#我的今日感悟#
- What can wild history become?
Author: Liu Hongyu
【Medium】
He recognizes human hearts, even if they are small!
Of course, he understands better that a child whose heart has been singled out has no chance to live.
He was furious!
He's afraid! he
It's almost crazy!
The enemy is afraid!
Not only is he afraid of his bravery, but he is also afraid of the blurred flesh and blood hanging in the middle of his big gun, which obviously has a small head!
Because of the extra fear, the enemy did not notice, his face was full of tears and the armor was unusually bulging.
At that time, in the armor that had been quickly repaired, there was a sturdy and curled up son, who had just been born without a mother.
He didn't want to do that to his dead young master, and he didn't want the poor child to be an extension of his big gun; But what can be done? There wasn't even a room for him to get off the horse and hide the little corpse!
Finally opened a bloody road, rode the horse to a strange and strange wall, could not see the reason, collapsed half of the earthen wall, hurriedly went around to the back of the wall, was about to dismount, suddenly saw a well, the afterglow swept over a figure leaning against the earthen wall.
The enemy is near!
He immediately made a decision, pulled off the small corpse that was about to turn into minced meat from the end of the gun, and cried out like a rush to the sky: Little lord, I'm sorry!
In the shouting, he was resolute and raised his hand.
As the bloody corpse flew towards the well, he heard a woman's heart-rending wail, and looked at it in horror, and froze in fright—the figure leaning against the earthen wall that he had glimpsed was actually the Lady Ru, the birth mother of the deceased young lord, who had entrusted the young lord to his lord earlier!
Zilong, frozen in terror and remorse, watched the woman desperately pounce on the little corpse that fell to the mouth of the well; I saw that the woman chased the little corpse that had fallen into the well and plunged into the well!
There was a dull sound, followed by a louder sound, and there was no figure at the wellhead.
There is no popping sound of falling water. Dry!!
He screamed wildly, not knowing what he was shouting out.
He dismounted, bypassed the earthen wall, and rushed towards the pursuing enemy.
In a short time, this enemy, who was not really targeted, and whose numbers and combat power were not enough to pose a threat to him, was killed and wounded in all directions!
He quickly used his sword to kill all the enemies who were still wriggling in pain, and convinced that he was the only one who could see him, and quickly tore down half of the earthen wall with all his strength, filling in and covering the dry well.
He looked at the ruins of which there was no well, and fell to his knees, and bowed his head heavily.
If it weren't for the crying of his young son, he would have almost forgotten that there was such a son.
If it weren't for this son, he would probably have run away.
The woman is gone, and there is a son.
This son is more precious to him than another son born to another woman he marries!
This son is more useful to him than the other sons, right now!
What he wanted was to see the lord, tell the truth, and use his son to pay for the life of the young master.
The eldest husband was born in heaven and earth, and he must always be responsible!
The son paid for the life of the young master! He judged himself to thank the Lord for his kindness!
I really think so-that woman who is really not good-looking but really loves the most in his heart is dead, so painful and ugly, that he doesn't even have a chance to be buried seriously! The breath that he had been desperately holding on for more than ten years was almost completely discharged.
I really don't want to live anymore.
This child, plus himself, two lives, is enough to compensate!
As for the women they marry and the children they have born, let them be disposed of by the lord, anyway, they will die, and they can't be controlled.
He finally saw the lord, knelt down and cried, first saying that the young master's biological mother was dead, and before he could say it clearly, he couldn't go on, he couldn't cry anymore, he trembled and took out his son, and held it with both hands.
The lord hugged him as his own son, and he knew at a glance that it was wrong - even if the rough old man really couldn't tell how much difference there was between a one-year-old child and a newborn, the long half-cut umbilical cord would always tell the story.
The lord was instantly furious and threw the baby away.
It makes sense that the lord can become the lord.
This lord, among all the men who are called lords of the same era, seems to have the most "truth" to become the lord!
Seeing the baby fall to the ground and kneeling at his feet, Zilong, except for shouting "Lord" with a crying voice, did not move at all, and the Lord suddenly said the famous sentence that has been passed down through the ages - for you, this erector, almost broke one of my generals!
The child, who was desperately rescued from the battlefield by the lord as a dragon, was handed over to the duchess to raise.
The child who was thrown into the dust was slowly picked up by Zilong; But immediately, he was "robbed" by the lord.
It was probably the most delicate moment in the entire era - when the lord snatched the child, his fingers touched Zilong's hand, scratched it lightly but distinctly, and then Zilong, who was stunned and looked at him, slowly closed his eyes and nodded imperceptibly. Immediately afterwards, the lord handed over the child to the soldiers on the left and ordered him to find someone to take care of him quickly; Then Chong Zilong said: Fourth brother, follow me!
Fourth brother! The "brother ranking" that I have been dreaming of for a long time and dreaming of is actually obtained in this way!
At that moment, Zilong, who followed in the footsteps of the lord, loudly declared in his heart: Zilong will always follow you, and he will never swerve until death! If it weren't for the lord shouting "Fourth brother, hurry", he didn't know if the heart-shattering declaration inside would have blurted out!
At that moment, he didn't expect it at all, and after that, until the yin and yang were separated, he was determined to serve the lord and eldest brother who died, and he never called him "fourth brother" again! Haven't called again once!!
Similarly, he didn't expect that he had generally decided to let him lead the troops alone, and since then, he will not mention black and white. His life's "achievements" stop at the role of a "personal bodyguard", at most a former enemy vanguard.
The idea of letting him lead the troops was come up with the military advisor.
The military advisor was "begged" from the countryside by the lord not long before that fateful battle, and he went through all the twists and turns and disregarded his face.
The military advisor took a fancy to him.
Or it can also be said that compared with the two sworn younger brothers of the lord, the only young new military division who was very important to the lord at that time was the only "key person" who could "do the work".
The young new military division named him to accompany him to conspire with the new allies to resist the strong enemy, obviously to make the lord feel that he was more "easy to use".
At that time, not to mention him, even the young but incomparably wise new military advisor couldn't understand that behind the lord's world-famous leniency and peace, there was such a terrifying deep danger!
The great battle, in which he protected the military advisers and the conspirators of the new allies, was a brilliant victory.
They can all take a breather for a while, and the lord will have the opportunity to truly build a completely self-owned foundation.
The wife of the lord, that is, the woman who raised Zilong's own son as a young master, died of illness before she could enjoy the joy of victory.
So, the lord asked Zilong to accompany him, and went to the alliance to marry the noble wife, saying that the child must always be taken care of and taught, and said casually, I asked the military advisor, what kind of "word" the child wants, and asked Zilong casually. If others can hear it, they will probably think that the lord is joking with Zilong, who must have no culture and can't read a lot of big characters.
But when the military advisor listened, he became sensitive. Zilong himself, on the contrary, is not so sensitive, and his mind is full of one question: the child uses the name of the dead young master, as the biological father, he should also give a name, even if he can't call it for the rest of his life, even if only he knows.
It's really uneducated!
All he could think of was the word "Sun Long" - his own name was "Zilong", Zilong's son should be called "Sun Long", otherwise what else could he call it?
If, he thought, if he could ask the person who named him "Zilong" in the first place, why did he take the name "Zilong", and whose "son" was he, perhaps, he could give his son a better name.
Unfortunately, he didn't know who gave him the name "Zilong".
Maybe it's my father.
Father, I've never seen it.
If he hadn't known the iron law that everyone has a father, he might not have realized that he also has a father.
So, I have no choice but to "Sun Long".
Anyway, I probably won't really call it out, just think about it in my heart.
The military advisor chatted with him and asked him if he had any discord with the lord; All he could say was no.
How else to say?
The military advisor didn't ask again, but gave him three tips, so that he could remember to watch and follow them when he accompanied the lord over there.
He knew that the military advisor wanted to promote him in particular. He also wanted to do something more for himself and "Sun Long".
But......
When he arrived at the alliance, the lord married the bride, but he refused to bring the bride back to the headquarters, lingering all day.
According to the instructions of the military advisor, Zilong opened the bag, followed the plan, and persuaded the lord to bring the bride back earlier. I didn't want to, but the lord asked, I don't know why he didn't reply for a long time, and then he asked himself and replied that he was getting older, and it was not easy to have another son, and it would take a long time to rub it......
Zilong chuckled in his heart.
After gurgling, he magically opened the remaining two tricks in advance, and accelerated the design of the military division regardless of it; As a result, the effect that the military advisor wanted to achieve was very inadequate.
The effect is very insufficient, resulting in the military advisor's private strategy, lacking the conditions for solid landing, and his intention to secretly fight against the lord and the lord has stayed at the level of "intention" indefinitely.
In addition to deploring, the military advisor secretly came to two inferences:
First, Zilong is indeed useless, that is, the personal bodyguard is at most the material for being the vanguard of the former enemy.
Second, Zilong and the lord must have a discord; Even if it was him, it seemed that he had no way to detect it at all--Dirty!
For many years after that, Zilong didn't have any decent achievements.
Speaking of which, there is a lot of credit; can be made into a whole cow, and it can't be worth half a point of the second brother and the third brother of the lord, and it can't even be worth the general's fight!
According to the words of people a thousand years and hundreds of years later, he, who was once probably the brightest star of tomorrow, has been completely marginalized.
The last time he shines in front of the lord is the ultimate decisive battle between the lord and his old enemy.
That is, it is just shining, and the errand of the last blow cannot be said to be a great merit.
The real big star of that battle is an old general!