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The epic of two women - reading "White Deer Plain" has a feeling
□ Cui Xiangzhen / Wen
The secret history of the Guanzhong Plain is told in this book "White Deer Plain"...
The characters in the text have distinct characteristics, and you can remember who is who very accurately. The background of the story passes through the late Qing Dynasty, the beginning of the People's Republic, the founding of the Country... Bai Jiaxuan is strong, stubborn, and adheres to principles; Lu Zilin is cunning, hypocritical, and villainous; Lark is agile, fierce, and intelligent; Mr. Zhu is simply the embodiment of God... Too many characters to tell. I would like to talk about my thoughts from two female characters, one is Tian Xiao'e and the other is Yufeng.
Detached from the ego's little girl
Xiao'e's life has gone through four men. Every time Xiao'e chooses a man, she is helpless. Xiao'e of the "Shuxiang Family" was sold by her greedy father to Guo Juren, who was running fast for seventy, and became his concubine, and Xiao'e's main task was to "pick dates". Seeing Heiwa, she was originally helpless, like a long drought and Ganlin, under the eyes of Guo Juren, clouds and rain staggered. After Heiwa escaped, the sinister and cunning Lu Zilin took off the cloak of the elder and occupied the innocent Xiao'e. Under the design of Lu Zilin, Xiao'e walked towards Bai Xiaowen and was unable to save herself in the abyss of depravity.
Her resistance to this society has always existed, for the Guo family's evil dates, she threw the dates into the urinal pot, dared to release herself to go to Heiwa, after recognizing Lu Zilin's face, she put a bubble of urine on his face, facing Lu Zilin, who was embarrassed and angry, she boldly and painfully scolded: "Lu Xiang Yue, you remember that I also remember, I peed on your face, I gave Lu Xiang a face to pee." "Is it wrong to survive in the cracks of feudal society?" If from the beginning, she met a man who protected her and cherished her, she must be a good wife.
Society's disrespect for women is naked under the blue sky. The ancestral hall was not allowed to enter, she was urgently eradicated by her mother's family like stinky, when she was tied to the ancestral hall, her feet were lifted off the ground, her snow-white chest was exposed, and tied to the tree with the white dog egg, the patriarch Bai Jiaxuan raised his hand, the thorn brush was pumped into her face, and the men and women competed to grab the thorn brush, shouting Fight! Kill this faceless bitch"! The thorn brush flew in the hands of the crowd, and Xiao'e's scream caused not sympathy but higher anger. In this way, man is skinned layer by layer, and finally only the soul remains.
Kindness was always in her heart. In order to save Heiwa, she was foolishly used by Lu Zilin as a pawn. In her dealings with Bai Xiaowen, she moaned again and again in her heart: I have really hurt people once. When she was killed by Lu San, her words "big" meant a lot, and the helplessness and bitterness of her life were shouted out.
Meet your own jade phoenix
Gao Yufeng is Heiwa's second wife and the person who influenced Heiwa to change her attitude towards life.
In the conversation between Yu Feng and Hei Wa, there is a discussion about reading.
"I'm starting today."
"If you want to, you can read it."
"Late or not? It's too late to remember to study now. ”
"The saint said, 'Death is enough to die in the morning.'" There is no such thing as late, neither late nor late. ”
Yu Feng's reading contrasted with Xiao'e's father's reading. One represents frankness and reasoning, and the other is stubbornness and rigidity in the past. Yufeng has more modern female characteristics, openness, autonomy, the learning from the book has been exported into her own things, her energy can reach to remove all the darkness little by little, standing next to her is enough comfortable.
Heiwa's awakening is awakened by Yufeng, and the husband and wife are each other's carving process, standing together and growing up together. Like a poem in Gu Chengcheng:
The grass is bearing its seeds
The wind is shaking its leaves
We stood without talking
It's beautiful
Many times we like to describe ourselves as lonely, but what is real loneliness? Yu Feng is a loner. Loneliness is the solitude of the self-contained world, there is a complete state of its own system, it is a kind of harmonious nobility, walking in the crowd, you can see a mellow loner at a glance, is the lingering temperament brought by the thought.
However, often our state can only be explained by loneliness, we can't read books, we can't watch movies, we can't do anything, we have nowhere to put our hearts, and we are bored like a trapped beast, pacing around in our cage.
The biggest difference between Xiao'e and Yufeng is the independence of personality, especially in modern society, you can go with the flow, you can also rabble, but you can't lose yourself. You must also know what the ultimate goal is and how to choose the answer. Like Yufeng, self-liberation is not just about moving from family to society, but about the awakening of consciousness.