Chapter 3 Pear blossoms are pale and white
Chapter 100
Trains, weaving in the dark. The dimly lit sleeper compartment, with only the side lights of the aisle flickering, casts a mysterious shadow on each passenger's face.
Qingxue was lying on the top bunk covered with a soft quilt, and her face looked particularly fresh in the dim light. At this moment, Qingxue's eyes were rolling in the darkness, and although she had been tossing and turning for hours, she still couldn't sleep.
Qingxue turned around and looked out through the gap in the curtains, the scenery outside the window slipped vaguely in front of her eyes, and the night view made her a little dazed. The sound of the wheels rolling on the railroad tracks, along with the vibration of the train, reached Qingxue's ears. This sound is especially obvious in the middle of the night, making Qingxue feel a kind of loneliness and helplessness of the journey, she looks at the roof of the carriage, and has a lot of thoughts.
This time, Cheng Weiguo solved three mysteries for Qingxue, the first is the reason for Gao Weiguo's sacrifice, the second is Gao Weiguo's marriage, and the third is Gao Weiguo's child.
As for the legend that Xiao Qingyang said that Cheng Weiguo had an illegitimate daughter, it was also indirectly confirmed by Cheng Weiguo himself. It's just that this child not only has no blood relationship with Cheng Weiguo, but is still a thorn in the heart of Cheng Weiguo's wife Qi Na, and this thorn not only can't be pulled out, but will also get deeper and deeper as the child grows up.
"Since this is the case, what does this child mean to Cheng Weiguo? He didn't say it, and he thought about it because he couldn't say it, right? However, Cheng Weiguo's marriage shows one point, that is, he loves Zina very much. Otherwise, he wouldn't have gotten married for so many years, and it is estimated that there is a high probability that the main reason why they got married so late should be in Zina. ”
Qingxue thought of this, and turned over again, there was no way, the profession she was engaged in had developed the habit of observing, thinking, observing, and thinking again.
"I really didn't expect that Uncle Gao, a person who is no longer in this world, would raise children for couples who are still in this world. And this happened only because of Uncle Gao's commitment to Cheng Weiguo. Uncle Gao, are you also a little too righteous? Have you ever wondered if you raised this child without sacrifice, can you meet a girl who understands you and makes her willing to raise the child with you? If you can't meet such a girl, is it possible that you will be lonely for the rest of your life? You will say, you still have Gyokuro, but people will become, who knows if she will change when she grows up? Qingxue sighed slightly and silently, and thought secretly, "Forget it, Uncle Gao, I won't talk about you anymore." ”
Thinking of this, Qingxue suddenly realized that the reason why she was always entangled in Gao Weiguo, to be precise, was entangled in Gao Weiguo's parents raising Yulu. In fact, it shows that subconsciously, I just think that whether it is Cheng Weiguo's wife Zina or Cheng Weiguo, they have gone too far. That's right, Yulu is Qi Na's pain, and she has no blood relationship with him Cheng Weiguo. However, the child is innocent, and since they are married, they should share the responsibility of raising the child, and should not let an old man raise it for you.
"Now, I know all the truth. So what do I do next? Is it to continue to raise Gyokuro? Or do you want to give up? Continuing to raise, she has her own parents. Abandon? She is the child that Uncle Gao promised to raise..."Qingxue tossed and turned, thinking...
Qingxue didn't know that while she was tossing and thinking, Cheng Weiguo couldn't sleep over and over. Moreover, Cheng Weiguo and Qingxue are still thinking about the same problem, that is, about the raising of Yulu.
Yesterday, because Cheng Weiguo was going to organize a class meeting, after breakfast, he rushed to the guest house to say goodbye to the wind collection group. Unfortunately, Cheng Weiguo didn't see Qingxue, and when he went to the guest house, Qingxue was on his way to the office building to find him. By the time Cheng Weiguo finished the shift meeting, the wind collection team had already left the division.
In this way, Cheng Weiguo and Qingxue missed again after missing the secret base last time. It's just that this time is different from last time, that is, Cheng Weiguo and Qingxue have found the person they are looking for. However, Cheng Weiguo really found Pear Blossom. And Qingxue thought that he had found "Gao Weiguo".
The reason why Cheng Weiguo lost sleep tonight was because of the call he received from his father before going to bed...
"Weiguo, Dad asked you something." Cheng Weiguo was about to rest, and his father called, and he came up with this sentence.
"What's the matter?" Cheng Weiguo got on the bed while asking, pulled the quilt casually, covered it, and then leaned on the head of the bed.
"Just last week, Dad received 500 yuan, saying that it was Lulu's education fund, I just wanted to ask you, when did you do this for your child?" Cheng Weiguo's father, that is, Gao Weiguo's father, is not loud.
"Education fund? What's going on? I've never heard of it. Cheng Weiguo was confused by his father's words, "Dad, have you seen clearly, is it for Lulu?" It can't be a mistake, right? ”
"There is absolutely no mistake, I can see very clearly, the beneficiary is my name, and even our address is clearly written. remittance message, I wrote Cheng Yulu Education Fund. Nothing else, no more. Gao Weiguo's father's tone was particularly affirmative, "I looked at the name and address of the person who didn't repay the loan, so I thought it was the money you sent, thinking that you were asking me to save money for Lulu to go to junior high school, and I was still thinking, you underestimate your father too much." ”
"Dad, you received it last week, why did you tell me now?" There was confusion in Cheng Weiguo's tone
"Didn't I think you were busy with work, now that your eldest sister came to see me at night, listened to me talk about this, let me ask you what's going on, said that you used to send money to your family, no matter how busy you are, you will also make a phone call to say." Gao Weiguo's father explained in a whisper
"Dad, I didn't do this. You must not touch the money. Cheng Weiguo instructed tightly
"Then, I can't go back." Gao Weiguo's father was embarrassed
Cheng Weiguo thought for a while, "Then, Dad will save it first." ”
"I saved the money when I received it, and I still saved it for a three-year term, thinking that when Lulu was in junior high school, it would be just right to use it." Gao Weiguo's father replied
"Dad, you also put away the remittance slip, and see if you can find out if you can find out in the future." Of course, Cheng Weiguo knew that since the remitter was anonymous, he didn't want to be found out. However, he still asked his father to keep the remittance slip, even if he couldn't find the remitter, when Yulu grew up, he would transfer the remittance slip to her, so that she would know that there was once someone who helped her silently.
"I've taken it and put it with your remittance slip." Gao Weiguo's father replied very simply
"Dad, is Lulu asleep?" Cheng Weiguo lowered his voice, as if he was afraid of making a noise to Yulu.
"Sleep, finish your homework, I'll let her sleep." Gao Weiguo's father also lowered his voice, "Weiguo, last time you said that Zina wanted to take Lulu over, have you thought about it, when will you take it?" Xena... Can she take care of the child in that situation? Also, Xiao Cheng's mother's condition, okay? I think it's better for you two to discuss it before deciding, anyway, don't be bitter about my Lulu. The more Gao Weiguo's father spoke, the louder he became, and he even felt a little excited.
"Dad, this matter has not been finalized yet, don't worry, I will handle this matter properly." Cheng Weiguo heard his father's excitement
"It's easy to say anything, I'm just afraid that I'll wronged Lulu. This child has followed me since she was a child, and she and Xena are not close. In case, I'm really afraid that one day Xena will see that Lulu is not going well, and she will remember the past and be angry with the child. This, doesn't this want my old life? Gao Weiguo's father paused, "Weiguo, you listen to Dad, I have discussed it with your three younger sisters a long time ago." Lulu, you and Xena are left alone. You two are at ease and have a child of your own as soon as possible. Lulu, leave it to us. In this way, you are also worthy of Xiao Cheng. As for me, I can rest assured. ”
"Dad, you're thinking a little too much. Xena actually loves Lulu very much, otherwise, she wouldn't have thought of taking Lulu back and living with us. Cheng Weiguo comforted his father, "Besides, Lulu can't always be like this, the child is older, and she has to live with her parents." Otherwise, it will not be good for her physical and mental growth. ”
"Okay, I've said everything I need to say, you better think about it." Gao Weiguo's father sighed
"Don't worry, Dad, I'll think about it." Cheng Weiguo looked at his watch, "Dad, let's not talk about it, it's not early, you should rest early, and you will send Lulu to school tomorrow." ”
"Well, you get some rest early, too." After Gao Weiguo's father finished speaking, he hung up the phone.
Now, Cheng Weiguo thinks about this matter carefully, and the more he thinks about it, the more strange it becomes, and he always feels that this matter is not simple, "Could it be that Yulu's biological father came out of it?" ”
Cheng Weiguo secretly calculated the time, indeed, that person should have come out at the beginning of the year. It's just that because he put the child on his father's side, and he and Zina are married, he completely fulfilled all his promises to Cheng Weiguo, so he ignored this matter.
"If it's really that person, how did he find Gyokuro? And it was so clear about his father's address. Cheng Weiguo pondered
Back then, in order to protect Zina and the child, Gao Weiguo, who had not fully recovered physically, was later Cheng Weiguo. Personally sent her to her parents' house, and a month later, Zina had a caesarean section in the hospital and gave birth to her daughter, Gyokuro, who was less than a month old. However, Zina not only refused to breastfeed the child and did not look at the child, but also hoped that the child would die early.
The doctor told Gao Weiguo and his parents that Xena was suffering from postpartum depression. The child was born prematurely, too small, and it is estimated that it cannot be saved. At that time, Gao Weiguo didn't know what to do, and his original agreement with Cheng Weiguo was that if Cheng Weiguo had an accident because of construction, he would "leave". Then, Gao Weiguo helped him take care of Cheng Weiguo's widowed mother and beloved fiancée.
However, the reality presented Gao Weiguo with a problem. After Cheng Weiguo's sacrifice, his mother became sometimes sober and sometimes confused because of excessive sadness, and her life was almost unable to take care of herself. So, despite the opposition of her family, Zina insisted on moving to Cheng Weiguo's house to take care of his mother.
However, no one thought of it. On her way home from a night shift, Xena was raped by a masked man... Three years later, when the police were investigating a vehicle fatality accident, they inadvertently discovered that the driver who caused the accident was the masked man of the year. Later, the man actually said that he was an admirer of Xena, and that he did it because he loved it. After hearing that Zina had his child, the man also swore that after he completed his sentence, he would definitely be responsible for Zina and the child. Because Zina's condition had improved slightly at that time, Gao Weiguo hid it and didn't tell her.
At the same time, Gao Weiguo's mother also used millet soup, I don't know how many times a day, and she used a straw to revive Yulu, which was smaller than a cat. However, Gao Weiguo's mother was also too tired, which caused a recurrence of the old disease, and died when Yulu was three years old. At that time, Gao Weiguo had already changed his name to Cheng Weiguo.
Regarding Gao Weiguo's name change, in fact, Gao Weiguo's whole family did not understand. The parents said, "Child, we raised Xiao Cheng for him." OK! Zina, we will take care of him, and you say that you will marry her in the future, and we have no objection. But why did you have to change your name to Cheng Weiguo? Have you ever thought about it, you let your child's surname be Gao. But your surname is Cheng, this child is young and ignorant. When the child grows up, what will she think? ”
Gao Weiguo told his parents that if Cheng Weiguo's mother hadn't happened to her now, she would not change her name and take care of the elderly as a comrade-in-arms. However, the current situation is that Cheng Weiguo's mother recognizes herself as her son. Several times, neighbors and relatives explained that they were Cheng Weiguo's comrades-in-arms, causing the old man to fall ill immediately. Originally, Zina's own health was not good, and with the care of Cheng Weiguo's mother, who was sick, her health was even worse. Therefore, after thinking about it, he simply changed his name to Cheng Weiguo and became the real son of the old man, which also made Cheng Weiguo completely relieved.
When Gao Weiguo's parents heard him say this, they knew that their son was the kind of character who valued love and righteousness and made promises, and he couldn't change his mind. I had no choice but to agree. It's just that Gao Weiguo's parents never knew Yulu's true identity, and they all thought that her father was the sacrificed Cheng Weiguo. The reason why her mother Zina is reluctant to see her is also caused by excessive sadness, although it is difficult for them to understand what Xena is doing. They just told Yulu, "Mom is too busy with work, and when she has time, she will definitely come back to see you." ”
However, in recent years, Xena has also changed a little, perhaps because Yulu has grown up and is very well-behaved and sensible, Xena has also begun to go back to see her occasionally, and will talk to her on the phone. Therefore, Yulu really thought that her mother didn't come back to see her because she was too busy with work.
Yes, these years have indeed passed peacefully. There is just one thing that Cheng Weiguo has never told anyone. It was after Zina gave birth that year that the doctor told Cheng Weiguo that it was impossible for Zina to have children in the future. This is also the reason why after Cheng Weiguo and Qi Na got married, no matter how Qi Na openly and secretly said that she wanted to give birth to a child for Cheng Weiguo, Cheng Weiguo just changed the topic with various words.
Yes, how could Cheng Weiguo not want a biological child of his own. However, since the road is chosen by himself, then he can only work hard to walk well.
Cheng Weiguo sat up straight, and in the dark, he closed his eyes and let out a deep breath...
Now, Cheng Weiguo feels that he has nothing else to ask for, Pear Blossom has found it, and she has grown into a pretty good child. Come down, you have to concentrate on cultivating Gyokuro, and you must not let her fall into the hands of that father.....