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In December 2021, the great artist Guo Jinglin won the 7th "Beijing Young and Middle-aged Literary and Art Workers"! On the night of the award, he wore a high-quality suit and walked to the podium with a calm and calm pace, and the scene immediately resounded with thunderous applause.
Guo Jinglin showed a smile of joy from the bottom of his heart, the moment he received the trophy, his eyes slowly swept across the audience, his eyes were full of emotion for the past years and expectations for the future.
This honor is not only a high recognition of his artistic career over the years, but also a supreme praise for his perseverance. With his life's perseverance and perseverance, he has written his own glorious chapter.
Looking back, Guo Jinglin has experienced countless hardships and tribulations, from family opposition, economic embarrassment, to his wife's life and death, he overcame them one by one with firm willpower, and finally climbed to the top of his life.
In addition to the joy brought by glory, Guo Jinglin is more of a deep reflection and review of the past years. He often misses his beloved wife Tong Xin, who has always supported him to pursue his dreams, and her departure has brought him endless pain, but it has also made him re-understand the meaning of life and understand the true meaning of life and death.
It is precisely because of Tong Xin's selfless dedication and full support that he can always adhere to his dreams, never give up, and finally achieve today's brilliant achievements.
Guo Jinglin prayed silently in his heart, may Tong Xin in heaven rest in peace, she will always be a strong pillar and endless motivation in his life. This honor is not only for him personally, but also for the best memory of the dear wife who gave him encouragement and support.
Back in 2009, it was the most dazzling year of Guo Jinglin's acting career. With his excellent acting skills, he successfully portrayed the legendary life of the "father of hybrid rice" in the movie "Yuan Longping", and expressed his deepest respect to this great scientist who worked for the welfare of hundreds of millions of people.
The film caused a huge response upon its release, the audience was full of praise, and the jury was also amazed by his performance, and finally he won the best actor crown at the 23rd Huabiao Awards.
When Guo Jinglin stood on the glittering stage of receiving the award with this heavy trophy in his hand, he had mixed feelings in his heart. This is the highest reward for his years of hard work, and it should be filled with great joy and pride.
However, more is undoubtedly the endless miss for his wife Tong Xin and the deep remorse in his heart. They are childhood sweethearts who grew up together.
Tong Xin is not only his most solid support on the road of life, but also his most selfless and loving shelter.
At Guo Jinglin's most difficult moment, it was Tong Xin who gave him unprecedented encouragement and help. He vividly recalled that when his mother was seriously ill in college, he began to deeply blame himself for why he had never fulfilled his filial piety; After graduating, he was unemployed, living in poverty and rags.
Just when he felt the most desperate, Tong Xin took care of his elderly father and his mentally handicapped sister without complaint, caring like family.
Guo Jinglin sincerely thanked Tong Xin for his dedication, she was like a warm spring, giving him endless courage and strength.
However, just as his career was thriving and his life was gradually entering a well-off life, his wife Tong Xin unfortunately suffered from breast cancer during her pregnancy in 2009 and died only three months later.
When Guo Jinglin held the heavy actor trophy in his hand, the joy in his heart instantly vanished, replaced by endless thoughts and deep self-blame for his wife.
He looked forward to Tong Xin in heaven being able to reunite with him, share this glory, kiss him, and hug him.
However, fate was so ruthless, Tong Xin left the world forever, and could no longer share the most brilliant time of his life with him.
Tong Xin's departure undoubtedly brought huge psychological trauma to Guo Jinglin. During the long years of losing his wife, he was immersed in endless nostalgia and pain for his wife, and he couldn't extricate himself for a long time.
He often spent his time alone in the middle of the night reminiscing about the good times he spent with his wife.
In this process, Guo Jinglin often poured out his inner emotions through diaries. He used pen and ink to record his deep friendship with his wife, and used words to convey his endless thoughts about Tong Xin.
Sometimes, he also shares this sentiment with his loyal fans, expressing his inner monologue in solitude.
There is a song called "Teach Me How to Don't Want Her", which is the truest portrayal of his heart at that time. The lyrics sing: "Dead trees sway in the cold wind, wildfires burn in the twilight."
Oh, my God! There are still a few remnants of the sunset in the west, which prompts me to miss deeply, and I can't help but sigh between the misty thoughts—ah! Teach me how I can't help but see things and think of the distant shadows? Whenever he hears this beautiful and beautiful ballad that evokes long memories, Guo Jinglin always can't resist the inseparable emotion, and tears slide down his cheeks like pearls with broken threads.
As an excellent writer, Guo Jinglin is not only good at telling the feelings of the soul and the waves of emotions with delicate and nuanced words, but also expresses his feelings about the regrets of life through the TV series "Born on a Bright Day" written by himself.
The wife in the play unfortunately suffered from breast cancer during pregnancy, and despite her ill-fated fate, she still gave birth to a child strongly, injecting new hope into the hero's life.
In real life, Tong Xin failed to leave descendants, which undoubtedly became the heaviest regret in Guo Jinglin's life, and perhaps it was through this touching play that he was able to get spiritual comfort and make up for it to a certain extent.
As he himself said: "She left me not only a rich legacy, but also an important opportunity for me to re-examine my life and think about life and death."
Tong Xin's death certainly brought him endless grief, but at the same time, it also made him deeply understand the preciousness of life and cherish the time in front of him even more.
On the road to pursuing his dreams, Guo Jinglin also encountered many obstacles from his family, and was even severely reprimanded and whipped by his father. He still vividly remembers that when he was in high school, he had the dream of becoming an actor and longed to devote himself to the palace of performing arts for in-depth study.
However, this decision was firmly opposed by his father, and a fierce quarrel broke out between father and son.
The father asked angrily, "Actor? That's just a profession where you don't have to worry about food and clothing! Are you going to ruin the honor that our family has passed down for generations? In the face of his father's doubts, Guo Jinglin's heart was as firm as a rock, and he tried his best to explain and guide him, trying to make his father understand and support his dream.
However, his father suddenly waved his arm and slapped him so hard that he was caught off guard.
His family turned a blind eye to his ideals, repeatedly admonished him to give up acting, and strictly forbade him to set foot in the entertainment industry. However, at that time, Guo Jinglin was not a young man who was enthusiastic and full of longing? He resolutely packed his bags and embarked on the road to Shanghai alone, just to be able to stay away from the shackles of his hometown, get rid of the verbal threats and physical punishment of his family, and bravely pursue his own piece of sky.
However, the reality of life is far harsher and more unforgiving than he could have foreseen. During his college years, his mother's condition deteriorated dramatically, and he began to blame himself deeply for his failure to do his duty. After graduating, he was unemployed, living in poverty and rags.
Just when he was at the lowest point and most desperate in his life, it was his best friend Tong Xin who gave him endless warmth and strength with his meticulous care and unwavering support.
Tong Xin not only took care of his elderly father, but also treated his intellectually disabled sister as his own and gave her endless love.
Guo Jinglin is deeply grateful to Tong Xin for his deep friendship, she is like a clear spring, giving him great encouragement and support when he needs help the most.
It is precisely because of Tong Xin's consistent friendship that his career can finally achieve brilliant achievements.
It is no exaggeration to say that without Tong Xin's company and support, his dream road may have been overshadowed.
Guo Jinglin's acting career can be described as magnificent and full of ups and downs. From the initial obscurity, to the later household name, he performed classic works such as "Yuan Longping" and "Days Related to Youth" with enthusiasm, and finally became a great weapon after hardships.
At first, Guo Jinglin was just an unknown actor struggling to survive in the film and television industry. However, he is full of love for acting, and every time he is on set, he gives it his all and creates every role with his heart.
Although he was only a member of the film and television team at that time, his excellent acting skills have already emerged and impressed industry insiders.
In 2006, he ushered in a turning point in his career, starring in the TV series "Days Related to Youth", his wonderful performance won warm applause from the audience, and became a household name overnight.
Subsequently, in 2009, he won the actor crown of the 23rd Huabiao Awards for his in-depth portrayal of Yuan Longping, the "father of hybrid rice", which is undoubtedly the peak moment of his career.
Today's Guo Jinglin's career is thriving, and in just two years, he has successfully transformed from a film and television star to a producer and director, directing the widely acclaimed "Wang Ji Food Stall".
This drama not only showcased his outstanding talent and extraordinary strength, but also won him the love and praise of many fans.
However, just as his career was thriving and his quality of life was steadily improving, fate dealt a heavy blow to Guo Jinglin in 2009 - his beloved wife Tong Xin accidentally contracted breast cancer while pregnant and died only three months later.
This great change caused the family that was originally shrouded in laughter and laughter to fall into the abyss of grief in an instant, and Guo Jinglin fell into deep pain and self-blame, however, he did not become decadent and depressed because of this, but continued to move forward with perseverance and perseverance, and expressed his endless thoughts for his deceased wife with his works.
Time flies, and now it has been 13 years since Tong Xin's death. Although he had no children and no daughters, he did not step into the palace of marriage again, but chose to hide his deep affection for his wife in his heart, and waited for her alone all his life.
In Guo Jinglin's daily life, he often recalled the good times he spent with his wifeIn order to commemorate his deceased wife, he deliberately kept a bedroom in the home where Tong Xin once lived, and the room was full of personal belongings such as dressers and desks that she used before her death, as if she had never left and was always by his side.
Whenever night fell, the lonely Guo Jinglin would always walk into the bedroom as usual, staring at the starry sky outside the window, imagining that Tong Xin would always silently guard him in that vast sky.
Sometimes, he even murmurs to the sky, as if he can hear his wife's response, it is no exaggeration to say that it is Tong Xin's spiritual pillar and eternal love that have shaped today's Guo Jinglin Although the journey of life is full of ups and downs, as long as there is love in his heart, he will never lose his way forward.
He will continue to take care of his sister's life wholeheartedly as a way to feel that his wife is always with him. Tong Xin's death brought him endless pain, but at the same time, it also made him deeply understand the preciousness of life, so as to bravely write his own chapter of life.