#情感点评大赏 #
If there is no light, how do moths know which direction to fly?
Sanmao said that it was her real first love, and Liang Guangming was the person she never remembered, never forget, and really fell in love with for the first time.
Liang Guangming, a talent in the drama department, is one grade higher than Sanmao. As the name suggests, from a distance, he looks outstanding and talented, and indeed shines brightly. At that time, Liang Guangming had already published two anthologies of essays, under the pen name "Shu Fan". Sanmao was naturally attracted to him, but Liang Guangming was very unapproachable, and many girls rushed to confess, but they all returned.
How persistent is Sanmao? She stubbornly believed that this man belonged to her, and that he was waiting for her. She has always been extremely strong, how could she be repelled by his cold appearance?
When she was thirteen years old, she met a military cadet, pretended to "cheat" her first boyfriend at the age of sixteen, and then came from nowhere, "boyfriends from all sides", one by one, she generously introduced these boys to her family, and did not twist and be pretentious.
But when I met Liang Guangming, everything was different.
At this time, Sanmao is already transforming, she is no longer an ignorant girl who treats love as a family wine, she has understood that in the world, the end of love is marriage. She wants to grasp this man and make him her husband, accompany her forever, and lead her out of her current confusion.
With the tacit consent of his parents, Sanmao began a pursuit that could not be returned. Liang Guangming's treatment of the enthusiastic Sanmao was no different from the other girls he had shown to him before. In addition to daily tutoring work, writing, and writing some advertising words for the broadcaster, Sanmao spends almost all of his free time getting close to Liang Guangming.
She appeared with him in almost all corners where she could find Liang Guangming, invited him, asked to meet, and even dared not to look like a girl to walk up to him one by one, pulled out the pen in his shirt pocket, and wrote the seven-digit phone number in the palm of his hand, but did not dare to face his response, and hurriedly ran away.
The process of waiting for the phone call is torturous, like her path to pursuing love, full of twists and turns.
She was in a trance, but she was extremely firm: "I don't care if this matter has an end, the process is the end, let me go to my heart's content, all the consequences, is a growth experience, let me go——"
Finally, one evening, the phone rang. "It's me, I'm me." Sanmao hurriedly answered, afraid that it was a good dream, and at seven o'clock, the coveted invitation, they met in the railway restaurant of the train station.
Since then, the two lives longing for the integrity of the soul have been longed for, and in the process of loving and being loved, companionship and chasing, they have obtained the happiness of a short period of time.
Love can have a million times, a lover can have a million, but there is only one lifelong partner. Obviously, Liang Guangming is not the only one of her. There are great contradictions in their views on love and marriage. Although Sanmao always says that he doesn't care about the ending, it seems that if marriage is not used as the result of their love, everything seems too ethereal, which makes Sanmao, who is already insecure, worried.
In the blink of an eye, Sanmao is a junior, and he is about to graduate, for the future days, although the man must aim high, and then consider marriage after establishing a career, but Sanmao does not follow, his wife is the role she most longs for. At that time, she wanted to have a happy and stable married life like her mother. But at the moment, it seems that Liang Guangming can't give her what she wants, and this attitude makes Sanmao panic. She noticed that things seemed to be going in a completely different direction than she had imagined.
This is the starting point of the contradiction and the doomed end.
They had quarrels, one silently confronted, the other hysterically questioned. There are already incompatible parts of the two people's personalities, Sanmao needs Western-style open expression, and Liang Guangming is not good at putting his heart in front of others.
In her opinion, the first marriage proposal was to pray to God for the "bandit armor". This time for Liang Guangming's marriage request, this is the second time. She "begged and begged, begged and begged, cried and cried, cried and cried", "stalked and fought bitter love", leaving both of them covered in bruises.
Love may be born from the spark of passion in the moment, but it is impossible to force each other.
Just like encounters, the melancholy mood in the rainy season, the yearning for pure love, and the longing for another pure soul will engrave a deep imprint in the lonely young years, and then wave goodbye to each other.
