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My name is Li Juan, and I am a newcomer to the workplace, and I usually live a monotonous and boring life. Class reunions are a kind of relaxation for me, because it's always fun to chat with old friends and reminisce about my old school days after work. However, after the last class reunion, I had mixed feelings.
On the day of the party, I couldn't wait to go to the agreed restaurant, full of anticipation to reunite with my old classmates who I hadn't seen for many years. As soon as I entered, I was surrounded by familiar laughter and noise, as if I had returned to the campus of my high school days. Looking at the familiar faces, I can't help but feel a warm current in my heart, these people have spent the youth and beautiful years with me.
While enjoying the food, we chatted about family life, talking about each other's work and life. Everyone has different life experiences and stories, and I listened quietly and felt the changes that time has brought us. Suddenly, a familiar and unfamiliar voice broke my thoughts: "Li Juan, how are you doing in the company lately?" When I looked up, it was my friend Xiaoya from high school, her smile at the moment was a little reluctant, and her eyes revealed a trace of doubt.
"Well, it's fine." I replied with some hesitation, not knowing how to face her. Because I know that we used to have a beautiful friendship, but then we drifted apart due to some misunderstandings, and now we have become strangers.
Xiaoya seemed to sense my hesitation, and she frowned slightly, with a hint of disappointment in her eyes. "Juan'er, we haven't seen each other for so long, and you're still so reserved." There was a hint of helplessness in her tone.
I smiled awkwardly and tried to lighten the mood: "yes, time flies, and in the blink of an eye we're all grown up." ”
Xiaoya nodded, seemingly dissatisfied with my answer, but she didn't continue to ask. I sighed in my heart, maybe this is the power of time, the once tacit understanding and intimacy have become so strange, it makes people feel extremely sad.
Halfway through the party, the atmosphere at the table gradually warmed up. Everyone talked about interesting things in work and life, and bursts of laughter broke out from time to time. I tried to join their conversation, but I always felt out of place, as if I was an outsider.
Suddenly, my eyes fell on another table, a somewhat lonely looking figure. That person is Li Zhe, the class president in high school. I remember that he used to be the top student in our class, and he was envied both in study and in life. But after graduating, he chose to leave the city and went to a remote village to teach, never to return.
An inexplicable emotion welled up in my heart, and I couldn't help but think of my high school days and his bits and pieces. He always does a lot of things for the class silently, never expecting anything in return, but he is respected and loved by many people. I used to secretly admire him, but I felt that I was too mediocre compared to him.
Suddenly, an idea came to my mind, and I decided to talk to him and find out about his life over the years. I stood up and walked in the direction of Li Zhe, full of anticipation and apprehension. Perhaps, this gathering will be an opportunity for us to reconnect.
I walked to Li Zhe's desk and gently patted him on the shoulder: "Li Zhe, long time no see, are you okay?" He raised his head, a hint of surprise flashed in his eyes, and then showed a warm smile: "Li Juan, you're here, I thought you would only chat with those classmates." ”
I smiled and sat down next to him, "yes, I want to talk to you too, and hear your story over the years." ”
Li Zhe smiled slightly and sighed deeply: "Over the years, I have lived quite well, although I have left the city, I have gained a lot from the days of teaching in the countryside. ”
I asked curiously, "Is it hard to teach as a volunteer?" ”
Li Zhe nodded: "There are indeed many difficulties, but seeing the children gradually improve, I think everything is worth it." Their smiles are the best reward. ”
I exclaimed, "You are such an amazing person who was able to give up your own comfortable life for the happiness of others. ”
Li Zhe shook his head: "It's not that I gave up, but I chose a different path." Everyone has their own mission and responsibility, and I feel that the meaning of my life is here. ”
As our conversation deepened, I listened to him talk about the ups and downs of his volunteer teaching life, and I couldn't help but feel a sense of admiration in my heart. Perhaps, my envy for him all the time is not because of his excellent grades, but because of the kindness and dedication in his heart.
The party gradually came to an end, and everyone said goodbye and dispersed. Li Zhe and I hugged each other goodbye at the door of the restaurant, and an inexplicable feeling surged in our hearts. Perhaps, this gathering has brought us closer together.
When I got home, I couldn't calm down for a long time. Although the class reunion is over, that mixed emotion has been haunting my heart.
I turned on my computer and started organizing my photos from today's party. Every smile in the photo was so bright, but I felt a touch of emptiness and loneliness. Maybe it's because my relationship with everyone has become strange, or maybe it's because I'm not satisfied with my life.
Suddenly, the mobile phone rang, and it was a message from Xiaoya: "Juan'er, I had a great time at today's party, and we will keep in touch often in the future." Looking at this sentence, I felt a trace of warmth, perhaps, friendship still exists, but we need to manage it with our hearts.
Thinking back to today's conversation with Li Zhe, I can't help but sigh at the variety of life. Everyone has their own choices and lifestyles, and I should be brave enough to pursue my dreams and not be bound by reality.
I opened my notebook and began to write down my feelings and feelings. Perhaps, this text can be the beginning of my dialogue with myself, and it can also be my first brave step.
As the days passed, I struggled hard at work and at the same time managed my friendships with my friends. We often get together to share the moments of each other's lives, and laughter still fills the air.
And Li Zhe, the story of his volunteer teaching in the countryside has also become a hot topic at our gatherings. Everyone was amazed by his courage and dedication, as if he were a hero among us.
I also started to actively participate in various public welfare activities to help those in need. Perhaps, this is what I can do, use my meager strength to change the fate of some people.
In the dead of night, I would turn on my computer, look at Li Zhe's recent situation in the volunteer teaching area, and imagine the world in his eyes. Perhaps, one day, I will be like him, choose a different path in life, and work hard for the belief in my heart.
Life is full of choices and possibilities after all, and I look forward to finding my own piece of sky in this vast world.
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