and fly at any time before it dies.
But it remained in this winter forever, never to be able to see it and the breath of summer again.
2) Good emotions can transcend life and death
The life of the male protagonist Fujii Tree is gradually outlined in the correspondence of letters one after another.
His life, which once existed in the lives of others, now lives in the memories of his lover, forever alive through letter after letter.
In her letters, Miss Fujii recalls the past of the male protagonist, Fujii, even though she claims to have nasty memories.
She would also reply to Hiroko Watanabe in a vivid, vivid tone, as if she were talking about a living person.
In the old memories, there is still emotion for the living.
That's how Fujii has been living in Hiroko Watanabe's world.
In this story, he is not cold, not a frozen dragonfly that has lost its vitality, nor a body that has lost its breath forever in a mountain disaster.
Rather, it is a living Fujii tree who once loved Miss Hiroko Watanabe; although shy of expressing it.
But Fujii, who likes to write Hiroko Watanabe's name on his reading card, is also persistent and single-minded in his treatment of emotions, and fujii is slightly stubborn.
"Once the vicissitudes of the sea were water, except for the Wushan Mountains, it was not a cloud."
It is a true portrayal of Hiroko Watanabe and Fujii Tree. Although Fujii has been dead for a long time, he will always live in the memory of Hiroko Watanabe.
In Hiroko Watanabe's memories, his smile and every move are vivid.
Although he was not around, he believed that he was still alive and still existed gently.
Still like the person in the memory, it has always existed, and it has never changed.
It turns out that this is how man lives forever, living in the bits and pieces left by his life, living in the memories of others. He never left, he lived forever.
Although a deceased relative has left us, he will always live in our hearts.
We will grieve, we will hurt, we will regret, we will cry, we will miss, we may blame. Will recall the past bits and pieces, will fantasize about the virtual future.
We can prove that he has worked hard to live, for himself, for those around him.
Their lives have been splendid. They should not be forgotten, nor will they be forgotten. Someone always inadvertently mentions his name, remembering his warmth.
3, true love, never fade
Say it though
"It's easy to find priceless treasures, it's hard to find lovers."
Difficult to find does not mean that there is none, from ancient times to the present, there are many idiot men and women in this world, and there are also some life and death loves.
During the Tang Dynasty, Tang Xuanzong and Yang Yuhuan also performed a life-and-death love.
Bai Juyi's verses
"Three thousand harem beauties, three thousand pampered in one."
It fully reflects that Tang Xuanzong was willing to leave the harem vacant for Yang Yuhuan and spoil one person alone.
After Yang Yuhuan's death, Tang Xuanzong found a Daoist priest to cast a spell, hoping to retrieve Yang Yuhuan.
The Taoist priest said that when he went to the Penglai Immortal Palace to see Yang Yuhuan, Yang Yuhuan still had a longing for Tang Xuanzong.
I always miss the love of the two in the palace, and remember the sea oath mountain alliance of the two.
He also asked the Daoist priest to bring her golden noodles back and leave them for Tang Xuanzong to make a thought.
"In heaven wish to be compared to a winged bird, in the earth wish to be a branch." When the heavens and the earth are long, this hatred will not last forever. ”
It is about their love regrets, and it also ends the absurd fairy love.
This story seems absurd, but in fact it reflects Tang Xuanzong's feelings for Yang Yuhuan that span life and death and develop into an illusory spiritual love.
Just like the lyrics in "Dead To Love"
"The cosmic destruction heart is still there."
When life is gone, the memories of love and being loved do not fade.
Death is indeed sad and regrettable at times, but there is much more warmth and beauty. Death is not leaving, but opening up another mode of love.
Sometimes, it is difficult for living lovers to avoid some bumps in life, and there will be some misunderstandings, and even contradictions and conflicts.
This love of life and death is forever separated, and there will never be any misunderstandings and any conflicts between them, only endless thoughts and obsessions.
Fujii tree no longer belongs to this world, he has always lived in the heart of Watanabe Hiroko, and his touch and love will always remain in Watanabe Hiroko's memory.
This is a love that transcends life and death, and the pain of eternal separation between heaven and man has turned into an obsessive obsession of Hiroko Watanabe.
With the passionate letters sent to heaven, it seems ethereal, but only the scenes are beautiful and moving, and the love between them will be eternal.
The deceased also make a sound, and those relics all pour out their concern and blessings for the living.
The deceased will not disappear, "as long as you remember, it will never disappear".
For example, at the end of "Love Letters", Miss Hiroko Watanabe and Miss Fujii Greet the male protagonist Fujii:
"How are you?" I am fine. ”
Step by step, bravely walking towards the snowy mountain that once obliterated your last breath, as if it could still run to you, with all your strength trying to ask you aloud:
"How are you?" Fujii Tree! ”
I would also like to tell you:
"I'm fine."
I'm not always fine after you're gone. It is not that I don't miss it, it is also very painful, and I can't forget it.
A lot of memories, a lot of small details, still so moving and beautiful in retrospect.
I still couldn't help but bow my head, and the corners of my mouth smiled softly with my eyebrows.
I always think of you. Miss you very much.
But I want you to know that I can be good, and I'm going to be fine.
I also want to tell myself that I'm fine. I want to live well.
How fragile life is, but memories can be preserved forever and watered on us like nourishment.
Like a tree, with your love, continue to grow like a big tree.
"Just because the eye can't see doesn't mean it doesn't exist. As long as you remember, it will never go away. ”
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Illustration | Sunelle
This article was first published in "Mountain Moon Shop", the original is not easy, plagiarism must be investigated.