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My name is Zhang Dachuan, I am 38 years old this year, and I have been living a carefree life with my wife Li Xiang. The two of us are very affectionate, but we have never had children, which is our only wish. Although we had known for a long time that I had fertility problems, we tried many times, but it didn't work. In the past few years, my career has developed a lot, and I want to go further on the road of life. Finally, Xiangxiang and I said, "My dear, maybe we can find a girl to help us have a baby and fulfill our wish." Xiangxiang hesitated for a while, but agreed. After all, this is our only chance. "Hello Li Hong, please take a seat, I'm Zhang Dachuan. "I was a little nervous. "Thank you, Mr. Zhang, please rest assured, I am in good health, without any diseases, and fully capable of giving birth to a healthy baby for you. Li Hong's voice was very sweet. "Don't worry, I've thought it through, and having a baby is also my wish. Li Hong said with a smile. That night, I excitedly analyzed these girls with Xiangxiang. Xiangxiang said: "I think it's still that Li Hong is good, she looks very sincere, and she is also well-behaved, like our daughter." Xiangxiang and I are very excited! Finally, there is hope that our wish will come true! " Mr. Zhang, Li Hong, take it easy, the operation was successful, just wait for the good news now. The doctor's words made us seem to breathe a sigh of relief. When I got home, I excitedly said to Xiangxiang: "Xiangxiang, everything is very successful, now I am waiting for the good news of Li Hong's pregnancy!" A month later, Li Hong called us to tell us that she was pregnant. I am so excited that I can't wait to share this good news with Xiangxiang. She just said lightly, "Congratulations." "Xiangxiang, aren't you happy?" I was a little disappointed. "No, of course I'm happy. It's just that I don't think it's me who wants to be a mother, and I'm still a little sad. There seemed to be tears rolling in Xiangxiang's eyes. I was very distressed, hugged her and said, "Baby, our dream is finally coming true, this is our common child, and it has nothing to do with Li Hong." In the following days, I often visited Li Hong and cared about the baby's condition. Once, Li Hong suddenly said that she wanted to eat Western food, so I drove her to a high-end Western restaurant. I didn't expect to see Xiangxiang when I passed by the western restaurant! "Didn't I happen to be passing by!" Xiangxiang's eyes were very complicated. That's when I realized I might have misled her. "Okay, okay, you go in and eat, I won't bother you!" After Xiangxiang finished speaking, he left. I wanted to catch up and explain clearly, but I couldn't bear to leave Li Hong alone. After that day, Xiangxiang's attitude towards me was noticeably colder. She didn't pay attention to what I did, and she was sad all day long. I feel sorry for her and helpless at the same time. This child has a lot at stake, and I have to take care of Li Hong.
And just like that, the days passed. Li Hong's belly is also getting bigger and bigger. One night, I suddenly received a call from Li Hong, who said that her stomach was uncomfortable and she needed to go to the hospital. I hurriedly drove over and took her to the hospital.
"Doctor, my stomach suddenly hurts, it's not normal fetal movements!" Li Hong said with a little pain.
While I was excited, I was also more worried about Li Hong's body. For the next few months, I stayed by Li Hong's side day and night. On several occasions she had health problems and needed to be rushed to the hospital. I was all there and anxious.
Finally, on a rainy night, Li Hong struggled in pain on the delivery bed, I held her hand, and my voice trembled: "Honghong, come on!
"It's going to be red! Our kids are coming!" I encouraged.
At this moment, the door was suddenly slammed open, and Xiang Xiang stood in a wreath: "Zhang Dachuan, you negative man!"
"Baby, listen to me, it's not like this!" I wanted to explain, but I was at a loss for a moment.
"Okay, you Zhang Dachuan, you gave birth to yourself, and it has nothing to do with me!" Xiangxiang ran out in tears.
I was in a state of confusion, but in order to encourage Li Hong to do his last bit of strength, I still beat my spirit and said: "Honghong, it's okay, you can definitely do it!"
"Come on, you push one last harder, and our baby will come out to see us!" I squeezed her hand.
"Honghong! Honghong!" I shouted, and the doctors and nurses immediately rushed to the rescue. My mind was blank and confused, the tragedy in front of me was familiar, and my body and mind were broken. I don't know how long later, the doctor came over, looking like he wanted to say something.
I burst into tears. On second thought, I have to live well for my children. So he endured his grief and began to deal with various procedures.
"No way! It's not scientific! I'm their biological father!" I pounded things excitedly.
"Sir, calm down!" The doctor rushed over to persuade me. That's when I realized that maybe something really happened. We decided to do a full paternity test again.
I laughed like crazy, and then cried violently. I have mixed feelings and mixed feelings. For a while, I didn't know what meaning my life had left.
It took a few days before I calmed down. I suddenly miss Xiangxiang very much, and I miss our bits and pieces. I couldn't control myself anymore and immediately drove to Xiangxiang's parents' house.
"Baby, I'm sorry, I was wrong, can you forgive me?" I couldn't stop crying. Xiangxiang looked at me coldly: "It's late, I don't believe in love anymore." Please leave. ”
I knelt in front of Xiangxiang and burst into tears: "Xiangxiang, I know I did something wrong, I shouldn't have lost your company for many years, but please give me a chance to start over, after we divorce, I promise not to pay a penny, move to live in other places, never bother you, just ask you to forgive me this time." ”
Xiangxiang looked at me coldly, turned around and was about to leave.
"Xiangxiang!" I hugged her leg tightly, "Is this the end of our ten-year relationship?
A month later, Xiangxiang agreed to our divorce. I didn't ask for a penny of property when I signed the agreement, and immediately moved out of Beijing to a small mountain village in Jinghong, a distant Yunnan province.
I began to live in isolation, working in the mountains every day, farming, raising animals, and occasionally coming down to the village shop to buy necessities. The old people in the village liked me very much, an unpretentious outsider. They often advised me to marry a local Yi girl, and I always smiled wryly and shook my head silently.
And so the days went by. In the blink of an eye, five years have passed. One day, a Han painter came to the village and said that he wanted to live in our village for a few years and paint all the customs and customs here. I found out that his wife actually had a bit of Xiangxiang's shadow!
I trembled and asked the painter, "Sir, dare to ask Madame's name?"
"My name is Li Xiang. The woman looked up proudly.
I excitedly pounced on Li Xiang: "Xiangxiang, is that you?
"Sir, you recognize the wrong person! I don't know you!" Li Xiang dodged with some fear.
"Baby, it's me, Zhang Dachuan!" I wanted to explain, but I was pulled away by a few men in the village.
My heart is like a knife! Five years have passed, and Xiangxiang has become someone else's wife! I regret that I didn't let her go at the beginning, and I shouldn't have let her go like this!
From that day on, I went to Li Xiang's door every day to block her. I was beaten countless times by her husband, but I still endured the pain. Finally one day, Li Xiang couldn't bear it anymore and said to me:
"Zhang Dachuan, I am indeed your ex-wife Li Xiang. I didn't love you anymore five years ago. Now that I have a new life, stop pestering me!"
I turned away, my heart dead. I know that everything will be empty after all! I continue to live a life behind closed doors, and my only thought is that Xiangxiang can be happy. In this way, another five years passed, and in the past ten years, I have changed from a young man in the prime of life to an old man with gray hair.
One day, I suddenly received a strange phone call, and the woman on the other end of the phone claimed to be Xiangxiang's daughter Huanhuan. She cried that her mother was sick and hospitalized and needed me to come over immediately. My mind went blank, so I hurriedly took the gift money I had prepared and got on the train back to Beijing.
I rushed to the hospital in a panic and saw a little girl about 10 years old sitting outside the ward crying sadly. I stepped forward to comfort her, then plucked up the courage to push open the door to the hospital room.
I saw that Xiangxiang had lost a lot of weight, and he was lying on the hospital bed with a pale face. As soon as she saw me coming, she reluctantly squeezed out a smile: "Dachuan, you are finally here." Please, please take care of Huanhuan in the future. ”
My heart was like a knife, and I choked up and asked, "Xiangxiang, what's wrong with you? You'll get better, right?"
"No way! You'll be fine! We can be together again, right?" I shouted hysterically.
With tears in my eyes, I signed for Xiangxiang's funeral. Xiao Huanhuan cried so much that my heart was broken. I took her in my arms and comforted her softly. I know that from now on, I will shoulder the responsibility of Xiangxiang and will raise Huanhuan to adulthood.
Back in the mountain village of Yunnan, I began to teach Xiao Huanhuan to speak and write. She's smart and a very quick learner. Within a few years, she was admitted to a key high school in Beijing. I couldn't be prouder of her!
Later, Huanhuan was admitted to Peking University. I rode my little electric donkey, carried Huanhuan's luggage, and sent her to the dormitory to report for duty.
"Uncle, thank you for taking care of me all these years. I will definitely study hard Xi and support you in the future!" Huanhuan hugged me and cried bitterly.