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On April 7, 2024, the golden wind in Beijing is warm, and the spring is bright. Guo Jinglin sat alone by the window at home, looking out the window at the green trees and the dark fragrance of blooming flowers.
The sun was shining warmly on his face, but he had no time to appreciate the rare good weather, and the whole person fell into endless memories of the past.
I think of that heart-wrenching night 12 years ago. At that time, he hugged his wife Tong Xin's increasingly thin body tightly with his arms, watching her close her eyes forever and leave this world.
The sudden pain seemed to reappear in front of him, and the surging grief hit again, making it difficult for him to breathe.
Guo Jinglin subconsciously covered his face with his hands, and the bean-sized tears quickly burst out of his eyes, and hot tears flowed down. "Tong Xin, you left me like this, left this world... He muttered to himself, his eyes gloomy, full of endless burnout and loneliness.
Yes, Tong Xin has been dead for 12 years, but her smiling face and her gentle and considerate whispers are still deeply imprinted in his mind, lingering, and always appear in front of his eyes.
Regarding Tong Xin's death, Guo Jinglin still can't let go.
In the past 12 years, he has been unswervingly celibate, and he has never been able to forget his beloved Tong Xin, nor can he enter the palace of marriage again. Because in his heart, Tong Xin will always be the only love of his life.
It was March 24, 2009, a day destined to become the most heart-wrenching day of Guo Jinglin's life. Tong Xin's condition took a turn for the worse in those months, and the cancer cells had spread through her body at an alarming rate.
Guo Jinglin held his wife Tong Xin's increasingly cold hand tightly, and watched her fire of life be extinguished little by little. "Tong Xin, you must persevere!" He shouted, tears poured out of his eyes like a burst, and hot tears fell on Tong Xin's face.
But Tong Xin no longer had the strength to respond to him, she just smiled at her lover with her last strength, as if to say, "It's all over." Then, she closed her eyes peacefully and forever and left this earthly world.
This scene seemed to shatter all of Guo Jinglin's hopes, he hugged Tong Xin's body, cried bitterly, and the whole world was eclipsed in his eyes. In this way, his most beloved wife left him forever and left this world.
In fact, a few years before this, after Tong Xin was diagnosed with breast cancer, Guo Jinglin gave up a major opportunity in her career in order to take better care of her.
In 2008, the famous director Shi Fenghe prepared to shoot the biographical film "Yuan Longping" and invited him to play the role of the leading actor.
For Guo Jinglin at that time, this was undoubtedly a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity. But his wife's illness made him hesitate again and again, and he was afraid that if he left home, Tong Xin would have no one to take care of him.
"Go after your dreams!" Tong Xin firmly told him, "I will let my mother take care of me, and if you miss this opportunity, I may stop chemotherapy."
In the face of such considerate care from his wife, Guo Jinglin was deeply moved in his heart, and could only temporarily leave his beloved Tong Xin and go to other places to shoot movies. Although the biopic "Yuan Longping" was a huge success in the end, Guo Jinglin also won the Best Actor award for his outstanding acting skills.
But at the same time, the flame of his wife's life was extinguished and left him forever. For Guo Jinglin, this is undoubtedly the most cruel blow in his life.
There is a childhood friendship between Guo Jinglin and Tong Xin that is rooted in childhood and pure as a lotus. They have been neighbors since childhood, talking about everything and having a close relationship.
At that time, Guo Jinglin was naughty and active, and he was a troublemaker, but as long as Tong Xin was by his side, he was like a different person, well-behaved and obedient, as if he was nourished by some kind of magical power.
When they were teenagers, the two often shared a book side by side, leaning together and reading the words and sentences in it, sometimes bursting into bursts of laughter, and the breath of happiness wandered on each other's faces.
Therefore, the burden of the family was all on the young Guo Jinglin. In order to treat his sister, he had to give up school and go to the hospital to donate blood in exchange for money.
When he was in high school, by chance, Guo Jinglin found an advertisement for actors, and with his love for performing arts, he bravely participated in the interview and was selected, thus starting his acting career.
However, the family is burdened, and Guo Jinglin often needs to scrape together to work hard for food and clothing. For a while, he didn't even have enough money to feed on, so he had to pick up the vegetable leaves and food scraps that others had discarded to satisfy his hunger.
However, no matter how hard life is, Tong Xin is the unfading concern and source of strength in his heart. As long as he thought of her, Guo Jinglin had the courage and determination to overcome all difficulties.
Guo Jinglin's acting career originated from a coincidence. In 1986, at the age of 16, he stumbled upon an advertisement for actors, and with his keen interest and love for acting, he bravely participated in the audition, thus getting the first opportunity in his life - to star in the film "Pleviticher Company".
In this way, a teenager who is not amazing starts his own road full of ups and downs in acting. In the early days, life was difficult, and his family's poverty made him often run for food and clothing, and even wanted to give up at one point.
But Tong Xin has always been by his side, never giving up, giving him great spiritual support and encouragement.
The turning point finally came in 2000, and Guo Jinglin gained a certain popularity with his two works, "The Woman Who Walked the Gobi" and "The Punctuality of Youth". In 2002, he was selected as the starring role of CCTV's masterpiece "Wang Ji Food Stall", and his fame began to rise.
In this year, Guo Jinglin and his beloved Tong Xin entered the palace of marriage and opened a new stage of life. In the following years, his career gradually improved, and he successively starred in excellent film and television works such as "Red Pursuit Order" and "Days Related to Youth", showing his extraordinary acting skills and being praised as "actor" by the audience.
Although he is busy with work and running around, Guo Jinglin has never forgotten to care for his wife Tong Xin. Whenever he had free time, he would immediately return home, take the initiative to cook delicious meals for his wife, and stay by her side, never leaving her sight.
Tong Xin saw it in her eyes and was grateful in her heart, so the relationship between the two became more stable and reliable.
With Tong Xin's encouragement and support, Guo Jinglin became more and more confident and devoted more energy to his career. With his outstanding acting skills and superb interpretation ability, he has been widely praised and praised by the industry and beyond, and his career has finally taken a leap, and his life has finally embarked on Yangguan Road.
In 2017, Guo Jinglin wrote, directed and starred in the movie "Born on a Bright Day". The film tells the story of a family tragedy - his wife, Xiaowei, was unfortunately diagnosed with breast cancer during pregnancy, but in the end she gave birth to a son.
This movie is undoubtedly rooted in Guo Jinglin's infinite attachment to his late beloved wife Tong Xin. Tong Xin was also diagnosed with cancer when she was pregnant, and the doctor advised her to give up the child in order to protect herself.
It's a pity that in the end, Tong Xin not only failed to keep the child, but also passed away. This has become the biggest regret in Guo Jinglin's life.
And in "Born on a Bright Day", he finally realized his desire to be a father through artistic creation, thus making up for the regret in his heart. In the film, he wholeheartedly interprets the role of a father, and carefully repairs the trauma that was traumatized after Tong Xin's death.
In the years after Tong Xin's death, Guo Jinglin fell into the quagmire of grief all day long, unable to extricate himself. For a time, he was lost in a whirlpool of pain, and he had the idea of giving up everything.
It was his work that saved him and allowed him to regain his sanity and the courage to survive.
He devoted all his heart and soul to film and television work, and did his best to study every role. "New Bright Sword", "Redemption in the Dark", "Oriental Chinese Dream", "Dog Thirteen" and other excellent film and television works have been released one after another.
Every outstanding performance is a kind of redemption for himself and a way to numb the pain in his heart.
However, no matter what achievements he has achieved in his career, the haze of Tong Xin's death has always shrouded his heart. It wasn't until the birth of the autobiographical film "Born on a Bright Day" that he suddenly gained a kind of redemption and found a way out of the haze.
In this film, Guo Jinglin vented his inner regrets, re-examined the meaning of life, and gained a deeper understanding of life and death. The film has received wide acclaim, and industry insiders have praised Guo Jinglin's outstanding performance, and said that this is the most important work in his career.