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Wen | Jiang Xu
Sometimes, I miss someone because they are far away and can't hear from each other.
Sometimes, it is clear that it is within reach, but it can only be silently thought in the heart.
The male protagonist of the story said: "It is useless to miss each other, and I regret seeing each other in the first place." ”
He may not have said this from his heart. Because, even if it is useless, I still want to see each other.
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Zhu Yizun, the character Xi Man, the number of bamboo, also known as the boat, the late number of the small long lu fishing master, also known as the golden wind pavilion chief.
Probably because of his penchant for drinking, he took these Chinese characters related to wine (Yi, the ancient vessel for holding wine; 鬯, the wine used in ancient sacrifices; 醧, meijiu) as the name. After Zhu Yizun's death, someone wrote a poem for him: "Carrying wine and thesis in his life, today he is a stubborn line." ”
In addition to wine, Zhu Yizun also likes to fish, loves to collect books, and watches the flowers bloom and comes to autumn in the evening. This disposition is like a poem he wrote:
Don't feel that the secluded area is less,
Self-love means a lot.
Although the name appears to be strange, it does not affect the place occupied by Zhu Yizun in the Qing Dynasty.
He is the founder of the Zhejiang Western Ci School, and together with Nalan Rongruo and Chen Weisong, he is known as the "Three Greats of QingZi". His words were considered by literary critics of the time to be the best in the Qing Dynasty, because they achieved the goal of "sweeping away the clichés and being alone." ”
The people who write poems and lyrics are more affectionate than ordinary people, and Zhu Yizun, who has a long idle body, is even more affectionate.
His most famous collection of words is "Jing Zhi Ju Qin Fun", which is known as the best song among the love words of the Qing Dynasty. Ye Jiaying, an expert in the study of classical Chinese poetry, spoke highly of it: "Since there have been yanzi in Chinese styles, there have never been works. ”
There is another special feature in this whole volume of lyrics, which is also the difference between Zhu Yizun and other people's beautiful words: the object of the whole work is only a woman, this woman, neither the jianghu singer nor the daughter of fireworks, but the poet's wife and sister, named Feng Shouchang. The name Ofeshi Shizuhi is also the cause of later generations.
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The story begins with the birth of Zhu Yizun.
His ancestors were highly respected, his great-grandfather Zhu Guozuo was a minister of the Ming Dynasty, a champion during the Wanli Dynasty, his grandfather Zhu Dajing was the prefect of a certain place in Yunnan, who was an official, and his grandmother was the great-granddaughter of Xu Jie, a famous minister of the Ming Dynasty.
With the change of dynasty and the change of the wind and clouds, the Zhu family gradually declined. When Zhu Yizun was born, he missed the glory and bustle of that year, and became a home of poverty in the cold.
When Zhu Yizun was young, his mother hired a Feng daughter as his wife. When he reached adulthood, because his family was poor, he could not take out the dowry, and he had no choice but to enter the Feng family.
At that time, he was seventeen years old, and his wife was two years younger than him, and his name was Fuzhen. Fu zhen has a younger sister named Shou Chang, who is five years younger than her.
After marriage, in order to make a living, Zhu Yizun sometimes made a career in weaving mats, and sometimes threw himself into the door and traveled far away as a staff member. Zhu Yizun, as a seven-foot boy, likes to dance and ink for a long time, but he is not good at supporting his family, so that his life is poor, coupled with the humility brought about by the identity of the husband and wife, in that "home", he is often blamed, and even can not find a sense of existence.
Only a young man, he did not have to look at him with the eyes of power. She was able to ignore his downfall and admire his literary brilliance.
This gaze, unmixed with worldly considerations, was a warmth that he could hardly feel in that family. Because it is rare, it is precious. Because it is precious, it cares.
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3. Only by understanding can one's loneliness be lifted</h1>
Zhu Yizun looked at her, between the blossoms and falls of flowers, from the age of kindergarten to the age of jasper. The still water flows for years, the bits and pieces of silent relative, he writes in the pen:
"The two-winged cicada cloud has not yet been combed, twelve or thirteen years old... Approach the bottom of the rose rack and catch the butterflies in the middle of the flowers. ”
Twelve or thirteen-year-old little girl, running under the rose trellis, catching butterflies, what a rare innocence.
"Little spring love leaks first, love is concentric knot... Only to learn to avoid the curtain half open, but also to understand the autumn wave glance. ”
The love sinus is just opening but not opening, and it is also a beautiful gesture in the haze.
"At the beginning of the eighteen clouds, the spring shirt cut is light and thin... Luo skirt hundred zi folds, green like new lotus leaves. ”
Ladylike, quiet and gentle, the color of her pleated skirt is like a newly grown lotus leaf
He put together these words that arose because of her and were also written for her, and put them together into a collection called "Jing Zhi Ju Qin Fun". Jingzhiju is the name of his study, and Jingzhi is the word Shouchang.
Shou Chang liked to copy calligraphy and passed on the thirteen-line fragments of Wang Xianzhi's "Roselle Endowment". Among them is this sentence: "Accept the harmony and be quiet, and shen li will prevent self-sustaining." "It is written that when Cao Zhi met the goddess of Luoshui, he was deeply fascinated by her beauty, and finally he was affectionate, polite, and calm.
Zhu Yizun wrote a poem called "Two Hearts", which has two sentences: "Secret intention writes folded branches and blossoms, and the soft soul continues to live silk." Roselle, small print in the center, only Nong knows. They compare themselves to Cao Zhi and Luoshen, and at the same time, they are also alert to themselves, to "be quiet" and "to maintain themselves with courtesy."
This secret intention is both a tacit whisper of love and a gaze at the powerlessness of affection. Jing Zhi - a number one, contains the love between two people who cannot be loved and silently look at each other.
In the world, many relationships are unreliable, and if there is a gap in the heart, even blood relatives and close relatives will eventually become estranged. Only by understanding can one's loneliness be lifted.
Zhu Yizun was glad to meet such a woman and chatted with comfort. Because of the special identity, she can only secretly cross with her and maintain herself with courtesy.
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Shou Changyuan married to another country, the married life was not satisfactory, the husband died early, the son died prematurely, leaving her alone, living in seclusion.
Successive blows, coupled with the disease of lovesickness, died of depression in his thirties.
Compared to the leisurely, how to speak. Many things will be forgotten, and should be forgotten, only love, not forgotten.
After Zhu Yizun wrote and sorted out "Jing Zhi Ju Qin Fun", he wrote a special long poem- "Wind Huai Two Hundred Rhymes". Even the pressure of two hundred rhymes is related to her feelings, dark and dark, obviously extinguished. It reads: "Qiao Xiao Yuan Ming Shou, Yan E together callEdong." "Yes, he always has the appearance of Shou Chang in his mind, smiling and smiling, and looking forward to it."
Modern lyricist Mao Guangsheng commented on this: "In fact, the volume of "Jing Zhi Ju Qin Fun" is also a footnote of "Wind Huai". ”
If "Jing Zhi Ju Qin Fun" is a footnote to "Wind Huai", then these two works are Zhu Yizun's affectionate portrayal of a woman.
In his later years, Zhu Yizun began to compile a complete collection of poems, and his friends kindly advised him to delete the "Wind And Huai Poems" that were "detrimental to morality", and with his status in the field of scripture and history, he might be able to enjoy worship and honor in the Confucius Temple in the future. In response to this suggestion, he replied with this sentence: "It is better to spell two cold pork, and not delete "Wind And Two Hundred Rhymes". ”
In the face of unforgettable love, the name of Qianqiu Gong will eventually be eclipsed. He would rather give up his worldly fame than paint a timeless picture of his former love.
This is Zhu Yizun's unswerving love to the death, and it is also his deep affection for Shou Chang.
4. Sleep together and listen to the autumn rain, and the small moles lightly chill each other</h1>
Zhu Yizun has many words after her death, the most famous one of which belongs to "Gui Dian Qiu":
Thinking about the past, crossing the river,
Moths look down over the mountains.
Sleep together and listen to the autumn rain,
The little mounds are lightly cold.
In April, Jiangnan, smoke and rain are thick. Here, a person listening to the rain, a person sleeping alone, can be Qinghuan. Zhu Yizun's two words about listening to the sound of rain on a boat are a different scene and mood.
In that year, Zhu Yizun was twenty years old and entered the fourth year of the Feng family. On that day, he moved with his father-in-law's family from Lianpu to Wangdian. Jiaxing belongs to the jiangnan water town, travel mostly by boat, coupled with the war years of anti-Qing and restoration, it is common for families to flee by boat.
In this case, Zhu Yizun and Shou Chang were often able to get close to each other, because of the limitations of space, there was no need to find any reason to avoid suspicion. They slept in a boat together, but they could only look at each other without words.
"Sleep together and listen to the autumn rain, and the little moles lightly chill each other."
Imagine that outside the boat, the river surface is as quiet as a mirror, the autumn rain is xiaoxiao, and inside the boat, it is not Zhu Yizun alone, the family is in it. He slept with her in his heart, but he could not hug the group to keep warm, and could only recite the autumn intentions in his heart in the bamboo mat and thin clothes. A gust of autumn rain and a layer of coolness, that state of mind, also seems to stand up.
Obviously, they slept together, but they could only endure the autumn cold.
Obviously so close, but it feels so far away.
A few years later, the Iraqi people have passed away, and perhaps it is the weather of autumn rain that has aroused thousands of thoughts from the writers. A "thought" word dominates the whole word, reminding the reader to follow the lyricist's heart and look at the years on the ship.
Once upon a time, the river was leisurely and the green mountains were like daisy. The blue water reflects the green mountains and the beautiful women around them. Two people are obviously in a boat together, obviously have the same heart, obviously within reach, but they can only be close to the end of the world, and they can only listen to the autumn rain in their respective cool beds, with a sense of humor.
Regarding the encounters in life, Nalan Rongruo sighed: "If life is only like the first sight, what is the autumn wind and sad painting fan." ”
As the predecessor of Nalan Rongruo, Zhu Yizun said the opposite: "It is useless to miss each other, and I regret seeing each other in the first place." ”
Is he gambling with fate, expressing his unwillingness, or is he feeling helpless caused by regret in his heart?
It is more likely that when the first scene of "Qiaoxiao Yuanmingshou, Yan'e Combined Summoning Chang" emerges from the mind, it can be determined that even if the acacia is useless, as long as they can meet each other, they will still run for it.
[Author's profile: Jiang Xu, a post-80s woman, is a signed author of Ten Point Reading. Cook words to cure hunger, borrow a pen to draw the heart. Has published "Li Qingzhao: Wine poetry who shares". Click "Follow" in the top right corner to watch more related content. 】