On the hospital bed, Tong Xin said softly to Guo Jinglin:
"Pick up, such a good script is rare to come across."
Guo Jinglin, who was sitting by the hospital bed, shook his head silently,
Tong Xin continued, "You don't have to worry about me.
I'm in good shape now, and I've got a doctor. ”
Even though Tong Xin said this, Guo Jinglin still shook his head,
Finally, Tong Xin said, "If you don't go, I won't be cured." ”
Hearing his wife say this, Guo Jinglin immediately panicked,
Immediately promise to take this script,
Tong Xin, who had fulfilled his wish, smiled happily.
After this scene was filmed,
Guo Jinglin also finally won the long-awaited award,
But at this time, Tong Xin could no longer see this scene.
At the award ceremony, Guo Jinglin said with tears in his eyes:
"I hope my wife and mother, who are far away in heaven, will hug me."
The death of his wife, the blow to Guo Jinglin is huge,
In the face of friends' persuasion to remarry,
Guo Jinglin said directly: "I will not get married again.
My wife in this life is only Tong Xin. “
Now it has been 13 years since Tong Xin's death.
Has Guo Jinglin fulfilled his promise now?
The mother died at an early age, and the sister was born disabled,
The wife died the same early,
Guo Jinglin, who has been deeply engaged in the field of performance for a lifetime,
Why is his life so bumpy?
01
In 1970, in a hutong compound in Beijing,
A baby boy fell to the ground, and this baby boy was Guo Jinglin.
Unlike other actors born in Beijing,
Guo Jinglin's family conditions are not very good,
Parents are ordinary workers,
But the environment in which he grew up was very good.
Looking forward from his door is the back door of Beijing Renyi.
The neighbors around you are not carrying a drawing board,
Teachers and students of the Academy of Fine Arts carrying paints,
It is the teachers and students of the conservatory who practice their voices early in the morning,
Even more powerful is the Master of Peking Opera,
Mr. Mei Baojiu has also been his neighbor,
If you are lucky, you can still listen to Mr. Mei sing a play without spending money.
Guo Jinglin, who grew up in such an environment,
It's hard not to want to engage in art in the future.
However, at that time, he was not interested in the profession of actor.
Influenced by the environment, he has been singing, art, music,
The three jumped back and forth between.
Sometimes he would babble,
Learn Mr. Mei's singing voice,
Improvised to go up to that short segment.
Childish voice and not quite like the figure,
Naturally, it made the friends laugh.
But there was always a girl in one who never laughed at him.
Not only did he not smile, but he also looked at Guo Jinglin with adoring eyes,
This girl is his future wife, Tong Xin.
Children who grew up in the alley,
Usually it's in groups of three or five,
But Tong Xin did not know why,
I just like to play with Guo Jinglin.
The two always go to and from school together,
In school, no matter what kind of difficulties Tong Xin encountered,
She was the first to find Guo Jinglin for help.
Guo Jinglin as a boy,
Naturally, it is incumbent upon tong xin to solve the problem.
At that time, both of them were children.
Nature does not know what love is,
Just simply feel that the other party is their own dependence.
Later, in an interview, Guo Jinglin talked about this time.
The corners of his mouth always rose.
And in Guo Jinglin's view,
When your life will continue like this,
Family changes suddenly disrupted his life.
02
Don't look at Guo Jinglin's parents are workers, the salary is not high,
But the parents still gave Guo Jinglin,
Create a relaxed growth environment.
Despite the tight days,
But once there is something delicious at home,
Parents are still the first time to bring this thing to their children to eat,
It seems like every parent does it.
Not weaker than the material conditions of others, enlightened parents,
and an artistic living environment,
Piece together Guo Jinglin's perfect childhood life.
And all this with the arrival of my sister,
It's all over.
A son and a daughter spelled into a good word, the arrival of the sister,
For the Guo family, it is a great blessing.
During that time, the father and mother of the fruit had a smile on their faces,
But the smile didn't last long before it dissipated.
One day, the mother who was doing housework suddenly found that
My sister's expression has been very sluggish,
At first, I thought it was just a small child, but I didn't pay attention to it.
But with age,
The expression on my sister's face is still the same,
At this time, the disapproving parents suddenly panicked.
Hurriedly took his sister to the hospital for examination,
Only after this investigation did I know that my sister was born disabled.
This can make the parents sad,
This disease wants to be cured, don't say how much money,
There is even little hope.
Therefore, the relatives and friends around me did not persuade the father and mother,
But the mother thought that this was the child she was pregnant with in October,
The heart that had been hard to go down began to shrink again,
The father looked at the white and tender little daughter,
I can't get rid of that cruel heart,
After thinking about it again, I still took my daughter to the whole country to seek medical treatment.
This rule directly makes this family that is not rich,
Become poor and white.
If guo Jinglin at this time is still mischievous,
Then he may be a little ignorant,
Fortunately, Guo Jinglin was not so ignorant.
When my parents were out with my sister for medical treatment,
He would obediently stay at home alone.
When you need to spend money in daily life, you can always save money,
In his opinion, he spends a little less money on his side,
The parents can take their sister to run to one more city hospital.
In such difficult times,
Tong Xin became the only light that illuminated his life,
Seeing that Guo Jinglin did not eat enough,
She will save her living expenses,
Take it to buy something for Guo Jinglin to eat.
Guo Jinglin did not live up to Tong Xin's kindness,
Even if there is only 5 cents left on itself,
He would think of Tong Xin,
To buy a burnt cake, you have to break it in half.
In this way, two people unconsciously support each other,
Come through that tough time.
Waiting for high school,
Guo Jinglin was taller and had strength on his body.
He started working part-time outside.
How much can be done,
Try not to let yourself be a factor that affects your sister's illness.
In the process of part-time work,
He saw a message looking for an actor.
Guo Jinglin, who saw the information, did not care what an actor was,
Sign up directly, after all, the salary is high.
When I arrived at the interview site,
He casually came to a poetry recitation.
There was no hope,
After the recitation, he walked back and continued to do his part-time job.
One day he was standing on the side of the road selling his own thing,
As he was shouting, he saw several people staring at him.
At first he thought it was a peer, but he stared at it for a long time,
He began to get a little scared, thinking that this would not be a bad person.
So he began to look for an opportunity to escape,
Just as they were about to run, the men began to speak.
"You are Guo Jinglin, you have been admitted,
Shoot with us, you are the male protagonist. “
At this time, Guo Jinglin understood,
It turned out that he had passed the previous interview.
Now he doesn't sell anything,
Farts followed the people upside down.
In this way, in 1986, Guo Jinglin, who was only 16 years old,
I photographed my own life,
The first film, The Company of Prevticher.
Can inform the filming does not have to stare at it all the time,
Later, Guo Jinglin filmed and learned,
The film he made is about young people starting their own businesses.
The male protagonist, like himself, also earns money by setting up stalls and working part-time,
Before the director and producer,
It is also just to see that their own symbols do not conform to the character image.
After filming this movie,
Guo Jinglin has developed a strong interest in the profession of actor,
On the one hand, acting has indeed brought a lot of fun to Guo Jinglin,
On the other hand, the money earned from acting,
More than all the part-time money I had before.
With the idea of treating my sister,
He was ready to go the path of an actor.
But this idea did not have the support of parents.
After all, it's better than studying at a good university.
No one knows if this road can be achieved.
Isn't there such a sentence,
"Small fires touch, big fires rely on life"
Guo Jinglin, who can run into a wall here with his parents,
However, he was unexpectedly supported by Tong Xin.
In Tong Xin's view, compared to the arranged stable work,
The actor's path is more worthy of Guo Jinglin's try.
They all acted in a movie, and it is a pity not to use it.
Imagine, in the midst of all the opposition,
There is a voice that firmly supports you as you go on,
And the master of this voice,
Accompanied you through the most difficult days,
You have this person in any difficult moment.
Do you have a crush on this person?
I don't know if you can move your mind,
Anyway, at that time, Guo Jinglin was moved,
Two young souls came together in their junior year of high school.
03
As an authentic Beijing child,
Guo Jinglin's preferred art school is naturally the Chinese opera Nortel.
At the suggestion of the actor of Beijing Renyi, he still applied for Chinese opera.
This time he took the art exam,
It wasn't as lucky as it was when I was acting in movies.
Taking the Chinese opera exam, he unexpectedly fell off the list,
In order to be able to realize their wishes,
Guo Jinglin had to go to Shanghai to study at the Shanghai Theater Academy.
And became a classmate with Xu Zheng.
Going to the theater to read means that he,
To be with Tong Xin, who has just established a relationship,
Start a tortured long-distance relationship,
At first, Guo Jinglin had to do it all over again.
After all, there are too many uncertainties in long-distance relationships,
He didn't want this to be the reason the two broke up.
However, Tong Xin does not think so,
But she encouraged Guo Jinglin to go to the theater to study,
She thinks that as long as two people love each other,
Long-distance relationships are not a problem.
The truth is also as Tong Xin thought,
The two did not break up because of a long-distance relationship,
On the contrary, the feelings are getting better and better, and they are more and more solid.
Just when Guo Jinglin was swimming in the artistic ocean of the play,
An accident happened,
A phone call from his father shattered his peaceful life completely.
"Shizune, come back soon, your mother is hospitalized,"
This sentence exploded in Guo Jinglin's ears like thunder,
Put down the phone, after asking the teacher for leave,
Immediately got on the train back to Beijing.
On the train he kept thinking,
Thinking back to the picture of getting along with my mother.
Although in recent years the mother neglected herself because of her sister,
But she still did her best to give herself the best.
And I'm so big,
Didn't buy a single gift for my mother,
He never spent a penny on his mother.
Thinking of this, Guo Jinglin couldn't help but burst into tears.
When he got off the train, he immediately ran to the mall.
I wanted to buy the coat that my mother had liked for a long time.
But at a glance at the price of 500 yuan, Guo Jinglin was dumbfounded.
At that time, he couldn't get 100 pieces all over his body.
The price is undoubtedly a sky-high price.
But the mother's wish must be fulfilled,
So he set his sights on blood donation.
Blood donation back then was not like it is now, it was for money at that time.
Gritting his teeth and stomping his feet, Guo Jinglin walked into the hospital,
When I brought the coat to my mother's bed.
Mother seems to be fine,
The whole person immediately glowed.
At this time, everyone knows that this is only the last time,
It didn't take long for her mother to leave Guo Jinglin's side.
During the time when my mother had just died,
The father of the family turned white overnight.
The straight spine also began to bend,
Father who was once like a mountain in Guo Jinglin's heart,
Now it is beginning to show old age,
Plus the disabled sister needs to be taken care of,
The actor's dream in Guo Jinglin's heart began to loosen,
He not only questioned himself whether the choice was correct.
He even had the idea of dropping out of school.
Finally, under the advice of Tong Xin,
Guo Jinglin stepped on the train heading south again.
This move is selfish in the eyes of many people.
The father and sister in the family need to be taken care of,
As the eldest son in the family, you deserve to shoulder the burden of the family.
But who knows how much Guo Jinglin paid to learn acting,
You can enjoy the fruits of victory right away,
At this time, dropping out of school is undoubtedly the most stupid behavior,
Tong Xin is also well aware of this point before he will persuade Guo Jinglin to continue his studies.
Only when he really learns it can he completely change the face of the family.
04
In 1994, Guo Jinglin finally completed his university studies.
With excellent results,
He entered the China Youth Art Troupe.
He had just graduated and was ready to report, but he was told by the troupe,
The troupe has been relocated and rebuilt, and none of them have been performed recently.
In such a troupe, actors earn money by performing.
No performance can only live on the basic salary,
At that time, he only had a salary of 198.5 yuan per month.
This money is not less in 1994,
But don't forget, he still has a father and a sister to raise.
Falling in love with a girlfriend also costs money.
Therefore, during that period of time, Guo Jinglin's life was very embarrassing,
Heaven will send down a great task to the Scythians, and they will first suffer their hearts...,
The sleepy environment did not erase the actor's dream in Guo Jinglin's heart,
If you change someone else, you may have changed careers earlier,
But he persevered, he knew,
As long as you can ensure that your family has enough to eat and drink, you don't care.
As long as you continue to practice, the good days are still to come.
At that time, Tong Xin was very thoughtful and encouraged Guo Jinglin,
Sometimes it's really painful,
Tong Xin quietly stuffed his money into Guo Jinglin's pocket,
But every time he will be found by Guo Jinglin and returned to his girlfriend.
In his opinion, he did not give a friendly life to women,
It is even more impossible to have the face to take your girlfriend's money.
As long as people can hold on to the lowest point,
Will surely usher in their own spring,
Fast forward to the year 2000.
Guo Jinglin, who has been exercising on the stage of drama for 6 years,
Start a real march into the film and television industry.
Excellent professional ability made Guo Jinglin famous in one battle,
"The Woman Walking in the Gobi Desert" and "Youth On Time" have been broadcast one after another,
Let Guo Jinglin become a name that is always unnamed in the eyes of the audience,
But the acting skills are very good actors.
The audience all looked at it this way, and the directors were very fond of Guo Jinglin.
In the hearts of directors, he will always be the most reassuring actor.
In this way, Guo Jinglin has been in the film and television circle for three years,
In 2003, the fame rose, and it saved enough money,
Finally, in this year, he married his girlfriend Tong Xin, who had been in love for many years.
The married Guo Jinglin is more energetic,
After all, his identity has an extra role as a husband.
The role that was not willing to try before, this time he did not refuse,
In order to give his wife a better life,
More in order to make up for their many years of debt,
While Guo Jinglin was filming, he did not forget his wife.
As long as there is a break,
He's going to give his wife a call.
Even if he didn't have anything to say, he insisted on fighting,
As long as there is no drama, he will not even come out of the house,
Just stay at home with your wife.
Until Tong Xin kicked him out of the house to socialize,
He then went out to contact the script.
Years of accumulation were finally released in 2006,
This year a "days related to youth",
Let Guo Jinglin's reputation spread overnight throughout the north and south of the river.
The good reputation accumulated in the hearts of the audience for many years,
It was also released all at once.
In the face of sudden flowers and applause,
Guo Jinglin did not lose himself,
He knows who gave him all this now.
If there was no wife Tong Xin, perhaps he would not have been able to persist.
Unlike other people's night songs,
He still stayed with his wife as always and didn't go anywhere,
I just want to use my own practice to give my wife a sense of security.
But just two years after the good times,
The wife was diagnosed with breast cancer.
At that time, Tong Xin had just conceived a child of two people.
I have to take the child off for the sake of good health,
After a period of treatment, Tong Xin's body began to improve.
But Guo Jinglin still did not trust his wife,
Even if the "Yuan Longping" crew finds themselves,
He was also reluctant to star.
In the end, Tong Xin threatened not to continue chemotherapy.
Guo Jinglin starred in this movie.
But heaven didn't seem to want Guo Jinglin to feel better.
As soon as the movie was finished, Tong Xin's body deteriorated sharply.
I once agreed to watch a movie together but I didn't do it.
March 24, 2009,
Tong Xin sadly lay in her husband's arms and died.
The death of his wife made this man who had hardened all his life,
Complete decadence.
So many years Tong Xin accompanied Guo Jinglin,
After going through one difficulty after another,
It has long become an indispensable part of Guo Jinglin's life,
He also experienced his father's pain when he died many years ago.
Tong Xin's departure also made him unable to see the direction of progress,
All efforts are meaningless.
In this way, Guo Jinglin turned around in place for several years,
It wasn't until 2017 that he appeared in front of people again.
This time he carried his memories with his wife "Born on a Brilliant Day",
Stepped into people's sights.
epilogue
Today, his wife has been away from Guo Jinglin's side for 12 years.
In the past 12 years, he is still single,
In his heart, no one was as good as his wife Tong Xin.
Years of companionship have made him look down on no one.
Since you can't do it to get old,
Then do a lifetime and a couple,
You don't fail me, and I won't fail you.
I think this is the best love in the world.